I let out a sign then began to sit on one of the seat in front of the desk, it had been a really rushed day that day. I just wanted to take a rest for a moment before getting back to work, i looked into the clock that hanging on the wall showing it was 9pm at night and the ER were full of people,

I was sitting on the chair when the hospital telephone suddenly rang, one of the nurse took the call. I looked away to see some other nurse were taking care of some hospital equipment until the nurse that took the call informed us there was going to be a car accident patients in a minute.

I got up from my seat to prepare everything while Gina the nurse was telling about how many people were on the way and how was their condition,

"It is a car accident there are 3 people injured, a man around 35 a woman around 32 and a girl around 7" Gina informed me.

Just like what she said the ER door suddenly being opened with a patient laying on the bed.

Two nurses were with me to take one of patients there were also 2 other doctors that ready to take care of the patients,

One of the doctor took the first patient and i was going to take the second person, the hospital bed rushed inside where i could see a woman with her neck brace and a blood running out from her head.

"How's her vital?" I asked the paramedics while walking next to the bed.

"Her vital is normal, she lost so many blood, she got bone fracture on her arm she also got neck sprain" The paramedics said before we started to put her on the ER bed.

"Thank you" i said before started to check on her pulse.

"Gina we should do the blood transfusions as soon as possible" i said to Gina.

The other nurse was checking on her vital while the other was cleaning the blood from her forehead.

"We're going to take an X-ray on her arm" i said.

"We're going to stitch the wound on the head, please take the equipment" i said.

It is going to be a long night,

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I walked out of the ER after seeing a man gave up his life tonight, i saw the time when one of my doctor friend looked exhausted when the heartbeat stopped. He shook his head while looking at the man who was laying on the bed in front of him, it

Slapped me somehow.

My shift was done it was the time for me to go home, some of the other nurses and doctors were also heading into our changing room.

I took of the lab jacket then put it inside of the locker, i took my bags and put on my shoes. I needed a drink or something to clear up my mind after seeing so many bloods today.

"Great job Lana" one of the doctor said which bringing me back to reality.

"Thanks doc" i said.

"Take a rest everyone i'll see you all tomorrow morning" he said before walking out of the changing room.

"Bye everyone" the other said before leaving the room.

"I'll see you all tomorrow" i said before walking out of the room, it had been a really busy day my mind were full of thoughts.

I was walking down the empty hall when i voice suddenly asked me, "You look tired" the voice said which made both of my feet stop walking.

I stopped while looking down to the hospital white floor before looking up to see his face, "

"What are you doing here?" I asked and kinda felt confused.

"You're supposed to be home an hour ago" he said.

"Yeah i got things to do, a family just had a bad car accident" i said while my heart was beating faster than it used to be.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

No I'm not.

A little girl just lost a dad today, i must be felt alright but that girl reminded me of myself. I couldn't imagine how was she and her mom going to face this world. I lost my dad when i was 18 and it was the worst year of my life I couldn't imagine How's the little girl's feeling.

She still had so many years and she needed her dad, i meant i should be professional at this but death couldn't be that easy.

"I'm okay" i lied to him.

I turned my body around cause I didn't want to face him, that kind of situation sometimes could push me into the edge of my emotions. I was okay, well maybe i had so many thoughts on my mind especially about the girl and her mom. That wasn't the first time i faced the death patient but that one hit me hard,

"Hey, are you okay?" He asked me and i could feel his figure was moving closer,

I closed my eyes while trying so hard to forget about the crazy thoughts inside of my mind,

Come on Lana it was only a tragedy, you will face some case like this more often in the future, you should feel fine.

I suddenly felt his hand was on my shoulder, I couldn't cry in front of him. I didn't remember when was the last time i cried in front of him but i should be stronger than i used to be, I didn't want him to see me cry.

He walked closer then stand in front of me, i was trying to hold my tears but then it just fell from my eyes. I closed my eyes trying to hold back any tears from my eyes while covering my mouth with my hands.

I suddenly felt his arm around me, he didn't say anything. He stayed in a silent while putting his arm around me, it was so strange that i felt safe and comfortable when he put his arm around me.

"Do you want a drink?" He asked but i only stayed in a silent, i didn't want to sob and continue to cry.

"Okay lets go to some cafe around here" he said with his arm stayed around my shoulder.

He walked me into his car then drove me into one of the closest coffee shop, I was glad there was a 24/7 coffee shop opened around the hospital.

We got inside then he ordered me a drink, thankfully and surprisingly he still remembered what i liked.

It was just me and him sitting in front of one another in a coffee shop in the middle of the night, I didn't know why he showed up at the hospital around that time. He also knew when should i go home.

Both of his pair of blue eyes were looking straight at mine, asking for an explanation why i cried. I felt embarrassed to cried in front of him like that, it was so unprofessional.

"I'm sorry that was unprofessional" i said before sipping on the cup of coffee.

He stayed in a silent while only kept looking at me, his eyes suddenly looked away for a moment before he finally say a word.

"What happened?" He asked.

It was a simple question but i knew it was going to be so hard for me to answer to his question, i knew i couldn't just stay in a silent and avoid the question cause he was waiting for me to answer to his question.

But in the other side i knew if i told him i was going to break into tears, while i promised myself or forced myself not to cry in front of him. I didn't want to cry in front of him anymore, it was embarrassing.

"It's okay if you don't want to talk" he said.

"I came cause i want to thank you for the container of ice cream and a pack of brownies" he said.

"I thought you didn't want to see me again" I simply said.

"And i also came here to apologize, I actually feel happy for you" he said.

"But i had a bad day at the office that night, i actually felt happy when i saw you in my penthouse that day" he said while looking at my eyes.

The tips of my fore finger was tapping on the cup while i stayed in a silent, i felt relived to heard that he was happy to see me that day I thought he wasn't happy to see me again.

"Who's Catherine? Is she your girlfriend?" I asked him.

I watched his eyes finally looked up at me, his lips slowly curled into a smirk. Those famous smirk that i used to see almost everyday.

"Does it really matter?" He asked.

"Yes, i should stay away from you if she is your girlfriend" i said without even thinking.

He closed his eyes before his lips turned into a smile, most likely a smirk. He slowly let a little laugh slipped out of his mouth,

"What's funny?" I asked.

"There's nothing funny" i said.

"Why are you being so serious?" He said.

"No Avalana, I don't have a girlfriend " he confirmed and some how i felt relived to heard it, I didn't know why i felt like that.

We stayed in a silent for a moment and i felt kinda bad for asking him that question, he seemed uncomfortable when i asked him that.

"I'm going to Seattle tomorrow" he suddenly said.

"We got some new project there, So I'm not going to see you maybe for almost a month" he said while both of his eyes were looking straight at mine.

I looked away from those eyes, trying to whipped out the nerves around us" I'm going to miss you then" i said.

His lips curved into a smile, his eyes were still on mine. "I miss you like everyday" he said.

The world around seemed stop for a moment, i felt like someone just threw a hot water on my body. My heart was beating faster that it used to be while my gaze was stuck on his figure, I shouldn't felt like that towards another man.

My eyes were drowning into his dark blue eyes until i finally blinked and looked away, i tried to distract myself with the smell of the coffee

Shop that had a strong scent of coffee but his stares caught a lot more attention.

"Play with me" he said which made me finally looking back at those eyes.

"Huh?" I asked him.

"Lets go bowling" he said.

"Right now?" I asked him.

"Of course, I'm leaving tomorrow morning" he said.

There was a moment of silent between us while i was freezing on my seat, i do want to go but it felt not right. I was hanging out often with my ex boyfriend rather than my boyfriend, but he was going to leave tomorrow. That was going to be the last time I'm hanging out this often with him, i promised myself.

"Okay lets go" i said.

I should be resting cause i still have to work tomorrow, but gladly in the evening so i still could get enough sleep until tomorrow morning.

A smile appeared on his face once i agreed to his question, i didn't know that we can get this close again to one another.

This is going to be the last time ever i promise myself.