It's had only been a few months of me being an orphan and I hate it.

Due to me having no position in the pack and being 18 I've been degraded to an omega.

I've been kicked out my house only taking a few belonging with me. The rest has been given away.

I'm currently living in a small room in the pack house, I cook and clean mainly all around the pack house. I'm treated like dirt the scum of the pack. If I thought my bullying was bad before now it's even worse.

There is no better person to pick on than the girl with no parents and is an omega.

I can feel my wolfs anger every time she is disrespected. But I know this is not going to be for ever, there is nothing left for me at this pack house.

I know my mother would have wanted me to stay safe in a pack house but I feel like I've got nothing to lose. Which can make me very dangerous for I don't care about anyone or anything.

I've been preparing to go rouge.

I know how dangerous rouges can be. I know some Male rouges killed my mother. But maybe not all rouges are bad. I've never really been outside a pack for very long, so I don't know what to expect. So I'm getting ready for anything.

I had just finished cooking the packs supper along with the rest of the omegas.

I had stolen some bread to munch on for my dinner. I'm going to have to be full and stocked up on food if I'm leaving and not coming back. For I don't know when my next meal may me.

I know some people may call me stupid and reckless for being a rouge is dangerous. I would be faced with constant discrimination. I could be killed by Hunters and I have no pack to help defend myself.

But maybe I am sucidal and stupid but I don't care. I can feel my emotions running numb. I can feel myself becoming robotic with less and less emotions as the days go on. I would say I'm sinking into a depression. And I refuse to live my life like this. There is no life left for me in this pack, I've got to go out and start to build a life for myself. Plus at this pack house I know I'm not living up to my full potential. I am a Gammas daughter, I am one of the packs best fighters and I'm being used as a maid.

I'm ready to leave no matter the cost. I'm officially a women with nothing to lose.

As I got back to my room I finished stuffing the bread into my mouth and reached under my bed for my go bag. I finished packing the last things like my tooth brush and hairbrush and a picture of my parents and me. My go bag was stuffed with food that I had stolen from the packs kitchen.

After packing everything I got into bed I had to wait until the dead of night to escape otherwise I could be stopped.

I payed my head on the pillow falling into a deep sleep.

I could feel Williams hands up and down my body. Ripping of each item of clothing leaving me naked.

I could feel his weight on top of me, trapping me. I could hear his heavy breath upon my ear making me cringe away from him but not getting far.

I felt sick having his hands on me cupping my sex. I tried to move. His finger entering me causing me to squeal. His eyes staying black as if almost in a lustful trance.

I could see him removing his clothes making tears leak out my eyes. I was trying to move to get him off me but I could move him.

He then lined himself up pushing into me, I could feel a tearing between my legs.

I then woken up sweating and gasping for breath. Thank god only a dream. I hadn't had one of those in a while. I couldn't seem to shake the feeling of his hands all over me so I headed into my shower to scrub my body to rid me of him.

The shower seemed to have cooled me down a lot, to the point I was feeling ready to finally leave the safety of the pack. And to finally leave my old life behind with it.

I grabbed my bag putting it over my shoulder and headed outside.

It was currently the dead of night. It was a dangerous time to be traveling due to most rouges traveling at night not to get caught.

I guess I was one of those rouges now.

I headed to my window and gratuitously jumped down onto the grass without making a sound. I then stripped out of my clothes in my bag.

It's crazy how now my whole life was in this fairly small bag in-front of me.

I shook off that thought and picked up the bag between my teeth and started running towards the boarded.

I could feel my heart beat in my ears as I ran as fast as my wolf could take me.

I had been running for a few hours now and and slowly starting to walk.

I've been looking around the area for somewhere with water, or a cave to rest in for the rest of the night.

A sent suddenly hit my nose. It smelt of another wolf. I know I'm not that near to any pack boarder lines so it must be another rouge.

I decided to head in the opposite direction to hopefully not have to meet this rouge.

I then heard some leaves crunch behind me making me pick up my pace significantly.

I then heard a snap some twigs. It's official I'm being followed. I tried to pick up my pace even more but my legs are going to collapse any moment.

I turned back to try to get a glimpse of the wolf following me but nothing was there. But as I turned back around I came face to face with a brown wolf.

He was obviously a Male due to the sent he gave off. Plus he was fairly big, mostly Male wolves are bigger than female wolves unless the female wolf is the offspring of an Alpha or one of the three high ranking positions.

He slowly walked up to me circling me, seeing if I was dangerous. I stood still hoping not to start a fight of dominance or something. He then walked around to my back side and started sniffing my private areas making me bare my teeth at him growling.

He growled back at my disrespect towards his. We both started circling each other, growling and snapping our jaws.

I didn't want to do this due to me being exhausted. But I didn't need some Male wolf trying to mount my wolf in the dead of night.

I then ran towards him snapping at his neck. He just managed to move away brushing pass me. I then snapped at his feet making him jump up slightly.

We fought for a bit longer before I managed to get a tight grip on his neck, his wolf stuck under mine. He then fell limp in submission, causing me to let go of my grip on his jaw.

I then fell to the floor in exhaustion. I couldn't find it in me to stand anymore. I then shifted back and slumped myself against a tree, where I left my bag.

I could see this wolf looking at my curiously.

The Male wolf shifted showing a tanned dark haired boy in its place.

"Well I didn't quite expect for my day to turn out like this. Now if you don't mind me asking miss but what is a girl like you doing out on rouge territory in the middle of the night?" He deep voice echoed into the dark night.

"Rouge territory?" I questioned. I didn't know there was such thing.

"Yeah your in the outskirts of one of our rouge camps and village" he stated as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

"Oh u-uh I didn't know I'm kind of new to this whole rouge thing" I stated nervously now fidgeting with the ends of my fingered.

"Well I can kind of tell. Although you fight pretty dam good" he said scratching the back of his neck in embarrassment that I had beaten him.

"Yeah I guess" I mumbled shyly. I hadn't expected a rouge to be so friendly. Perhaps it was some kind of trap.

"Well if I'm not allowed here could you please point me in the direction of somewhere I could go?" I asked as kindly as possible hoping to be free of this convocation as soon as possible.

"Actually I was wondering, if you don't have any plan. Our rouge village could do with a fighter like you protecting us. We of course could supply food and shelter in return" I was shocked I didn't expect him to say that.

"That sound great. But who would you need protection from? your are all rouges?" He looked at me as if I was stupid.

"Rouges aren't always the bad ones little one. Alphas, packs you know the ones that want us dead. They hunt us kill us. They see us as threats because we don't undergo orders. There scared we could build an army.

Although there are some very bad rouges some of use were born here and live peacefully " he said his tone growing softer towards the end.

"I had no idea. But if it wouldn't be to much trouble I would love to join" I said standing up. I almost forgot I was naked.

"Great come on my patrol is over now anyways" he said shifting and running off in one direction.

Patrol so that's what he was doing.

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