Well, besides dreams i've learnt that evil spirits are involved with everything im going through which makes me wonder, what is the world built on, but hey, there are good people still exist here, and everyday I see some stuff occouring and I have a laugh sometimes, sometimes I shed tears, it is what it is.

Well, being saved feels good, yeah, I said it, being saved feels like im already in heaven and although yes I sin at times which is caused by the evil in my life, its hard not to. Yeah, evil spirits are real, others cant see them and see how they work because, well, they haven't been through alot of fighting, to beat them down mentally, you wont be realising the movement of the hosts of evil. Let me explain, people dont know why negativity happen to them, why their head hurt and their feet get cramped at times, why their friend, boy or girlfriend left yesterday, now you are left all alone thinking that maybe you laughed too much or you were not doing enough. Evil have been upsetting their soul and that plays upon the feelings, which are connected to the mind and then boom you got some foolish things being played out by an individual maybe you think he or she has no feelings for you, it is more than that, because they still think about you after they are gone or in the process of going away they think deep as if they are fighting themselves.

Explaining that, let me share this dream with you:

One night I had another dream, in the dream I was fighting off some demons/ evil spirits, and then I heard like a girl was groaning, walking to my direction in pain, like she have been going through some suffering and I got hold of her and placed her on the ground. I then saw her belly moving as if something wanted to tear through it, I cut open this individual's belly and took out a demon spirit and crushed it in my hands then i took her up head to lower back then cried for the person, then I saw this figure show up, tall, all I could see was his feet, and they were big feet all I could see was the end of the clothing/garment and sandals, black sandals, I then cried to this figure, because in the dream to me, that is God, and I had faith that was God, or of God, I then saw a crown of Gold appear on my head, slowly it appeared, fitting neatly, but, I then did something, which up to this day im thinking about, I broke the crown in two and gave the individual whom I was weeping for half , to save her life. God knows Everything. As I got up when I woke, tears were my breakfast, lunch and dinner, that day was sad, but good all the same.