i'm on my third breakdown today. "hey,she'll come around. literally don't know why she didn't believe you" sierra say with her arms wrapped around me

"she's so fucking stupid, i hate her" i say

"it's not your fault billie's stupid. she'll figure out the truth soon"

"she really compared me to eve! that's what i'm really upset about . like why would you say that?" i say

"i'll beat her up for you" she say

"ugh" i say frustrated

i get out of sierra arms before i start pacing the room. "oh my fucking god. i'm going to fucking show her how stupid she is tomorrow" i say

"i'm really going to fucking kill whoever did this" i say getting angry

"i hate that i miss her while i'm mad at her. i fucking hate her."

"alright let's calm down now" sierra say

"she's going to make me fucking knock some sense into her. all that shit i hear about her daily and i don't act like that." i say

suddenly my phone starts ringing and i run to my phone hoping it's billie. instead it's just a stupid ass spam.

"i'm leaving. watch kourtney for me" i say grabbing my keys and leaving out the house

i get in my car and drive to my grandma house. i knock on the door repeatedly and five minutes later she comes.

i know she heard me banging on this door.

"well look who decided to come see me" she roll her eyes

"i'm sorry,a lot has been going on" i say walking in

"what's wrong? you're talking fast" she say

i explain myself and my grandma looks at me with "what the fuck" type of look.

"i don't know who she think she is throwing shit at you like i won't come over there and throw my damn pot at her" she say "billie is being very stupid. you have shown nothing but love to that woman and she acting a mess"

"i've heard many rumors of her cheating on me. i don't go jumping to conclusions and doing shit because i know for a fact she would never. why isn't she like that with me?"

"exactly. maybe it's cause of her ex wife. she thought everything was perfect but turns out it wasn't. maybe she does trust you but she still have trouble and have to put a guard up due to her ex wife" she say

what she said made sense. billie most definitely certainly still have trust issues and it's not on me. it's focused on what eve did to her.

that still doesn't give her a right to not listen to my explanation and throw things at me.

"here,have some" my grandma say before placing a slice of sweet potato pie in front of me

"thank you" i say

"where's my great granddaughter?" she asks

"with sierra" i say

"she's getting bigger and bigger everyday. soon she's going to be starting school"

"two more years" i smile

"fuck" i say before pushing the paper off my desk

i've been losing my mind without aaliyah. yes i know it's technically my fault.

i don't care cause it's still not adding up to me how this person knows her name and address but she doesn't know who it is?

she HAVE to know who it is. she's lying. i probably took things too far by getting violent but how would you feel if the person you're in love with was faking it the entire time.

i don't want to believe the love she gave me was fake but the proof is right there.

my phone dings and i see it's aaliyah.

billie

pls stop ignoring me

i tried to explain myself

you threw things at me

i have no idea who that person is

i fucking love you,you idiot

you're stupid if you don't believe that

you can stop the act aaliyah

what act?

i love you

so much

i'm literally married to you

if i was faking being in love with you i wouldn't marry you and have your kid.

i literally risked my life to have kourtney

all these things i've done to show my love for you and you automatically think i'm lying for my love for you when something pops off

that makes me feeling sad tbh

like all i've ever did was love you but you saying it was fake.....

you then said i was just like eve

in no way i am like that fucking bitch so don't ever compare us again billie.

alright

that's all you have to say?

okay

yup

👍🏻

what the actual fuck is wrong with me? why would i do that?

the next day comes and i'm sitting at my desk. i'm doing nothing but waiting .

i'm waiting for aaliyah to enter in so i can talk to her and apologize.

the door opens and she walks in with a s

blouse and skirt. she's so fucking hot.

"good morning" i say

"morning" she mumbles before sitting down at her desk

"can we talk?" i ask

"i've been wanting to talk every since the situation. i've been ignored. so no we may not talk. it's too early for this" she say

i sit up as quick as possible fixing my posture.

"i'm sorry for that aaliyah. i just really need to apologize. i love you and -"

"too fucking early" she groans "so you want to talk on your time? oh alright"

"i'm sorry"

a hour or two in i stand up not being able to take the silence between us anymore.

"aaliyah...i'm so sorry for the way i treated you that day. that was very unacceptable behavior and i'll never do it again. i will listen to you as i should have in the beginning. i'm sorry for everything i did leading to now" i say

"mmm"

"we need to find out who's behind that letter"

"i agree" she say

"please come back home" i say

"i love you" she smiles

"i love you too" i say

i suddenly get an idea and say "i think you deserve another apology"

"huh?" she questions

i walk over to the door locking it. i close the blinds before walking over to aaliyah.

i lock our lips and she immediately kisses back. i place my hand on her waist bringing her closer to me

i unzip her skirt and it falls down. she steps out of it and i lift her on top of the desk.

i bring my lips down to her neck kissing slowly. her hands grips the edge of the desk and i smile.

a/n: this is continued stfu