Reaching thirty-nine weeks feeling like a whale wanting to give birth. Cole constantly asking if I am all right getting me whatever I need. Sitting at the table speaking to my sister who did do a test who is now almost ten weeks pregnant but still could not find a way to tell Gable who keeps asking her if she had her period which she would change the subject. Not liking how she is not telling him, but she is scared too. We hear the guys walking towards the kitchen we shut up trying to hide our guilty looks which makes Cole suspicious. "What have you two been talking about". He smiles at his brother who in turn looks at us, making us squirm just a little.

"Baby stuff". Replying to him, which is true. He stares at me while taking a cup from the side to pour himself a coffee, then sitting at the table. Smirking at him, Gable joins sitting next to him where we are now in a locked gaze. Yes, it is a showdown of them trying to get us to talk, but we stand walk to the lounge where we talk some more... It is not long before they follow us like lost puppies. Cole sits beside me resting his hand on my stomach, which is extended somewhat with no room for the baby to move much. Looking at my stomach thinking I must be having a big baby with the way my stomach is large. Doing eyes movement to Chanel she sighs about to open her mouth when I have a sharp pain making me jump outta the sofa bending over the table to stop the pain Cole stands rubs my back.

"Babe, breathe". He knew what was happening he had been there when Kenna was born. Chanel and Gable look on not knowing what to do. "Savannah I will run the bath". Cole takes his hand from my back I scream with the pain while trying to pant but it is not working.

"Cole I want to push". He shoots me a look scratches his head picks up his keys grabs my bag leaves. Yes, he leaves without me. Still bending over he steps back into the lounge. "Did you forget me?". Chanel and Gable laugh while Cole helps me to the car. Sliding in the back with Cole sitting beside me, Gable in the driving seat Chanel in the passenger seat we make our way to the hospital. Chanel rings Pierce to let him know that I am in labour on the way to the hospital she then contacts the nanny to collect Kenna from school. Everything is sorted apart from having the baby which is more than my body can take with the pain. Holding Cole's hand squeezing with every contraction I have, wanting to push which I did making my waters break Cole not looking too happy that I have messed up his car. "Cole the baby is coming". He shakes his head.

"Savannah, babe please wait another ten minutes we will be there". Wait ten minutes when the baby wants to come he is joking. Shaking my head opening my legs he takes off my panties screams at me. "The head is there". Screwing my face up wanting to push we pull into the hospital right outside the doors where Gable and my sister run to the entrance to get help. A few seconds later a team of midwives approach me holding up sheets around the car while I gave birth on the back seat of Cole's new Land Rover. Cole climbs into the passenger seat holds my hand while the midwife turns the baby's head telling me to push a few more times we hear crying Cole still holding my hand looks at the baby. "We have a son". His eyes filled with tears just the same as mine. They clean me up, get me up to a labour room where they check our son over, weighing him cleaning him up. Cole held my hand the whole time but when they told us his weight we looked at him eight-pound four. My god is all that I thought of. Passing the baby to Cole while they cleaned me up, run a bath for me. Soaking in the bath listening to Cole talk to his son. "Kenna will be pleased she has a little brother". Stepping back to the bed feeling a bit sore from how quick our son wanted to come.

"Kenna will be all over him". He passes me our son to latch on the tit which he had no problem with. "Just like you father". Cole raises his brow. After his bellyful, Cole stepped out to find our family so they could see him. My sister opens the door, steps in looks at me smiles hand her the baby while Gable and Pierce stood with Cole patting him on the back. "We have not chosen a name for him". He steps towards me kissing my cheek.

"Anderson after my father". Seeing how much love Cole had for his parents making sure they would never be forgotten smiling with his choice his brother's nod smiling too. They all held him for a while before placing him down to sleep. Chanel looks at Gable takes his hand.

"It would be nice to have a baby in thirty weeks". Gable lifts her chin to look deep in her eyes. Cole smiled holding my hand Pierce pats Gable on the back.

"Are you trying to tell me that I am going to be a father?". Gable asks her she nods he picks her up kissing her smothering her in kisses. "Chanel I love you". Listening to them gush about how much they love each other made me smile. A while later they left with Cole to get something to drink. Falling asleep for a couple of hours before Anderson needs feeding. Waking looking over to see my son who is gone. Fear took over me not knowing where he is pushing the button for assistance sliding out of bed stepping to the door with floods of tears screaming frantically seeing Joshua down the corridor with our son. Nurses calling security wanting me to return to my room which I did not want to. Walking slowly down the hallway past people staring at me while I am frantic with my screams calling to Joshua to give back my son. Watching him exit to the stairs the security follow him he retreats to the top floor following him Cole running towards me while pushing the door open to get my son back.

"Joshua took our son". Falling into Cole's arms trying to hold it together we both head to the roof where he is stood by the wall which is a drop of ten floors. Being in Cole's arms watching Joshua get closer to the wall. "Joshua please give back my son". Pleading with him hoping he did not harm him. Gable Pierce and Chanel are now stood with us pleading with him. Walking slowly closer to him he looks over at me.

"He should have been mine". He says stepping closer to the edge. Shaking my head stepping another step closer to him. "I never meant for any of this to happen". He looks over at his brother's. "It was my fault how our parents died. How Patsy died with my unborn child. It was all me". Glancing over my shoulder to see Cole and his brother bow their heads. Stepping closer reaching my arms out to take my son. "Savannah, you are a beautiful woman sorry for what I have done". He places Anderson in my arms turns jumps of the building. Collapsing to my knees rocking with my baby thanking god he is safe. Cole runs to me kneeling down taking me in his arms checking his son. Gable and Pierce walk to the edge to see their brother resting on the path with blood everywhere. Not knowing what to say to Cole or his brother's with what Joshua had done. They seem to be very quiet with what Joshua had said plus taking his life.

It is the day of my brother's funeral, still not believing what had taken place feeling heartache that Joshua would take his own life. Sitting in the limo with Savannah on our way to the church gazing out of the window my thoughts lost with how we grew up. Tears fall looking down at my hands Savannah places hers on mine she kisses my cheek. Three weeks ago, my son was born then my brother took his life on the same day. Arriving at the church stepping out seeing my two other brother's we hug letting our tears fall.

Following the coffin into the church which is filled with friends business associates. Savannah hooks her arm around mine while stepping closer to the front of the church. My brother's tears fall so do mine. Listening to the vicar's speech while holding Savannah's hand tight. After the service, we followed the coffin to the gravesite next to where our parents are buried which made us feel worse. Standing with my two brother's waiting for everyone to leave just so we could get alone time to say goodbye. "I will wait at the car". Savannah walks back with her sister. Glancing over my shoulder she takes her heels off to walk better which made me laugh. My brother's glance too which made them laugh. Only my wife could make us laugh at a sorrowful time. We stood looking down the hole at the coffin.

"You finally told us the truth". My brother's look at the coffin shaking their heads. "Hope you go to hell for what you did".Stepping back my brother's place their hands on my shoulder. We step to our parent's graves placing a single white rose on each of them. "You can finally rest, will always love you". My brother's and I hug before returning to the cars. Stepping up to the limo where Savannah is leaning resting my back against the limo sliding my hands in my pockets looking down at the floor.

"My heel got stuck in the grass". Tilting my head to look at her raise a brow smiling while she shows me her shoes which she is still holding. She smiles she nudges my shoulder. "We should get to the wake before everyone is drunk".Stepping back getting the door pulling her into my arms kissing her with meaning we slide into the car making our way to the wake. Could not wait for the day to be over so I can spend time with my children.

Having Savannah close to me is all I ever wanted, being able to touch her to taste her even smell her. Kenna my daughter is my little girl my heart grows every day when we are having bonding time. My son Anderson is still only three weeks old but he is loved just the same, he is fussy at night but Savannah always knows what he wants. Being with my family having the love we share is what makes us stronger. Now my brother Gable is going to have his own family. Pierce has been seeing someone but it is not serious.

My whole world is my family the love the pain we have endured all over the last few years. We are strong with all that had happened in our lives. Watching Cole with Kenna melts my heart he is a good father plus husband. He is bonding with his son which at times is funny with the way Anderson is sick all over him. Cole makes me laugh when I am down he shows me love he also is needy when it comes to wanting to make love.

Like any guy, he does have his faults but they are what makes him special to me loving the way he is, no matter how he acts or how irate he gets he will always be loved. His family is shattered with what had happened yes, they will carry on but Joshua was still his brother no matter what he still loved him even though he hated him for what he did. Cole's hatred for his brother will pass in time hoping he will forgive him just for Cole to have peace of mind. Cole is my world... Kenna is HIS BABY... Anderson is HIS BABY... I am HIS BABY...