The screen faded to black after showing a happy face from Ayden and Natalie's happy face which meant the movie was finally ended. Everyone inside of the room stand up then clap their hands as the cast were walking onto the front.

I was sitting next to Ayden's Manager while kept my eyes on his figure, i knew after that movie there would be so many people shipping Ayden and Natalie. Besides both of them still have to promote their movie together, they were going to spend a lot of time together.

Natalie was really pretty in that dress she wore and she was super humble, she was also single. I supposed to feel jealous or something but I felt find. It was weird i knew but that was how i felt. I saw both of them were standing next to one another while the mc were started to introduce them.

The movie was pretty romantic and i liked it, Ayden looked handsome and hot while Natalie looked beautiful in her tomboy way. It was impressive i could tell i was proud of him, it was a good movie.

I looked into his smile when he looked into the audience and i felt sad, I didn't know why i felt that way. I stayed in a silent on my seat while looking at him, but my thoughts were eating me alive so i decided to excuse myself to go back to the hotel.

"Hey if Ayden asked me where am i just tell him i felt sick okay and tell him i'll meet him at the hotel" i said to the manager.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked me.

"I'm sure" i smiled.

"Okay be careful" he said.

I got up from my seat then made my way out of the venue, trying to not made a small attention from people around. Cause I didn't want to caught their attention that would cause a rumor.

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I was back at the hotel and i was watching a cartoon on my tv until someone was ringing the bell, i got up from my bed then opened the door which revealed Ayden who was standing on the door with his fresh grey shirt.

He was so tall which made me had to looked up at him, i opened the door for him then he walked in. I closed the door behind me and he suddenly put his hand on my forehead.

"Are you okay?" He asked me.

"Yeah but"

"Not really" i said then walked inside of the room before turning off the tv.

I sat on the bed then told him to sat on the bed, he was only sending me a glare without even asking me why. He looked pretty calm while my heart was beating so fast,

"Is there something you want to talk to me?" He finally asked me after he took a seat in front of me.

"Yeah" i said.

"Me too" he said and that made my heart skipped a beat.

The temperature inside of the room was getting colder as there was no sound around us, it was just us inside of the hotel room. And it was midnight, I thought he was going to be back tomorrow morning from celebrating his brand new movie.

I looked away from his eyes, not brave enough to start anything,

"It's okay just tell me" he said.

I took a deep breath before letting out a breath then started to talk, i felt my eyes were going to be watery in a minute.

"Okay" i said.

"You know that lately I've been hanging out with my old friend right?" I slowly said.

"Yeah" he said while his eyes were still looking at me.

"And i think I'm catching feelings with him" I slowly said which brought a silent around us, his eyes that were on mine now were looking to another direction.

I felt guilty to said that to him, i hurt him. But the one who was crying in the room was me. I felt bad to said those things to him,

"I know" he slowly said then i found his eyes were back in mine.

"I'm sorry" i said.

"We cannot handle our feelings sometimes" he said which made me surprised.

"Maybe I'm the one who failed to make you stay?" He asked which broke my heart.

"No you are amazing you're too perfect" i said as a tear kept falling from my eyes.

"Like i said I'm just a broken glasses that followed you around I'm a parasite" i said to him.

"You're too perfect to be with me" i said to him.

"No I'm not" he said and this time he looked up at me and found his eyes were started to get wet because of a tears.

"I also felt something towards another person" he said which made me surprise.

"It was also the reason why I proposed"

"I thought the feeling will go away, but it's not"

"Who's the lucky person?" I asked him but he only stayed in a silent.

I thought he wasn't comfortable enough to tell me but after a few moments of silence he finally talked.

"Natalie" he said.

"I knew it" i said.

"I'm sorry" he said.

"No I'm sorry" i said.

We stay in a silent while both of our eyes were full of tears, and the room was full of silent all i could hear was our breath because of crying.

"Marriage is a serious thing Ayden" i said while looking up at his beautiful eyes which full of tears.

"Yeah it is" he nodded.

"But just like I've always said, relationships is about to support one another not pulling one another down" he said.

"I cannot hold you and you cannot hold me back" he said.

"I'm sorry" i said while crying but all he did was pulling me into a hug.

"I'm sorry" he said.

"I love you" i said to him.

"I love you too" he said which i knew it was going to be the last time i heard that word from him.

I slowly broke the hug before putting a piece of my hair behind my ears, while kept crying myself feeling so guilty and also sad to let him go.

I slowly pulled the ring from my ring finger then put it on his hand, he looked at my gesture until his eyes were back at mine again.

"I'm sorry" i said.

"No it's just our destiny are different" he said.

"We cannot be selfish to one another" he said while trying to smile but his eyes were also full of tears.

"I'm sorry i should be professional" he said to me.

"No don't say that" i said while brushing his cheek with my thumb,

"We cannot control our feelings" i said while trying to find away to look into his eyes.

"So is it the end?" I asked him.

"This isn't the end of our friendship though" he smiles which made me smile.

"You're too perfect for me" i said.

He shook his head while kept looking st me with a smile,

"So friend?" I asked him while giving him my pinky finger.

"Friend" he smiled.

"I'm sorry it supposed to be your best night of your life" i said to him.

"Don't say that" he said.

"I feel relieved" he said.

"Me too" i said.

"Thank you for the best last few months" i said to him.

"Thank you too" he said.

That guy was too perfect fory me it broke my heart to said that words to him and it was so hard for me to let him go but my true feeling of love wasn't for him.

Cause i know that feeling is always been for