My mouth gaped open as Seth stood there looking angry .

" I can explain -"

" Really ? " he steps closer his chest heaving up and down rapidly and I backed away .

" Can you explain why your tongue was down a throat of a man who's getting married in two days ?" He held up the crumbled invitation in his hands .

" How -"

" I had my investigator follow you to make sure your safe , and he saw you throw this away and kiss Nick at the back of your work - good thing my investigator took this picture and not the paparazzi !" He yells stepping closer and I back away feeling my desk pin me behind my legs .

" I'm sorry it was just a goodbye kiss-"

" I don't give a crap ! Do you know what would happen if the paparazzi took this ?!" I was silent .

" It will give me a bad image people would be telling be that I have a cheating wore of a fiancé -"

" Don't you dare call me a whore ! It's not like I slept with him -"

" It doesn't matter Lydia ! You kissed the man you better be lucky I saved your sorry ass from the tabloids you should be kissing my feet by now -"

" Well maybe you should be kissing my ass because I don't give a crap " I snapped and he clenched his jaw .

" You know what " he sighed heavily pinching the bridge of his nose .

" Your gonna stay in your room for the reminder of the week , I'll have my maids deliver foods to you in between hours , if you leave this room I'll post this picture on the internet and you'll be the one in trouble " he clenched his jaw slamming my door shut causing a picture frame of me and Olivia and Nick to fall down shattering glass everywhere .

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I roamed around my room lazily skimming the walls with my fingers and looking out the window when Seth would leave .

At nights Seth would come back with some slutty girl giggling by his side and two hours later she would stumble leaving the mansion with tears out her eyes .

I sat down on my bed wanting my phone which Seth confiscated .

I felt like a little kid who got grounded from doing something bad .

I sighed heavily going towards the door banging on it " Let me out !" I yelled and heard no response.

After hearing no response I banged my head against the door then stopped as I noticed a small carved three letter word .

I need help ..

I furrowed my brows at the word and wondered who wrote that .

Did Seth write that ..

I look more around the door and spotted another small carving .

I wanna kill myself ..

Did Seth ever want to kill himself ?

The door opens and I stumbled back seeing Seth his blazer unbuttoned showing his toned chest .

" I'm sorry " he says and I blink in surprised .

He opened the door wider and I step out taking a deep breath feeling free .

" I'm sorry too for .. Being not careful " I crossed my arms looking down at the floor .

" Just promise next time to never do that again " his tone hard .

I looked up at his bright grey blue eyes which were blazing with anger " Okay I won't do that again but locking me in my room like a child is ridiculous -" he shoved me against the wall his breath on my neck causing my heart to race by how close he was .

" But kissing Nick isn't ?" He said coldly starring down at me his eyes filled with raw intensity making my heart race .

" So tell me why'd you kiss him hm?" He says trailing his soft plump lips across my ear causing a shiver to run down my spine .

" I-I don't know " I jumped as he placed a soft kiss on my jaw .

" That's not an answer " he says his voice husky as he trailed his nose across my neck and I place my hands on his chest shoving him back .

" What are you doing " I crossed my arms .

" Trying to get an answer out of you " he says nonchanlatly .

" That's not how you pry answer from people " I grumbled as his phone ring .

He turns walking briskly out speaking German on the phone rapidly .

I'm guessing he's talking to the head corps in Germany for his plan to expand his company .

Once Seth leaves I call Olivia since I haven't talked to her in a week .

" Hello stranger " Olivia says her voice tired .

" Hey sorry I haven't called " I say apologetically fixing myself a sand which .

" I know - Hannah has been pressuring me to sow a beautiful wedding dress which is driving me crazy she throws a hissy fit when she sees one single thread " she groans as I hear her sowing machine .

" That suck for you " I bite my sand which .

" Nick told me what happened between you two " Olivia says her tone laced with warning .

I sighed heavily " My god " I mumble sitting on the stool .

" Lyd I love you and all but you should never kiss a married man " Olivia says .

" He's not married ...yet "

" But still he's getting married in four days and kissing a groom before he gets married is bad luck trust me I've been there " Olivia tells me and I frowned .

" You kissed a married man ?" I raised my brow as Seth's cook Darla comes in shooting me a polite smile fixing up some blueberry pancakes .

" I'm sorry ! He was so hot I couldn't resist " Olivia exclaims .

Me and Olivia talk some more and she tells me Hannah is coming over for another fitting of her dresses and she hangs up .

I hear heels and I look up to see Seth's mother Maryann smiling at me wearing a V-neck form fitting red velvet dress complimenting her figure and her greying blonde hair was tied in a tight bun .

" Good morning Lydia I have a offer you cannot decline " she says setting her black folder in front of me and I furrowed my eyebrows getting worried .

" I want you to model in the bride runaway tomorrow - it's a charity event to help sick kids in Africa and it's dedicated to you and Seth's engagement " she says and my mouth gape open .

" Please think about it " she pats my hand handing me the folder giving me a tight hug before sneaking some pancakes from Darla .

I open the folder seeing a beautiful wedding dress at the bottom was Olivia's signature indicating she designed it .

I thought about it and decided .

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