It had been a few days, and Josh is babysitting for me. When I asked him, he had a shocked look but; he said he would be delighted to look after her. I am in my bedroom getting ready. I am nervous because it had been a long time since I had been out. My sister walks into my room she stares at me. "Savannah, when are you going to dress like you are going out to enjoy yourself?". She looks in my closet, taking out a tight black dress with thin straps. I gulped.

"Chanel, that dress is too revealing". My high-pitched tone makes her laugh.

"We are going out to enjoy ourselves not to sit and read". I laughed, then slip the dress on. It came to mid-thigh, but it felt good to wear something more outgoing. "You look loads better. My god look at that figure of yours, I am so bloody jealous". I smiled, smoothed the dress down. I slip on black killer heels, followed my sister to the kitchen to have a glass of wine. There is a knock at the door.

"Chanel, you get that while I check to make sure Kenna is settled into her own room". She nods while walking towards the door. I went to Kenna's room to check on her. She is sleeping soundly. Kissed her head quietly left her room. Walked into the kitchen lounge to see Josh staring at me. His lips curl into a sweet smile. "Thank you for doing this, josh". I smiled then pick up my glass of wine to finish. "Kenna is in her own room. If she does wake just read her a story, if you have any problems please ring me". His eyes are luring pulling me closer to him. I place my glass on the side then pick up my clutch bag.

"Savannah, Kenna will be fine, she has her Uncle Josh here". I laughed. "You look beautiful". I know I am blushing. My sister gives me a look with wide open eyes.

"Savannah, we should leave". Chanel takes my hand pulls me towards the door.

"Josh, just help yourself to whatever you want". I shout back to him as my sister pulls me out the door. She slams the door then we get in the taxi.

"Savannah do you know you just told Josh to help himself to whatever he wants". I crease my brows at her.

"Yes, I know". I tell her.

"You just invited him to have you too". My sister laughs uncontrollably at me.

"He knows what I meant. You always have to twist my words". We both laugh.

We have been in a few pubs and now ended up in a club having a hell of a time. I am drunk having fun. We are dancing with a few guys who kept making us laugh. My sister starts to kiss a guy who just happens to have his hands all over her. That is just a little too much fun for my liking. All I wanted is to let my hair down dance have a few drinks then go home feeling I have had I good night.

But even though my sister is three years older than me she is the one that is more outgoing likes to really have fun. Chanel grabs my hand. "Drink time". She slurs. We walk up to the bar. We have guys stood around us wanting to buy us drinks. I always made sure I got my own. We stood talking while drinking shots plus shorts.

It is late I am drunk so; drunk I am leaning against my sister and we are laughing. We leave the club when Chanel puts me in the taxi. "I will be home later". We kiss each other on the cheek then the taxi drives off to my home. When the car pulled up to my house, I looked to see the lights on. I take a deep breath then open the door to the cab I tried to step out but, lost my footing.

The driver is laughing a me I am laughing too. The driver knocks on my door. I look up while I am trying my hardest to pick myself up from the floor. Josh looks down at me. The driver said something to him then Josh walks towards me to help me up. I am still laughing... He said thank you to the driver then helps me into the house.

"Where is your sister?". He asks me while trying to sit me on the sofa. I just flop on the sofa.

"She is having fun tonight". I start to laugh he walks to the kitchen to get me a coffee. "My sister is so, outgoing". I drop my bag on the floor placing my head on the pillow. Josh places the cup on the table. He stands looking down at me. "Josh, you are a well put together sexy guy". I slurred. His eyes open like saucers.

"Savannah you are seriously wasted". I smiled then kicked my shoes off.

"Yes, I am wasted. I have had a very enjoyable night. Dancing with guys plus drinking whatever my sister got". I laughed then I start to hiccup.

"Uncle Josh". The room starts to spin. "You are more of a father to Kenna than Cole will ever be. She is lucky to have someone like you in her life. I thank you for being there for my daughter. I only wish that someday I will have someone to take care of me". I sit up slowly then my stomach had other ideas I push Josh out the way while heading to my bathroom. I am kneeling on the floor with my head over the toilet bringing up all the drink that I had in my stomach.

"Savannah, are you all right?". Josh asks me while handing me a towel. I look up at him.

"I drank too much. I am going to be hungover in the morning". I say while I put my head back over the toilet.

"You most certainly are going to have a bad head in the morning". He laughs at me. I finish throwing my guts up then clean my teeth. He helps me back to the lounge so I could drink my coffee. He is sitting in the chair with a cup of coffee. I am sitting on the sofa with my cup in my hand. I am so, bloody drunk I have no clue what the hell is going on or what I am talking about but, I just start talking about random shit.

"Josh you are one sexy guy". He creases his brows then sips his coffee. "I did want you the other night but, it feels so, wrong. Is it wrong that I find you attractive?". He spits out his coffee then looks directly at me.

"Savannah, is this the alcohol talking or you talking?". He sits on the edge of the seat.

"I really don't know. When I worked for you, I would watch the way you walked towards your office like all the other women that were sitting around me. I then would smile knowing that you were Kenna's Uncle. How stupid I must have been waiting for you to call me to your office just so, you could lift my chin. Your touch is what I wanted. Your soft gentle voice demanding me to stand in front of you. My entire body world shiver waiting for your warm gentle touch". I looked at my cup then up at Josh who looks red-faced.

"Savannah, if what you said is true then why did you act so, shy towards me?". I look deep into his eyes.

"I felt scared because of what your brother had done to me. I just didn't want to be hurt again". He stands to sit beside me. His cologne is intoxicating I had to have him. I put my cup on the table then straddle his lap he slides his fingers through my hair pinning it back. Our eyes deeply looking at each other. My thighs clenched around his lap he smiles then devours my neck. My head tilts back for him to take more then I feel myself lifted in the air. He carries me to my room laying me down gently on the bed then placing the covers over me.

"Savannah, I will not take advantage of you while you are drunk". He sounds so, sweet and he is a true gentleman. He kisses my cheek then slips his shoes off to lay beside me. His arm comes over the top of me then I fall asleep in his warm embrace.

Woke with a mouth that tasted vile my head is pounding yes, I had a hangover a bloody big one at that. I had a shower cleaned my teeth three times to get rid of the taste dressed walked into the kitchen to see Josh making breakfast for Kenna. He looks at me handing me a coffee with a smile. I sit at the table placing my face in my hands. I could hear Josh laugh I look at him. "Did you stay all night?". I ask while placing my cup on the table.

"I did. I am the one who put you to bed. Do you not remember anything of last night?". I shake my head at him. He smiles then places a plate of food in front of me. I look down at it then push it away. He laughs. "You should eat after the night you had. You spent time with your head over the toilet". My eyes close he laughed at me. I smiled.

"Josh I am so, sorry to keep you from your daily routine". I say. Sip my hot coffee.

"Well last night you certainly entertained me, I couldn't leave you like you were. I wanted to take Kenna out to the zoo today. The sun is out I have nothing planned". I look over at him. He looks titillating, luring me into his warm embrace.

"All I ask is that you look after my daughter like she is your own". His eyes are smiling at me. What did happen last night?.

"You already told me that I act more of a father than my brother does". I bow my head.

"What else did I say last night?". I ask while looking into my coffee cup. He laughs.

"You said plenty". I shoot him a look then stand glaring at him his smile is smug.

"What do you mean?". I stepped to the sink to wash up my cup. He stands behind me. I could feel the heat from his body then his breath on my neck. I took a deep breath turning around slowly to have him looking deep in my eyes.

"You told me how sexy I am how you waited for me to call you to my office". I am embarrassed about what I had told him. "You also told me how you wanted me". He steps closer to me which makes me back up against the counter. "You then clenched your thighs around my lap so I carried you to your bed telling you I would not take advantage of you while you are drunk. I held you all night while you slept". I gulped as he stood right uptight to me gazing into my eyes. "You also told me I am more of a father than Cole. You also told me how attracted you are to me which makes two of us". He places his hands either side of me while leaning forward his lips are so; close I lick my lips then he smiles stepping back laughing at me.

I creased my brows. "Savannah, I do feel the same way as you. Your attractive, sexy beautiful. Your body is insanely hot. I noticed you from the day my eyes laid on you even before you and Cole got together. You have done things to me that I have not felt in a long time. You are the mother of my niece but why should that stop how we feel for each other. Cole had his chance. I see you as a mother that cares for her daughter, I see you like a woman who has needs too. I would like more. Believe me, I want you so fucking badly I ache for you". His eyes are a piercing blue showing me how he wants me.

My mouth is agape ready to say something, but I could not. He wraps his arm around me pulls me closer to him. "What would you say if we tried to be a family?". I look over at Kenna who is still eating her breakfast at a slow pace my eyes then look at Josh who is waiting for an answer. I have no idea what to say to him. My heart wants to open too him plus I feel like water whenever I am in his presence.

"Josh". My shocked voice makes him laugh. "This is sudden". I finally say to him. He smiles then plants a kiss on my lips. My eyes close our tongues tasting each other. My panties are getting wet from just his kiss. He raises his head puts his jacket on.

"I will be back soon to take you both out to the zoo". He kisses me again which makes my knees weak. He kisses Kenna on the head then leaves. I am trying to compose myself from what he had told me plus what had happened.