June 25, 1998

Now that school is out, I'm going to this camp all day until 3pm. Then as soon as I get home, I call Nathan. Today, he and Daniel came over. We hung out all afternoon and had a lot of fun - I realized that I really love him.

Then Alicia called and asked if we wanted to go for a walk. We did, and the whole walk Alicia was flirting her butt off with Nathan. Then when we got back to my house, we went into the family room and Alicia was still flirting with Nathan. And the bad thing is, he was flirting back!

She looked really pretty today, and she was sitting back with her legs out in front of her, batting her stupid eyelashes, and I wanted to rip her head off. [Ripping her head off sounds like a good idea, but it might be an overreaction.]

I confronted him about it when she went upstairs, and he said, "No! What are you talking about?" And then he started making fun of her. But... I don't know. I can tell this isn't going to work.

[From "I realized that I really love him" to "I can tell this isn't going to work" in one diary entry? Such is the power of jealousy.]