The Dinner part 2

"Oh my" The Luna said not moving. This is the first time I've seen her struggling for words.

I picked up my water drinking it. I could tell they were slightly more cautious around me now.

Looking at the Alpha I could see a sadness consume his face. One of regret. But I didn't pay any of them much mind.

So I averted my attention to my food.

"I-I'm so sorry we didn't know" The Luna said cautiously.

I simply shrugged.

"Yeah." I said emotionlessly. I don't want to feel I just wish to numb everything.

To numb my life.

I looked over to William who looked like he wanted to reach out and touch me. But by the look I was giving him he decided against it.

"You don't have to answer if it's took much but what happened?" Williams mother asked.

I can see the old Alphas attention Shift to me.

"What happened Ally?" The Alpha said repeating the Luna's question. Speaking up For the first time since seeing him again his voice was said not in anger, but a certain sadness.

I know that he and my father were very close. I know he is probably acting out, and taking his angry out on me. But I don't care his behaviour has been unacceptable.

Mabye I should tell him. I can tell him all that has happened since he stripped my dad of his position. But I don't want any pitty. I hate feeling pitted, it makes me feel so small.

"We moved to the eclipse pack after we were banished."

I could see the Luna's shocked face. The eclipse pack is quite far down in the rankings and is quite dangerous.

"My mother was killed by a rouge after coming home from working at the packs orphanage. My father died shortly after due to my mothers death, he gave up fighting for his life the grief getting to much for his body to handle. And I fell asleep on his chest one night and in the morning he had died. leaving me an omega of the pack." I said shifting my eyes to each of Williams parents as I spoke. But I avoided looking at William.

I could see the amount of shock present of there faces. The Luna's face gave away the most though, it was one of pure agony. I know she was friends with my mother.

She reached her hand across the table for me to hold, as if it would comfort me. I didn't move and just watched her actions with a slightly angry expression. After she finally realised I didn't want her comfort, she slowly retracted her hand away from me and back under the table.

There was a deadly silence at the table. So I decided to continue.

"Of course I was done being fucking pushed around by everyone and took as much control over my life as I could and left. I found a lovely village of rouges who took me in fed me, cared for me unlike anyone had in such a long time. So I stayed a rouge.

Only for my power hungry monster of a mate to decided to raid it and kill any rouge, children include in sight." I said my anther quickly fading back into my system.

I could see William tense at this. Gripping his knife and fork tighter in his hands. I could feel his heated gaze burning into my face but I refused to look at him. I instead watched Williams father. Trying to read his expression.

"And now I'm back in a stupid back house being told to mate with a monster and forced to pick up my 'responsibilities' as luna. Even when I haven't even agreed to be this packs luna." I finished my face still emotionless with only a little bit of my anger leaking through my words. My words growing harsher at the end of my little rant.

looking at the old luna I could see the pure shock and pity on her face. I almost scoffed I hated pitty. I had sent gotten a lot of it but I still hated it. It made me feel small and defenceless like I was that day when I was 13. The way William held me down whilst having my innocence stripped away from me.

I then averted my attention to the two alphas. My mate shaking in anger but so many different emotions flashing through his eyes it was hard to catch them all. Anger, sadness, a certain protectiveness. He looked as if he was fighting his wolf for control. I can tell his need to protect me to try and save me from all that is kicking in.

But he can't. Because what is done is done.

Which is leaving his wolf distressed and guilty looking.

Angry but more so at himself.

As much as my wolf was begging me to go over to him and comfort him. Tell him that I'm ok. But I'm not ok.

I could see his hand clenching and unclenching whilst he grinded his teeth.

Whilst Williams fathers expression was harder to read. He looked almost conflicted on what to feel. I can see the guilt from how he has so far treated me. But his anger for my father is still there.

"I'm sorry you have been through so much" the old luna said whilst reaching for my hand whilst I pull away again. This woman was relentless.

I no longer like the feeling of people touching me apart from small children for there touches are nothing but innocence and love one that cures the darkness within me.

"And it all leads back to you Alpha" I said whilst staring at Williams father with so much hatred.

"I was doing my job as an Alpha. Your father threatened the lively hood of my son. The future heir to this pack. I couldn't let him just walk scott free. He really should have been killed for his actions." The Alpha said the angry rising in his voice whilst standing up from his chair in outrage.

"You Might as well have killed him, he still wound up dead so whats the difference." I shot back not backing down.

"No it was your fathers own actions that got himself killed. If anything I prolonged his life even if it was for a short while." I scoffed rolling my eyes.

Even after hearing what I've been through he continues to talk badly about my deceased father.

"Wow, for an Alpha you have such a fixed mind. A one track mind much like your son. Did you even stop to ask yourself why my father did what he did?" I could feel the whole table stiffen at this.

I can't believe I'm doing this. But they need to know. To understand. I want them to feel the guilt. To understand my utter distaste towards them and there pack.

"You knew him since you where kids and suddenly he try's to kill your son? Sounds like there could be a reason behind it?" I said almost taunting him.

"Enough!" William said hitting his fist against the table. I could see the way my words where getting to him which only lead to me wanting to continue.

"Oh no william I think your dad here should know. The little thing you didn't even tell them. The fact you were to much of a coward to tell your parents what really happened that day."

"Go on why don't you tell them" I said taunting him.

"Stand down shewolf, we will discuss this personal matter between us. Leave my parents out of it. Mother father leave us alone to discus this matter."

I can see both of his parents eyes on me as they slowly started to get up.

"William raped me"

Silence.

The Luna's mouth was open. The shock and horror was even present of the Alphas face. A face that usually remains unreadable.

"At the age of thirteen."

"And then when me and my family where being banished he hid like a coward. He didn't even speak up for his ungodly act whilst my parents where banished from the pack grounds. My father was just protecting me from your feral son."

I then turned to William.

"Your selfish. Did you even think what would happen to me after what you did? How it would have affect me and my life? I had to grow up so fast after what you did. I lost the rest of my childhood. Every wolf could smell my tainted sent and no mark. I was labelled as some pack slut. I was only thirteen and worrying that my mate would reject me for not saving myself. All because you couldn't keep it in your pants"

I could feel my heart starting to break all over again. I had buried everything so deep and it was all rising to the surface.

I didn't once break eye contact with William. Staring into those hazel eyes of his.

I then turned my attention to Williams father.

"You once blamed my father for almost ending your blood line by killing William. But no it is I who is going to end it for I can assure you I have no desire on mating with your rapist of a son. ever"

As I felt my eyes start to water I hastily stood up scraping my chair behind me and quickly walked out the room not looking back.

As I heard all chaos break lose behind me.

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