Sometimes, a person's hypocrisy can really disgust him - or her - self, so why can a person be so cheap？

Self-righteous and proud.

There are no "real" friends or companions in this world, even now she still believes so. The so-called "sadness after being dealt with" is just a temporary psychological effect. Since there is no "real" friendship, then sadness and anger are unnecessary products.

As for He xiyun, for her, it is considered as an interdependent life form.

Two puppies abandoned by their compatriots lick each other's wounds and so on, but if they meet their respective owners later, they will leave separately.

Or it is the same master, but the interdependence relationship is also released, and they become two independent individuals.

She is a “no” exiled by the same age, let alone finding someone suitable to get along with. Even a "similar" similar to her can easily cause unnecessary conflicts in dependencies, and even this conflict will bring more unnecessary negative effects.

Like two people holding hands and dying together.

But Yu Ruoling still felt that she was being hypocritical.

Because she felt that she would rather choose to indulge in the feeling of "seeming to have friends".

Although the meaning of friends in her opinion is to encourage each other, support each other, comfort each other, and grow together.

Or can even sacrifice yourself for that buddy, and when the danger comes, you can subconsciously protect him or her behind you.

Perhaps it can be better called "duty" - the obligation of being a friend.

It's a pity that she can't find such a person. It is impossible to find such a person other than Jesus. She admits that sometimes she is also self-centered.

Sadly, two years later, she still can't resist the stupid urge to get a little closer when she's close to warmth. It is obviously a frog boiled in warm water, and the end is not only burnt or eaten by humans, but she has a mentality that is disgusting, repelling, and completely unacceptable.

Just can't control these... chaos.

Little by little, it will never belong to her warmth.

Yu Ruoling held the broom with a dull face and mechanically swept away the garbage on the ground.

Crazy... She is simply crazy. Will she become schizophrenic if she continues thinking about it？

In fact, she hated this kind of person the most, and she often couldn't stop the urge to slap him or her in the face as soon as she saw it. But now she is stuck in that disgusting mud pit, really tangled...

Standing on the other side of the porch, He Xiyun couldn't help shaking her head and sighing when she saw her friend "returning to old way" in a completely dumb mode.

She herself is often right, but will Yu's frequency be too high？This man doesn't need the right place and the right time to be in the terrifying "this mode", even in the middle of the road Yu can into this situation.

...

"Motherfuc...！"

Um？He xiyun returned to her senses in a daze, but saw Yu Ruoling being tightly locked in arms by a boy, her friend was trying to break free from the "arm" that looked disgusting.

...What is he doing？！Don't put face that close！

She rushed over anxiously and rudely pulled away the boundless distance, and glared at the male classmate with a pair of peach-like eyes full of hostility.

"Dummy？What's wrong？"She looked worriedly into Yu Ruoling's eyes, hoping to find something there.

"An inexplicable hug..."Yu looked expressionless, eyes were calm and turbulent, she held the hand of the person's absence registration board tightly and clasped the edge, and turned to leave.

"Dummy！"She finally stood two steps away from the right side of that boy's body, her voice was cold and gray, "Back off, cunt."

And He ran towards Yu Ruoling.

...

The innocent registration plate finally smashed into the corridor of the stairwell with a violent fall, walking too fast and too hastily, and suddenly a darkness like sesame seeds spilled out in front of the field of vision.

She tried to calm down the rapid breathing rate, and suddenly reached out and grabbed the front of the clothes at her heart.

The sound of the pulsating aorta expanding from the temples was like a drum beating into her soul.

What is this..., Yu Ruoling gasped for breath, she slid down against the wall and sat down, a tsunami of anger engulfed the entire emotional block again. She felt deeply violated by a very serious and humiliating...

"I said, you can't escape."

The curse that person whispered in her ear like hell sounded quietly, Yu Ruoling's heart shrank fiercely, and she turned her head to the source of the sound, but only a strand of dark brown hair disappeared at the corner of the corridor at the end.

Yu slammed a punch against the floor, almost indignantly.

...Today is nothing more than this, Yu's thinking speed is so fast that she has suppressed all the anger just now.

"Dammit！"

"Dummy！Why did you come back？"

"Hey He, do you know that male one？"

"Wu Yichang, I have heard of it."

"Someone told him to do."

"How do you know？"

Yu Ruoling smiled, "Although I don't know him, I have to do what I do."

He xiyun rolled her eyes and reached out to beat her friend's head, grabbed Yu's arm and headed towards the tutor's office.

*

During dinner, Yu Xiaoyang, a great engineer and construction site supervisor, proposed a proposal to go to Nanyuan Farm again during the winter vacation.

This motion was strongly agreed by Li Qiao and Yu Ruoling.

Go out to play, who doesn't want it, who's a fool.

So the rough draft was settled. Yu Xiaoyang was leaning on the beige leather sofa, destroying the remote control in his hand, and the box of puffs beside him was rapidly decreasing.

Yu Ruoling secretly glanced at her father, and while he was concentrating on watching the cracking magic show, she quietly took a crispy and sweet strawberry chocolate puff and stuffed it into mouth. The corners of her lips unconsciously revealed a mischievous smirk, and she thought, why does her daddy like to eat puffs so much as he is actually a soldier of the special forces？

It feels like a super masculine man raising a Maltese or Chihuahua.

"Ling, did something happen at school today？"Li Qiao took a sip of the tea produced by Alishan.

Yu deliberately gave a long "uh", as if she was really thinking about something interesting, but no one know that it was just to force back the feeling that was rushing into the sky again - which called “ew hug” a disgusting that it made her had a strong desire to destroy everything.

"Ah！In the December sports meeting, the girls' bats for the relay team in our squad have already been arranged."

"Cool, "Yu Xiaoyang came in interested, "Are you in there？"

"Of course, I'm the eighth~"

"Wow！Then are you going to pass the baton to the boys？”

Yu Ruoling twitched the corners of her mouth and felt a strange smell of vinegar spreading around her, so she had to pick up the strawberry chocolate puff and feed it into her father's mouth.

"Daddy~is it delicious？"

"Yep, it's delicious~"

On the side, Li Qiao tried to calm down the red hash mark beating on her forehead, restrained her urge not to slap her husband outside the door, and made a wise decision to turn the topic to the other side perfectly.

"By the way, Ling, didn't you say you read the Bible again last time？"

"Oh yeah, I'm watching it for the third time, and I'm currently at Esther."

His daughter was good girl, Yu Xiaoyang thought, and personally rewarded his daughter with a puff, "Have you read the book from the Old Testament to the New Testament？"

Yu Ruoling nodded, "But the history books are too messy, especially after the division of the North and South Kingdoms. There is also the Book of Judges, and I will feel angry when I see it later."

"Angry？Why are you angry？"

"The Israelites are repeating their sins and repentance. It's endless. I can't see the end. If I were God, I would definitely explode with fire, but it's unbelievable that he sent so many judges to help them."

Yu Xiaoyang and Li Qiao pondered for a while.

"You look it really serious."

Yu raised her eyebrows in confusion and said, "It's Bible. I also plan to share the gospel with He xiyun. She saw me reading it these days, and she took it out curiously."