I haven't seen or spoke to Dr Parker in three days.

I don't know what's going on but I feel like that blonde haired girl had something to do with it.

" Hey Nurse Ellis , have you seen Dr Parker ?" Nurse Ellis faces me gave me a hesitant smile.

" Something came up he'll be back soon though " she patted my arm scurrying off leaving me confused.

Once I sat in my room a knock sounded at my door and the door opened " You have a visitor " the nurse in sponge bob scrubs tell me.

I leave my room going to the sitting area stopping in my tracks as I spot Seth sitting down his head in his hands.

I turn to leave but stop in my tracks as he calls out my name " Lydia " he says his voice tired.

I turned and almost gasp in shock as I take a look at his face , his eyes were blood shot and his face was pale.

I swallowed a lump in my throat slowly sitting down not meeting his eyes.

" How are you" he says and I rolled my eyes.

" What are you doing here Seth " I sighed heavily.

" It's Olivia " he says and my blood boils at the mention of the traitors name.

" I don't care about her " I say going to stand but he grabs my hand.

" She needs you , your her best friend—" I scoff loudly causing some of the people in the family room to glance at me.

" Was my best friend " I cross my arms clenching my jaw.

" Look I know your mad at me but just know that I didn't intend to do this to you — "

" Seth just go " I pull my hand away from him but he looks at me with pleading eyes begging me.

" Please Lydia just do this for me" he says pleadingly his bright eyes dim his face hopeful.

I almost gave in .. almost

But I still can't get over the fact that he had the nerve to marry my best friend -ex best friend and shove me into this physic ward.

" I'm sorry Seth I can't " a lone year slipped from my eye as I turn away from him walking away .. For good ..

• • •

The blonde haired girl named Chelsea is back , she had a glowing look to her face as she sat in the corner alone eating her salad.

I stare at her like a creep for some time trying to figure out what's gotten her in a jolly mood.

" Ms Cruz, Dr Parker may like to see you " The nurse tells me and I throw the rest of my nasty lunch away and head to his office.

I get in his office and see him leaning against the window and I noticed his messy hair has grown and sat messily on top of his head.

He turns as he sees the door and his brown eyes twinkle as he gave me a wide smile.

" Ms Cruz.. please sit " he instructs me.

I sit crossing my arms as I stare at him I have to admit ... He is really handsome.

" So uhh.." He clears his throat " I haven't been here I had to .. handle some things out of work but I'm back now and I am happy to continue our session "

I wonder what kind of business he was handling and I feel like it has something to do with happy sunshine at the cafe..

" So how has visited you these past days " he asks.

" Seth he came buy and asked for help .." I mumbled.

" Did you help him?" He raises his brow.

" No " I grumbled and he nods.

" Well why not " and I feel my blood broil in anger.

" He asks me to help his wife - who also happens to be my best friend she's the one who betrayed me so why should I ever help her , I can't believe she would marry the guy I felt so deeply for I just feel so humiliated and embarrassed that they would do this to me —I was there for Olivia when she had family crisis and now this is what she does to me ! I can't —" I stop and noticed that I was rambling and I blushed in embarrassment.

" I'm sorry " I mumbled.

" You don't need to be sorry I think it's cute when your angry " he chuckles and I blush even redder.

Dr Parker continues to question me and I answer until there's a knock at the door.

" Dr Parker I brought your lunch —" Miss Sunshine aka Chelsea peeks around the door with a shy smile and stops short as she sees me.

" Sorry I thought your session would be done at 3:30 " she says.

Dr Parker stands immediately smiling at her " Sorry me and Lydia got caught up please come in were almost done " she hesitantly steps in standing by the door awkwardly averting her eyes.

Dr Parker finishes with me and I leave glancing at Miss Sunshine seeing a sly smile on her face her eyes filled with lust as she stares at Dr Parker.

• • •

" Lydia right ?" A blue haired girl with striking grey eyes asks me.

I nod enjoying the warmth of the sun , sometimes the staff lets us out in the beautiful garden during dusk time.

" I read about you " she says pulling out a cigarette lighting it up and puffing smoke out.

" You know you can get in trouble right" I raised my brow and she shrugs.

" I don't give a shit " she says smirking.

" I'm Gina , I'm here because I'm a drug addict as they say- my parents shoved me in rehab because they caught me smoking weed and freaked out " she rolls her eyes.

Gina was really pretty with pixie cut blue hair and high cheek bones and good tan skin that I envy.

" Well I'm here because my ex boyfriend thought I was talking to myself and going crazy " Gina laughs loudly.

" That is some bullshit I never heard that before " she snorts and I smile.

" Tell me about it "

Miss Sunshine passes us holding white lilies her cheeks flushed.

" Ugh I hate that b*tch " Gina grumbles beside me throwing her cigarette aside stomping on it.

" Why?" I ask curiously.

" She sleeps with every hot doctor here I lost count how many times the staff told me I have a new doctor , she's here because she's a sex addict she got bullied at her university for being a slut and she tried to hang herself and her mom brought her here for help "

I widen my eyes at the story she's told me .. Miss Sunshine a sex addict ?

" And she always makes herself as a Victim when it's the other way around , I heard she wears lingerie under her scrubs " she whispers.

" How do you know that ?" I raise my brow.

" Honey I know everything " she smirks.

" Her older sister is a sex addict to , sometimes she comes to visit that blonde bimbo and slide her some fancy Victoria secret lacy underwear "

I was surprised at the news Gina was telling me although I saw the signs whenever she was around Dr Parker , those sly smiles and sultry eyes she flashes him.

Dr Parker is next to get fired if he gets to close to Miss Sunshine

But I won't be letting that happen.