8days later

Elma's p o v

Days have been passing in a miserable way.he doesn't talk to me.I sleep alone.Even if i try to talk to him he ignores me.He stays busy with his business. Im feeling very much sad.Doesn't he love me anymore? Did i do excess? Ain't i good enough? Am i not a good wife?oh Allah help me. Ive decided to talk to him today about these i just cant take These anymore. So,i went to the guestroom Where he stays.He is showering probably. I started waiting for him.

After a few minutes

He came out looking as awesome as ever.Elma this isn't a time to drool..i went to him & grabbed his collar. He had no expression.

Me: what's you problem? Why are you ignoring me? Did you get bore of me? Am i not enough good? Why are you behaving like im nothing to you?

He still had no expression. So i started punching, hitting his chest which had no effect on him..im getting way too emotional now

Me: why? What's my fault? Was accepting your marriage proposal my fault? Or was accepting you as my husband my fault? Why are you doing this to me?

I started crying

Me: why suleiman why? Why i don't have my husband by my side When i need him the Most? During pregnancy a girl needs her husband the most and look at the unlucky me i don't have my husband NOW. He Doesn't even sleep with me, talk to me. You don't care about me. You are leaving me all alone when i need you the most. Why are you so cruel toward me? Your feelings have Changed Right? You don't love me anymore right?

He is still expressionless. Im so done

Me: if that's true then there's no meaning of staying here with an emotionless,careless husband. Im leaving. be happy mr benson

I was about to go. But he pulled me by my hand and within seconds i was in his arms.And he kissed me in my lips which i never expected. I was too shocked to Response. After a while he pulled away

Suleiman : that was your first kiss right? Mine as well. (He smirked & i blushed) i haven't changed, my love.& my feelings haven't changed as well.the day i heard that you are pregnant my Love for you even increased..but i thought that you arent happy, YOU Don't want the child cause it Didn't happen out of making love it happened out of rape.. I feel so guilty. Whenever i see YOUR innocent face i feel like killing myself that's why i kept ignoring you.and you know nah i cant stay without you. So i punished myself by not talking to you

Me: YOU Didn't punish yourself but you left me alone when i needed you.You know i slept all alone.how scared i was

Suleiman : you Didn't sleep alone.( i gave him a confused look & he smiled) . yes i slept with you.i would come here when you would be asleep & i would left before you wake up..

Me: but you Were in the office the whole time

Suleiman : I've cctv camera in every room. I kept my eyes on you almost the whole day my love (he winked Again, i widened my eyes) okay okay not in the bathroom

I slightly pinched his biceps & he just smiled

Me : so you love me?

Suleiman : of course my love

Me: how much do you Love me?

Suleiman : i can do anything for you 😘

Me: can you leave the gang thingy for me?

He became silent. After a While he unattached himself for me

Me: you love that more than you love me right?

Suleiman : it isn't like that

Me: then?

Suleiman : i Didn't become a gangster cause i wanted to but because i had to

Me: why though?

Suleiman : you know nothing about my past

Me: did you ever bother to tell me? 🙄

Suleiman : promise me you wont think me as a bad person

Me: promise

Suleiman : my dad was the most powerful mafia of Pakistan .he was christian. And my mom was a very good, beautiful lady.she was Muslim.. My dad fell in love with my mom at the first sight. He forcefully married my mom.

Me : just like us?😌

Suleiman :🙄

Me: ok continue 😅

Suleiman : my mom accepted the marriage & tried her best to make it better. My dad was ruthless, merciless..He never loved me.My mom used to tell my dad to leave mafia world.but my dad never listened to her. He used to torture my mom whenever she would say anything about his mafia world. My mom used to teach me good things & tell me stories about prophets. Whenever my dad would find that She's teaching me islamic things he would beat both of us.My dad used to come home drunk ..my mom used to cry but she never gave up

He went to the bed & i followed him.

Suleiman : i remember when i was 7 years old my mom & dad fought about mafia world very seriously. My dad left the house..and mom cried a lot.that day she told me to never disrespect a woman,to never hurt anyone without any reason & so many Things. At night mom was making dinner & i was waiting for the dinner to be served. At that moment dad came home drunk & mom asked him "arent you gonna change?" my dad evilly laugh then shoot my mom at her head & even before i could realize anything he shot Himself at head as well. And i became an orphan in front of me

I became so shocked. Like how can a person do like this? He was really sad. I patted his shoulder then he continued

Suleiman : i used to get flashbacks every night i almost become a psycho.. So my uncle took me to America where he & my aunty used to stay.. My uncle & aunty used to love me a lot. As they had no child of their own so they always used to treat me like their own child.

Me: was he also a mafia?

Suleiman : no he was a successful businessmen .I was a very brilliant Student. I always used to top & get scholarship. Things were going in a good way untill some people came.There were some people who wanted to make a partnership with my uncle & earn more money in a wrong way but my uncle refused to do so.Those people were mafia they made my uncle fall in a trap & snatched all of his business and property. In these tough situation my Uncle fall sick as he had a great mental break down after some days he died in front of me.. Before dieing he told me that he saved $0.1m, he told me to start a business in a right path when I get enough Young. After his death I started doing part time jobs with my studies

Me: how old were you?

Suleiman : 11.after a week those people came to OUR house & (after 15 seconds silence) and he raped my aunty in front of me & killed her. They tortured me a lot but somehow i managed to escape. I continued my job & study. I Didn't have to pay fees or anything the school helped me a lot.they gave me a seat in the hostel & provide me things that i needed. But i still continued my job so that i can start business in future. After completing my studies i took those $ 0.1m & added my savings then started a small business. It was going well.after like one month those people found out that im a businessmen now. And somehow made me get arrest even though i Didn't do anything Illegal but money can buy anything. THERE was a policemen who helped me to get bailed, he was my uncle's friend. . That policeman taught me how to be a successful businessmen, how to protect business from those people, how to manage stuffs etc. After getting bail i had no money left.i got no job. So I joined a gang. My uncle taught me some self defence skills and stuffs. I used to obey Their order.

Me: why gang?🙄

Suleiman : i wouldn’t join the gang if they would do anything illegal. But their job was legal yet secret. I would kill rapists, deal with kidnapers, set bomb on basements & places where drugs & illegal things are Being kept. I was the gang leader's favorite person & his right hand as well.he helped me to get my uncle's & my business from that people. And of course i killed those people (he smirked like a devil so i get curious to know)

Me: how Did you kill them?

Suleiman : (he stroked my cheeks) its not good for you & our baby to know

Me:🙄 continue then

Suleiman : after 2/3 years in an accident my gang leader died & made me the gang leader..he handed everything to me.. Since then I've been handling both my business & gang. After a year for some business issue i came back to my motherland after like 17/20 years. I was going to kill a traitor at that mall then i bumped with you & fell in love 😍

Me: enough Enough. Its lunch time lets go & eat

Suleiman : as you wish but i will feed you with my hands ok?

Me: why? I have hands you know..

Suleiman : to show my love 😉

Me:🙄after ignoring me for like a week now you are here to show love. Love my foot

Suleiman back hugged me & said

Suleiman : so mrs benson lemme tell you its sunnah to feed your wife with hands.

Me: woah so much of improvements. Now lets eat im hungry

Suleiman : okay wifey

We went to eat & he made me feed

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