"I will not make you sleep with me without you being willing" he said his eyes holding a determination he didn't flinch I know his words held promise. But words only go so far.

"Well that wasn't how it turned out last time" I spat out before meeting his intense stare.

"I also want to keep that a secret from the pack."

"Excuse me!"

"What do you don't want them to know what their alpha is really like? To keep this squeaky clean image of yourself." I said taunting him, it was staring to seem almost fun to see how my words could determine and manipulate his mood.

"Please sweetheart my pack knows I'm not squeaky clean. In fact I'm far from it. I have taken over packs, slaughtered other wolves, burnt rouge villages to the ground built our pack. I don't play nice and it is no secret." He said brushing off my loaded comment with ease.

"Don't call me sweetheart" I said my voice strained slightly.

"Is that seriously all you got from what I just said?" William said I could see the frustration building within him.

"What are the terms?" I questioned my face straight whilst intensely starting into his dark eyes.

"It's very simples you will act as a mate is suppose to act. To stand my me, sit on my left, on the chair reserved for the Luna. We will act as a combined and strong front. You will for fill your duties as a Luna. You will not act repulsed by me and will allow me to touch you without you physically squirming. And you will stay with me In my chambers-"

"I will not be sharing a bed with you are you crazy or fucking stupid."

"I didn't say sharing a bed I simply said you will be staying in my chambers. The pack will only assume we are sleeping together once you are moved into my chambers."

"That is a lot of demands. And I don't know want anyone to think I'm sleeping with you."

I huffed.

"Well you have stated what you want and now I will tell you what I want." I stated deciding to take control of this conversation.

Williams jaw clenched as he then sat down again. His body ridged despite sitting back in his large chair. He nodded his head a little as if to prompt for me to start.

"I will be given full control over the lives of the rouges that were brought in with me." I started turning my back towards him as I paced around the room adorning a little.

"Done" William cut me off.

"I wasn't finished." I said turning towards him.

"You will not touch Sam, you will not hurt him, you will not order him. The same goes for the rest of the rouges."

A stiff nod coming from William have me just enough courage to vocalise my next request.

"And finally you will submit to me"

Before I knew it I was pushed up against the wall, Williams eyes burning into mine. His muscles tense holding a dominate stance. His face full of anger with the face of a man who was about to break out into a fit of rage barely holding on by a string.

"I will never. You are a female you can't even compete for the same standing as a male. It's not even in the same league or category! You will submit to me!" He spat at me invading my personal space, starring me down wanting me to turn my head to the side in a submissive position. Leaving my neck exposed to him. I felt as if I didn't I could end up hurt again. This face was not one of a sane person.

I could feel the burning need to turn my head and expose my neck to him for his stare was almost becoming too much.

I know physically I may not have the same build as a man. But submission isn't about being the physically weaker individual. Dominating come to the mentally stronger.

"I'm simply seeing how much you want this mateship. A child and heir? how much of your pride you can push aside. Because I can assure you that I ego. That self righteous is what will land you alone."

His breathing was heavy. I know it was dangerous to push him like this. But I want this. I will never be able to submit to him. And I can't have him thinking otherwise.

"You expect me to bow my head to you?" William said the expression on his face looking as if it was almost painful to say.

"If you ask this of me I am adding another term into this contract. children."

"THAT IS NOT EVEN THE SAME LEVEL!" I wanted to cover my mouth at my sudden outburst. I had lost my calm and collected state to the pure anger pumping through my body this very second.

The fucking audacity of him.

"But can you seriously tell me you don't want children?" I ignored his question.

"submit to me" I stated strongly a voice of confidence.

"It will make me look weak. You fought me before and you lost!"

"But I didn't submit." I spat back at his comment.

"You know what you do Ally is dangerous. And one of these days your going to talk your way into a very bad situation and it will get you killed.

you bite off more than you can chew.

Your head has been filled with the idea that you can have it all that you are not even a woman. That you are stronger than me that you could even dominate me. You are strong but you aren't the strongest I am.

I know you always wanted to be a fighter. A female fighter at that but don't get confused there is a reason the women are trained separate to the males. We males are stronger women were made to nurture to raise pups to be gentle.

You were made to play the submissive role. You were made to carry my offspring. You were made to be my Luna. You were made for me." I took a step back in shock. How could he say that?

In the back of my mind I could help but wonder if he was right. No no he can't be. That can't be my only purpose. I was meant for more my dad saw it my mom saw it, Sam saw it why can't other people see it. What's so hard to understand.

I could feel the tears starting to brim in my eyes. The tightness in my throat.

I can't bare it.

Being told my existence is for the pleasure of a man.

To satisfy him needs.

No more than a tool a toy an object.

N-no no I'm not. I'm not. I'm a person too. My existence doesn't revolve around another person.

I just started into the eyes of my rapist. The anger in them the slight satisfaction that he had got inside my head. The obliviousness to the harsh words he had just spoken to me. To "his mate" the one person he is suppose to love more than anything.

He has shown me he has not change.

His mind is so set. I know how he sees me. Collecting my thought I start talking softly.

"Look William I know you just found out about your mother and it must have taken a toll even if you refuse to show it. But what are you playing at."

"Playing at? You think this is a game? This pack is everything. And the whole pack is in jeopardy and will try everything to secure it." I shook my head his words becoming overwhelming. I felt weak.

"You were chosen by the moon goddess for me. You are the packs chosen Luna. You have a responsibility here. I know the position is tied to me and that is what makes you reject the idea so much." I could here an almost question in his voice as if he couldn't even fully understand my hate towards him. I wanted to scoff at him.

"But it is what the goddess intended and I can't do this without you. I need your help Ally."

"How long?" William gave me confused look.

"How long does this last for. Is it forever? I can't be trapped here forever. I won't do it."

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