Small creaks could be heard as the rocking chair was being pushed back and forth supporting the new father with his newborn daughter. She yawned against his chest, the pacifier that was resting on the bottom of her lips fell onto her chest. He picked it up and slowly got up, rocking her as he walked around the room. He went over to the window and looked out of it, seeing the sun just peeking over the horizon.

He heard a small creak in the floor before arms wrapped around his waist, another human being's weight on his back and a soft kiss being planted onto his neck. He leaned back, allowing his lover to rest his chin on top of his head.

"Hiii." He dragged out the i as he whispered, swaying his body so Karl could sway with him. Karl fell into rhythm with him, feeling a vibration against the back of his head as Jimmy hummed their song, a romantic song from their favorite movie.

He moved his chin off his head, resting it onto his shoulder to get a better view on his daughter. She squirmed around before opening her eyes, putting her arms up above her head as she stretched. Karl softly cooed at her, moving his arm up just a tiny bit.

"Big stretch, hmm?" He leaned down to kiss her head, feeling her squirm more against his chest. Jimmy put his head on top of head when Karl leaned back against his chest, stroking his thumb along her fine hair and forehead.

"Can I hold Harlow?" He asked him. Karl hummed as he moved his arms to make it easier for Jimmy to pick him up. He moved from his back to in front of him, casting a shadow from the upcoming sunrise that was happening. Gently, he put his hands around her and picked her up, cradling her in his left arm. She placed her hand onto his collarbone, gripping his shirt with her gentle but strong grip. He smiled, kissing her forehead softly.

"Want to do tummy time with her?" He nodded at Karl's question, walking over to their room. He sat down on the edge of the bed, pushing himself up onto the bed without the use of his arms. He laid down with his head propped up with a pillow, placing her onto his stomach. She moved her legs around to get comfortable, lifting her head up a little. He awed at how far she made it from barely being able to support her head. Karl came into the room with a blanket, placing it onto her back.

"Look baby, she's lifting her head up more." Karl leaned down to look at her and awed at the cute site. He smiled at her, looking over at Jimmy to give him a kiss on his forehead. Jimmy placed his finger by her hand, letting her grip it.

He looked up at Karl who had walked away from them and was putting things away in the room. He could hear his breathing, a low one that home at he was in pain but didn't want to say it. Jimmy sat up with Harlow on his chest, converting her to his arms.

"Babe, come sit down. I can get that." Jimmy told him as Karl picked up the clean clothes that laid on the desk in the room. Karl shook his head as he moved to their shared closet and put the clothes away. He heard a sharp intake of air come from there and he sighed, getting up off the bed.

"Karl, I know you are in pain. Don't try to deny it. Why don't you sit down in the bed and I go make you some lunch while you spend some quality time with Harlow." He proposed, knowing the stubbornness of Karl.

"Or I go make you some lunch and you spend some quality time with Harlow. How about that?" Jimmy shook his head as he wrapped an arm around his waist and started to guided him to bed.

"No love. I know you are in pain and you just want to be strong for Harlow and me but you can't always be like that. Give yourself some rest, please?" Karl huffed but nodded, getting up onto the bed and taking the baby out of Jimmy's arms. He let him tuck him into bed, the soft heavy blanket resting on his legs. Karl sighed as he leaned back his head, shifting her in his arms.

"What hurts babe? Tell me and I'll try to make it go away." He put his hands onto the edge of the bed, staring at Karl as he lifted his head up. Karl freed his hand from holding Harlow and grabbed one of Jimmy's hand, his hand snaking around his wrist. He dragged it to his lower abdomen, placing the hand down gently. Jimmy nodded and rubbed the sore outstretched muscles, feeling Karl tense up under his hand. He put both hands onto his lower abdomen and kneaded it gently, trying not to put too much pressure.

"Do you want another kid, Jimmy?" He turnt his head at the sudden out of blue question, staring at his fiancé's washed out grey eyes then at their daughter.

"Harlow's barley one month old. We're not going to have another child until later." His stern voice came out as he kept on kneading the sore muscles. Karl sighed and pushed Jimmy's hands off his lower abdomen, shifting Harlow in his arms.

"Yeah but when is that later?" Jimmy cleared his throat and cracked his knuckles, sighing. Honestly, he wasn't ready for another baby, now or in the future. He just wanted one baby, that's all. Seeing how hard the carriage and delivery process was on Karl just to have his daughter was ridiculous. With his stubbornness, it made the everything ten times harder than it should've been.

"Karl, I think we need to talk." He sat on the edge of the bed, facing Karl. He took his free hand into his and rubbed the back of it with his thumb.

"Are you breaking up with me?" Tears gathered in his eyes, trying to take his hand away from Jimmy's. He shook his head, leaning forward to kiss his forehead and held his hand onto his. He slowed when he got to the engagement ring, a simple sliver band that suited his eyes.

"No. I would never do that. It's not about our relationship, it's about the children part. Karl, I don't think I want another child." Karl gasped quietly at his words, leaning forward.

"But I thought you wanted more than one child." Jimmy scratched the back of his neck, a nervous trait he picked up when he was younger. Harlow started to whine, the sudden movements starling her. Jimmy picked her up and got off the bed, bringing her to the closest bassinet. He went back over to his fiancé and sat down on the bed, bringing his feet into his lap and massaging them.

"I don't think I want more than one child anymore. I mean, the pregnancy and delivery was hard on you, wasn't it? And I mean, I feel guilty for still wanting to live my life for my channel, I would feel ten times worse if we had another child. I think Harlow should be our only baby." Karl was hurt by his words but he was glad that he opened up to him about his thoughts and not kept them quiet just to keep him happy.

"Sorry if I'm pressuring you but if you did settle down with us, would you want another child?" Jimmy hummed quietly as he thought, tracing shapes into Karl's foot.

"No. I just- do you feel like you would be okay going for another round of pregnancy and birth?" Karl clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, wiggling his foot that Jimmy was massaging.

"Are you saying you don't want to have another child just because of the pregnancy and birth with Harlow?" Jimmy nodded. "Hun, first pregnancies and births are going to be hard since your body is not used to it. Once the second round of it comes, it could be easier, if the child is healthy. Don't worry about me, I'm fine if you want to stop at Harlow or want to continue." Jimmy felt his shoulders relax at the reinsuring news.

"I mean, once I settle down with you guys I'll text about adding onto the family. I mean, Harlow needs a little brother or sister." Karl smiled softly and leaned back against the pillows, his gaze landing on the bassinet in the room.

"I can see her with a sister. But then again, she's too young for me to say if a brother or sister would suit her." Jimmy nodded as he traced a heart into the skin of foot, patting the bottom. Pushing the foot back onto the bed, he got up and went over to kiss his forehead.

"Let me go make you some breakfast. And don't even think about a sibling for Harlow. Just think of Harlow. And me." He winked at the last sentence and walked off, cackling quietly at the pillow thrown at his back.