People may think that I'm still the same as I was before I went into prison. Let me say a couple things.

1.) I realized while I was in prison that everything I did to Taylor was absolutely wrong. To be honest, the only reason I did those things is because I was scared.

I was scared she was gonna leave me. I was scared I was gonna loose her. I was scared that she was gonna love somebody else. I was scared that she was seeing somebody else.

2.) After seeing how much pain and hurt I put Taylor through, never again will I hit her or any other girl my love for Taylor will never change. I'm still not over her. I'm in love with Taylor.

Taylor doesn't see how much I'm in love her with her. She's so smart, so beautiful, so perfect. Never in my life have I ever seen such an amazing girl like her. She's one of a kind.

3.) In prison, I took classes. I took classes for my anger, and for when I get out I know how to treat her and be with her. The other boys in there helped me and talked to me and led me in the right direction, for good.

I'm trying my best to prove to her that I've changed. People in there helped me control my anger and control everything.

4.) No other girl can change the love, respect, and honor that I have for Taylor. I wanted to marry to that girl. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.

I want to give her the world. She deserves it. She deserves the world and anything and everything she wants or needs. She really and honestly deserves it.

5.) Every time I look at her, I hurt. I hurt inside because I see how much I've lost. I lost her and I don't know if I'll ever get her back.

Hopefully, I can get her back. What do y'all think? Do y'all think she still loves me? Do you think I should propose? Or is it to early?