Your POV

Once again I was sitting on my bed watching a random movie. At this point I ran out of things to watch, waiting for Namjoon late at night isn't the funnest thing in the world. Yes I accepted the fact that he's a trainee at Bighit but dam let the boys rest.

I've met namjoons members like twice they all seem very nice but Namjoon wouldn't let me get close to them. Did I mention. Young attractive men? Just like my Joonie.

I'm Lee y/n, I'm 18 years old with h/c and e/c. I've been with Namjoon for about a year.

Sometimes I feel like I should leave namjoon since he's always busy and tired and really has no time to spend with me, but it's okay I love him and we promised to stay by ones side.

Suddenly I heard the door open and in the room came in my exhausted cute boyfriend. I smiled up at him and he smiled back with those adorable dimples of his.

"How was practice?"

"Same as always. I'm gonna go wash up baby" he kisses the top of my head and walked to the bathroom.

I walked to the kitchen to make something for him. He comes out the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around his waist

"Babe I made you (whatever u want sksks)"

"Thanks baby" he says as we walked into our shared bedroom. Yea our apartment isn't big but it felt homey.

•time skip brought to u by Yoongi cutting his invisible onion•

~next morning~

I woke up and again the other side of the bed was empty. I sighed, "WHY CANT HE HAVE A BREAK!" I said to no one in particular. I got up took a nice shower and made me some breakfast.

I had to get to work soon. So I grabbed my keys, and phone. I got into my car and went off to the cafe. Maybe not the best job but it's enough.

During my break I felt the familiar nauseous feeling. I ran to the bathroom and spilled my insides into the small toilet. I heard a soft knock on the door after I was done cleaning my mouth.

"You okay Y/N?" Asked my best friend Jisoo

"Yea I'm fine" I opened the door revealing Jisoo with a concerned face.

"I'm telling you. After our shift is over we're gonna go buy some pregnancy tests." I sighed. I doubt I'm pregnant really. Namjoon and I have not done anything...in a while, by that I mean like a month. (Wink wonk)

~After shift~

There I stood. Shaky hands. Holding the pregnancy test. I had taken at least 5. All came out positive. As I walked through Jisoo's bathroom door she saw the look on my face and immediately knew. She wrapped her hands tightly around me while a small sob escaped my lips. The only thing I could think of was what was Namjoon gonna think?

Jisoo made all my negative thoughts go away by talking about how to Namjoon. When we finally settled on a plan. I waved goodbye and drove home.

~skip car ride~

As I walked in me and Namjoons shared apartment. I heard a loud groan. As I carefully opened the door I tiptoed to our shared Room. He was siting on the bed with his back facing me.

"I'm not gonna leave her!"

"You don't concentrate well in enough at practice! If you don't leave Y/n you will be kicked out of Bangtan Namjoon. If I were you I'd say-"

I felt as if the wind was knocked out of me instantly. No I can't let Namjoon ruin his dream for me. I turned around and walked out the apartment without second thoughts. I headed straight to my best friends house. I didn't realize tears were streaming down my face until I felt them go in my mouth. (A/N what the fuck. Ok sorry)

Namjoon's POV

I was home early to surprise y/n, but Suddenly my phone started ringing. I took it out my pocket and saw it was the staff (I don't even know how this works but yk??) I groaned in frustration knowing they'd probably call for us to come back and rehearse.

(Normal: staff)

"uh Namjoon. I'm gonna be honest with you and get to the point ok?"

"You need to leave y/n" as I heard those 5 words my heart shattered. How could I ever do that. We promised we'd stay by ones side. No I could never.

"Namjoon were gonna be honest here. You guys aren't far away from debut. We need you to concentrate. You don't give enough at practice. If you don't you'll be kicked out of Bangtan. You are the leader of this group you need to lead the other 6 boys. Especially Jungkook, Jimin And Taehyung."

"I thought you're dream was to be a star"

"The general kpop rules are you can't date. Jungkook broke up with his girlfriend. You need to do the same"

and with that the line went dead. My world came crashing down. What was I supposed to tell Y/N now?

But little did I know she was standing behind the door all this time.

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WOOOOO SKSKSK

Okay Hi I'm M. I love Namjoon, Jin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, And Jungkook ahaha. Oh I also love Stray kids ;) Anyways, I'm gonna try and improve this. I feel like it was rushed but I just wanted to finish a chapter. I have big plans for this story :)