Do you ever look back and remember what it was like before you met someone?

It's funny and kind of ridiculous how often you'd think about that person.

It's even crazier when you start having midnight thoughts about them.

I wonder how things would be different,

if things didn't happen the way they did.

But some things can't change;

and we can never change the past as much as we want to.

And although it hurts, I know I never wouldㅡ

Because meeting you, Neil Perry, was the best mistake I have ever made.