《Desire ✓ - OLD VERSION》» Chapter Thirty Two
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I clutched the sheets to my chest my heart racing " What are you doing here Martzia " I say.
She smirks walking inside the room her heels clacking against the sleek marble floors .
" Oh you know coming to visit my fiancé " she smirks .
" He's not your fiancé " I say and she chuckles lowly .
" Why are you really here Martzia " I say clutching the sheets to my bare chest .
She walks to the window looking out. " I heard the news about Seth in a bad accident and I came to check in " she says and I scoffed .
" Seth doesn't want to see you after what you did to me " I glared at her and she snaps her head to me her face etched in a scowl .
" You deserved it you stole Seth from me " she pointed a manicured finger at me her brown eyes turned to slits .
" I didn't steal him from you —"
" Bullshit ! You lying cheating whore just know that this .. Isn't over " she tells me marching out the room .
Weeks later I was being harassed by Martzia I have been receiving threat texts and I would always find her in a distance watching me .
I fought it within me to tell Seth but Martzia made sure I kept my mouth shut , I spent every week at Seths mansion hanging out with him and other...stuff .. his sight was slowly coming back and he couldn't be any happier .
I was on my way to Seths house again when my phone buzzed and I rolled my eyes seeing another threat .
When Seth gets his sight back you better leave him or else ..
I shake my head going towards my car when I stopped in my tracks when I see Rita standing in the distance watching me and I furrowed my brows getting out my keys starting my car and leaving my house .
This was getting out of hand now Rita is popping up to ..
I park my car at Seths mansion and get out gasping as I spot Hannah in the distance also a slow smirk on her lips as she prance forward.
I rush towards Seths manor only to have Martzia stand my way a smirk on her full lips .
" Seth has his sight back " she says popping her gum .
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I turned my head seeing Rita and Hannah standing five feet away .
" What do you want from me " I snapped clenching my fist and Martzia smiles cocking her head to the side .
" That's easy ... For you to leave Seth he belongs to me " Martzia says .
" No he belongs to me " Rita argues and Martzia rolls her eyes .
" And what if I don't want to leave Seth" I tell her .
" Than you'll suffer the consequences and this time it will be brutal " she tells me spitting her gum it hit the tips of my nose and falls down by my feet I cringed and grit my teeth in anger .
" I'm not leaving him " I step closer to her my fist clenched by my sides .
She narrowed her eyes angrily " You are crossing a thin line right now " she says her voice laced with malice and anger .
" I'm not listening to you - me and Seth has been upside down for a while now and I'm getting sick of the media and girls like you getting in our way " I snapped at her .
Before Martzia can say anything else the door opens and Seths steps out along with a man with a white coat .
" Lydia ?" Seth says his bright blue eyes connect with mines and I rush towards him as he enveloped me in a tight embrace .
" You can see now " I whisper smiling slightly as I carcass his cheek .
" It's been a long time since I've seen these beautiful eyes " he grins his dimples on his cheeks showing .
I kiss his lips our lips embracing in a passionate manor causing my toes to curl .
I break apart as he rest his forehead against mines our breath in sync .
" Seth there's something I have to tell you .. Martzia has been harassing me and following me around " I tell him and he furrowed his brows .
" What do you mean Martzia is locked away in Brazil I made sure my guys locked her up " he tells me and I shake my head I turn and see the three girls gone and I furrowed my brows .
" She was just here with .. Rita and Hannah " I say and Seth grips my hand .
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" Baby .. Martzia is locked up my agent keeps me up to date with her " he tells me .
So .. I have been getting visions ?
" No .. Seth look " I take out my phone to show him the messages but I noticed that the threat messages were gone .
" I swear I saw her ! I saw her and Hannah and Rita they have been stalking me all week Seth you have to believe me " I say and Seth rest his hands on my cheek .
His eyes were filled with pity and concern as he looks at me " Lyd.. I think you need help .. Last week I heard you talking to yourself when I couldn't see .. I think you need help " he tells me and I shake my head my mouth gaped open .
" Seth you have to believe me " he grabbed on my hand leading me inside his house sitting me on his couch .
Seth gets on the phone " Olivia yeah .. You have to come over its about Lydia.. "
" You have a visitor " the nurse comes in my room as I sit in the corner looking out at the cloudy sky .
I stand putting on my slippers as the nurse guides me out my small room , I walk to the sitting area seeing Seth and Olivia sitting next to each other .
I sit bitting my lip playing with my fingers as I look up Seth gave me a small smile in which I didn't return .
" Why are you guys here " I mumble my voice hoarse .
Seth glances at Olivia and she does the same before she looks at me putting her hair behind her ears her wedding ring shinning and I glared at it in anger .
" We came to see you " Olivia says bitting her lip .
" Well I don't want to see you " I clenched my fist in anger .
Last year Seth and Olivia had put me into a physic ward for treatment for my crazy visions , doctors had drowned me in medication to cure it but I still had visions and bad nightmares I felt like I was loosing my mind here , but a few months later my visions stopped and I had tried to convince my doctors that I was fine but Seth and Olivia had insisted for me to stay for a couple of months .
A few months back Olivia and Seth were announced married .. Imagine the pain I felt when I heard the news on the tv in my room seeing my best friend marry the guy that I felt deeply for .
Maryann contacted me a few months back telling me that Seth and Olivia had hung out all the time together ever since I went into the physic ward .
Seth placed his hand over mines and I jerk my hand back like I touched fire and his eyes flash with hurt at the gesture .
" Olivia can you give us a moment " Seth says and Olivia nods standing up going to the corner to get magazines .
Seth sighs and I stare at him my eyes burning with tears " How could you do this to me after all we been through " a tear fell down my cheek and Seth frowns wiping my tears away and I shudder at his touch .
" I'm so sorry Lyd .. I never meant to hurt you its just .. I missed you a lot and Olivia was there for me and –"
" Stop I can't .. " I took a deep breath shaking my head as sobs racked my chest .
" Lyd please don't cry it hurts me to see you hurt " he says his eyes glassy .
" You caused this !" I snapped " You shipped me off thinking I'm crazy .. Instead of trying to help me you freaked out and shipped me off to this crazy hospital —"
" I'm sorry okay ? I was worried about you - you were having visions of Martzia and you were talking to yourself " he tells me a small tear slips from his tear duct but he quickly wipes it away .
" Just leave Seth .. You being here is hurting me enough "
" Lyd —"
" Leave !" I yelled sobbing as nurses come in helping me stand as they tell Seth and Olivia to leave .
Maybe me and Seth weren't meant to be .. From the moment I meant him I knew in my gut that nothing good will come
I realized that me and Seth never loved ones another we just felt something .. Desire .. and I was blind from it after all ..
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