Ayden said he was going to be in LA for 6 hours then he had to go to New York for his busy schedule, I appreciated how he still had a time for me. It showed that he was mature enough to control his schedule to share his personal life and work.

i was with him in one of a cafeteria, we decided to hang out even if only for a couple hours before he had to go. I actually worried about his busy schedule i was worried if he forgot eating and forgot about his health condition. So i kept reminding him to eat well, and always remind him to eat a vitamins to keep up with his busy schedule he had to have a lot of energy for his really busy schedule.

We were eating in one of the cafeteria in LA, we chose the outdoor seating so we could see so many people walking passed by on the sidewalk. I could see some of the paparazzi were taking a picture of us eating, well it wad pretty uncomfortable but i was dating one of the famous actor in the world so it was one of the consequences that i had to face. Besides I couldn't blame him cause i knew He also didn't like them to keep following him around.

"I'm sorry they're always following me" he said before started to eat his food, i thought he saw that i felt uncomfortable cause i kept looking down to my food.

"It's not your fault, I'm just happy to see you again" i said to him which made him smile, i loved to make people smile especially the one that i love.

"How's your mom?" He asked me.

"She's fine but i have to be extra protective" i said while eating my food.

"How are you feeling?" He asked me and that time he had his eyes were looking at mine.

"I'm actually .., scared" i said.

"You okay?" He asked.

"I mean I'm scared, i lost my dad once and I don't want to loose her" i said to him.

"I actually have some problem with sleeping" i said then put my hand on my head.

"Your face look so tired and i can see a panda eyes, are you feeling well?" He asked me then put his hand on my cheek then to my forehead.

I looked up to see his eyes which looking at mine, his eyes looked concern and worried while i was also worried about him who had so busy schedule.

"How are you feeling through your busy schedule Mr Irvine?" I asked him while looking up at his mesmerizing figure in front of me.

He finished eating so was i, we were only looking into one another while he looked worried at me. But I didn't want him to think about me too much he had so many things to handle.

"No are you alright?" He asked me.

"I'll be fine, if this isn't stop in a few days i'll go to a doctor" i send him a smile expecting that he was going to feel better.

"You have me whenever you need, you know that right" he said to me with his eyes still sticks into mine.

"I know and thank you for always being super understanding" i said to him.

"Are you done?" He asked me then i nodded, Ayden payed the bill for us then we began to walk out of the cafe which greeted by the paparazzi.

He kept his arm around my waist all the time while i was trying to look into the further sidewalk, cause they were blocking our way which was very annoying.

"Lets get inside the nearest mall" he whispered to me then i nodded.

It took a while until we arrived at the mall which they couldn't follow us to get inside. We let out a breath then he let go of my waist, i could see people around were started to recognize him.

"Where do you want to go?" I asked him.

"I don't know I brought you here cause i got annoyed" he laughs.

"Lets just window shopping" he said and i began to follow him by holding onto his hand.

~

We had been walking together around the mall and people around were asking for a picture with him and also an autograph. He had been so nice and very sweet to them and his sweet simple actions madr me fall all over again.

He had his sweet smile, big eyes which lift up every time he smile, he was a very handsome man not just in the outside but also in the inside. I could call myself as the luckiest person on earth.

We were walking on the sidewalk and thankfully we lost the paparazzi and it was almost night, he was going to leave in a couple of hour.

"Every action you took always surprise me" i said to him with his hand on mine.

He stopped walking and turn around to face me, his blue eyes were looking at mine. Under the dark sky and a moon light that shined, he looked breathtakingly mesmerizing.

"And I'm just a broken girl who follows you everywhere" i said as i smile.

"Hey don't say that" he said.

"No that's the fact" i smile.

"You're the person behind my smile, you're the reason why I'm happy to spread kindness" He said and it made me shaking my head.

"Thank you and Ayden there's something i want to tell you." I said while i kinda felt nervous cause I didn't know how was he going to react, are we going to ended up this relationship tonight?

"What?" His eyes seemed trying to read what was inside of my mind.

"So i kinda lost my job in England" i said to him while his face turning into a serious one.

He stayed in a silent while waiting for me to explain for the further explanation,

"I told them that I'm going to be back in two weeks but it turned out that I disappeared for a month because my mom won't allow me to go back to England"

"And something really bad happened with mom and you were there with me right?" I asked him then he nodded, his eyes were on mine all the time while i wad telling him the explanation.

"It was so bad and I'm so scared, everything turned upside down, it made me realize that i still have the most precious thing in my life that got left behind my back." I said while looking up into his eyes.

"And I didn't realize that until what happened to mom a week ago, so i think i have my decision to stay here in LA and not going to go back to England"

"I'm going to stay here in LA with my mom" i said to him and didn't really know what was he going to do next with our relationship.

"That's your Decision?" He asked me and i was so scared to know his reaction. I closed my eyes while nodding my head slowly.

"I'm so scared, I cannot even sleep i keep thinking about it." I said wasn't brave enough to look into those pretty eyes.

"I understand how's your feeling" he said which made me looking up at him.

"And I understand about your feeling too, so i think I cannot be selfish cause relationship is about to support one another not pulling one another down i mean i want the best for you it is okay if you-"

"No, i love you" he said while looking deep into my eyes.

"I love you too" i said and this time a tear fall from my eyes.

"This isn't a break up, I'm okay with everything I'm going to support you no matter what" he said like he really meant it.

"I know I'm not going to stay next to you all the time, but i'll be there if you need me and I promise I'm always going to have a time with you even though i have a busy schedule I want you to know that you're always going to be my priority" he said to me and i feel so relieved.

"Distance doesn't mean anything when we trust one another and believe in love Lana" he said, his words touched my heart. I loved him so so much and i needed a person like this in my life.

"Who am i to deserve you" i said before pulling him closer into a hug.

"You're Avalana Skylar Valerie, you are you" he said with his arm wrapped around my waist.

"Ayden Alexander Irvine's beautiful girl" he continued which made me smile while closing my eyes, enjoying that warm hug.

"I love you okay" he said as he gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"I love you more" i said to him.

"Now lets drive you back to the airport" i said while still hugging him.

"Haha i wish i can stay" he said with his hand slowly brushing my back.

~

I drove Ayden back to the airport to kiss him goodbye, some of the Paps showed up and I didn't know how they knew that he was going to be back to the airport.

It was a beautiful day that we spent together, he was the man that i needed in my life. His words always so sweet, We often had a fight cause he wad always think like an adult which made my heart melt away then ended up with us ended up the fight easily.

i was back in my room wearing My pajamas while still couldn't sleep, i kept staring out at the window which showing a beautiful dark sky. I felt scared of nothing it was just i feel so scared lately, i kept hiding myself inside of the blanket. But i had the lights inside of my room turned off cause it made me feel a lot better, it feels like i had a smaller space in my room.

My mind was keep making me awake at night but at the same time i also felt very tired, but i was also so scared to close my eyes. I have to face this problem by meditating myself, suddenly my brain popped up with an idea about talking to a person. It leads me to the memories from yesterday where he gave me his Name card with his number on it.

I still had it on the back of my phone case, i kept it there so I wouldn't loose it. I grab my phone from the night stand then began to put his number on my contact, but somehow my fingers freeze and my brain told me to stop.

You're going to drag yourself if you call him, so it's better for you to not calling him.

Besides you can always call Laura or maybe Sarah.

So with that thoughts i put my phone back and kept facing my sleeping problem.

I rolled my body a couple times but it didn't help me to fall asleep, my hand went to the night stand next to my bed then grab it. I push the green button then after a few rings he picked up.

My heart was beating so fast, and my voice was kinda shaky.

"Hello?" He asked.

"Are you busy?" I asked him.

"I'm sorry, Who is this?" He asked.

"Lana?" i said.

"Oh, no I'm not busy" he said.

"How are you?"