I listened into the music while sitting on the sofa on Ayden's changing room, he was filming for his upcoming movie. I was out of the town again since it was Sunday, i got 2 days off in a week which is Sunday and Monday.

He had his upcoming action-romance movie which he was going to play with Natalie Jackson. He finally introduced me to her a few hours before he brought me into his changing room, she was so sweet and kind to me. Well if we talked about jealousy of course i was jealous but i knew Ayden was a professional Actor and i trusted him.

I had been waiting for him since an hour ago, I didn't know anyone so i chose to be in his changing room where there was no one there. I was listening into a music until the changing room being opened by him who was sweating and looking exhausted.

A smile suddenly appeared on his face once he saw me, i got up from the sofa and handed him a bottle of water.

"Thank you" he said.

His assistant saw that i was inside so he left both of us inside of the changing room, Ayden looked sweaty and tired.

"Are you tired" i asked him.

"Yes but I'm so happy to see you" he said before reaching for my lip to kissed.

I reached a box of tissues on the make up table then began to whipped his sweat, his lips looked red and his eyes looked tired. He kept drinking on the bottle while his eyes were looking at me,

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked him with a smile on my face while i kept whipping his sweat on his face.

"Do i have to explain?" He asked me with a smile on his face.

I put my hand on his shoulder before putting my face on my arm to hide that i was actually blushing, i knew when my cheeks suddenly felt so warm it was probably going to change into a color of tomatoes.

He suddenly put his arm around me then he suddenly pulled me into a hug, I didn't know why he did that but it was quite random but cute at the same time.

"Get off me you're sweating" i said to him.

I pulled away and there was the time when he tried to make me to looking at him, i looked into his big blue eyes but he said nothing. He could be that weird but i loved him anyway.

"I'm going to take a shower" he said.

"Then we're going to have a dinner since you're going to be back tomorrow" he said.

"Okay" i smiled.

He walked into the bathroom with a towel, i watched him got inside until he closed the door behind him. I felt so happy to be around him but it also felt wrong when i was also thinking about the other guy when i was with him.

And the guy non other then my Ex boyfriend Apollo, he had been on my mind since that night. He made me happy and forgot about what i was scared about, but at the same time i also got a super kind and lovely boyfriend who was working his ass off for his career. It felt good but it was wrong too, well i told Ayden every time I hung out with him and he seemed pretty okay with it.

Since that night I hadn't called him and I hadn't texted him, i felt so scared that i was going to fell into the same hole while i already had a man. But Apollo, he made me happy in a different way in his own way.

I shouldn't compare both of Ayden and Apollo, Ayden was my boyfriend and he had been so loyal and super understanding. He was always there when i needed him even though he was at the other side of the world he still had his time for me.

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Ayden took me into one of a restaurant for a dinner, the media were following us and i got annoyed by it. But i felt so happy as long as i was with him, he knew me so well and i always felt comfortable and also safe around him.

I could tell Ayden was a good guy in a filming industry cause he didn't smoke, he didn't drink so often he was living a healthy life. Well I didn't tell that the people in filming industry were living in an unhealthy life but he's lifestyle surprised me.

He could be so simply and so kind to the other, he also did a few charities for the children who needed help. That were the side that made me fell for him, he could take my heart by his kindness and i had never met a guy especially a famous guy like him.

In the other side he was also super care to the people he loved, i saw the way he talked and treated his mom. I had met his family and they were also super lovely just like him, he was just too perfect for me i felt like I didn't deserve him.

"Hey" his voice suddenly made me looking up at his eyes.

"Are you thinking about something" he asked me.

Is it too obvious when I'm thinking the whole time?

"Just work" i said to him.

"Do you love your job?" He asked me.

"Yes i do" i said to him.

"I know you love it that's why you kept looking for it once you loose the last one" he said and this time his words caught my focus.

"Yeah i love to help people" i said.

"Just like everyone said do what you love love what you do" he said.

He's kinda right but it wasn't the thing that I actually thinking about, it felt wrong when I actually thinking about someone else. It felt super wrong, I shouldn't went back to LA. I shouldn't talked to him that day, it was so wrong and it was all my fault.

We had done having a dinner, we were walking at the park, it was so beautiful with so many people were also having their time in this park. There were so many lights and people who sold some snack for the night, there were also some photo booth and a carousel for the children.

His hand were holding mine while we were walking down the park, it was very romantic and it was also so beautiful. I loved the feeling and the vibes in the night, it was so beautiful and I could tell that he enjoyed it too.

A laughed always slipped from my mouth every time we walked out together hand in hand, he always told something funny and sweet which made me laugh. And i loved to see him smiling and laughing too,

I love this man, i feel so lucky

He asked me to sit on the bench while facing a beautiful water fountain in the parked, it was pretty away from the crowd. All i could hear was the sound from the water fountain and his voice, it was so empty and very romantic.

"It was more quite here" i said as i kept holding on his arm because it was pretty cold at night.

"Yeah it is" he said before turning his head around to check on if there was any paparazzi or not.

"Thankfully they weren't following us" he said and i could see his smile under the moonlight that night.

"Yeah" i said.

He suddenly let go of my arm then trying to reached something from his pocket as i watched him while hiding my hands inside of my coat cause the breeze was pretty cold.

I kept watching him until he suddenly moved then kneeled in front of me, I couldn't believe it he was kneeling on his knees with a red box on his hand.

Oh my god it's happening.

"No way" i said before covering my lip with both of my hands in disbelief.

I could see a smile on his face as his eyes kept looking at mine, I couldn't believe this thing was happening to me.

"Avalana, i know I've met you like a few months ago but since the first hello i knew it that i would do this to you one day" he said with a smile on his face,

I felt a hot tear fell from my eyes as he said those beautiful words to me, It was so sweet and the world seemed stopped for a moment that time.

"I've never felt like this towards a girl, you amaze me with your kindness you pure heart everything about you amaze me you're the reason behind my smile and i love you so much," he stopped while i kept looking on his eyes which was sparkling under the moonlight that night.

"Dear Avalana, will you marry me?" The words came from his mouth which made my heart stopped and my eyes blinking a tears.

I couldn't believe Ayden Irvine was asking me to marry him, he proposed to me in the sweetest way. I believed that man could take care of me and he would be a good husband but there was still name at the back of my mind.

Why lana? There is a perfect guy kneeling in front of you asking you to marry him while you're mind is thinking about that guy who once cheated on you.

"Yes" i said while nodding my head.

A smile appeared on his face as a tears fell from my eyes, he put a simple diamond ring on my finger before pulling me into a hug.

I got up from the seat then started to hug him, he puts his arm around me. He looked at me and then pulled me into a kiss, i felt his soft lip was on mine. He kissed me passionately that night and i could tell that he was so happy, i felt happy but i also was thinking about .

Oh Lana you said yes you should really forget about him.

"I love you" he whispered on my ear which made me pulling him closer into a hug.

"I love you too baby" i said while still crying.

Ayden Alexander Irvine is my Fiancé now and i want him for the rest of my life, i should walked away from Apollo's life and he should stop seeing me from now on.