i walk into the house hearing music come from upstairs. i sit down the groceries on the kitchen counter and kick off my shoes.

"i'm home" i yell out

i don't hear a response so i just begin to head upstairs. the door to our room is closed and i first go to kourtney's room.

i walk inside to see her chewing on her stuffed bear.

"hii,mommy is home" i say picking her up

she giggles smiling up at me. "you know what your mama is doing?" i ask

"mommy!" she exclaims

"yeah" i say

"no" she say before suddenly kicking her feet

i put her down and she stands up and walks over to the stuffed bear she was previously chewing on.

i leave out the room and i head to my room. i open the door and i'm met with the sight of billie and claudia having sex in our bed.

"what the fuck!" i say

billie looks over at me and pushes claudia off her.

"billie what the fuck" i yell

she sits up and pause the music before starting with the bullshit all cheaters say "i swear baby this was a mistake"

"i don't want to fucking hear it" i say

"i love you aaliyah" she say

"no,i'm leaving" i say before walking out the room

i head downstairs and i pace back and forth. i don't even know what to do right now. i'm on the verge of crying but at the same time i wanna beat the fuck out of her.

billie comes running downstairs and walks towards me. "baby please i'm so sorry" she say trying to grab my hands

"don't fucking touch me" i slap her hand back

she still tries to grab for my hands and i end up slapping her across the face.

"billie i don't think you know what's coming for you. to cheat on me with your brother's girlfriend is a real low blow"

"don't tell him,we can move past this" she say

"do you not realize how fucking stupid you sound right now? you cheated on me with my child in the same house" i say

"baby-"

"you lost the privilege of calling me that when you had sex with her"

"i'm sorry. she came up to me and i couldn't resist okay?"

"you couldn't resist that girl? there are many girls that come up to me everyday and i don't cheat because i'm in love with you. wasn't you the same bitch that said cheating was not mature? bitch be fucking for real." i say rolling my eyes

"i'm in love with you aaliyah....i don't know what happened"

"you're not in love with me if you can cheat on me" i say

"but i am aaliyah"

"i call bullshit. don't even bother asking for a second chance because we are over billie. i don't want to hear anything else from you ever again. you're dead to me. oh and i will be telling your brother about this" i say before heading back upstairs

i head to kourtney's room and begin packing her things. the door opens and claudia walks in.

"claudia get out."

"i can finally see why eve was stuck on her. the best sex i've had in awhile" she smirks

i cover my baby ears before saying "oh well look you can finally have her but she also likes it in the ass,i hope you can handle that"

i uncover kourtney's ears before claudia scoffs and walks off.

i finish packing my things when suddenly i hear my name repeatedly getting called.

"aaliyah"

"aaliyah baby"

"aaliyah wake uppppp"

i wake up to see billie sitting beside me in bed. "huh" i say in confusion

"you were punching the air in your sleep and yelling stuff. are you okay? did you have a nightmare?" she asks

"yeah i did,i don't feel like talking about it right now" i sit up

"alright,when you feel like it i'm here okay" she say before giving me a quick kiss

i nod my head before getting out of bed. i go in the bathroom and close the door behind me.

what type of fucking nightmare was that? could it be a sign? no! i fucking hate nightmares because i trust billie so badly and that one nightmare is making me question things.

she would never cheat on me. i know that for a fact. i just need her to reassure me and i'll be good.

could there be a possibility that they had sex before? what no....she would have told me...right?

i leave out the bathroom to see billie waiting on the edge of the bed for me.

i sit down in her lap and just rest my head on her shoulder.

"i love you" she kiss my forehead

"i love you too" i say

"what is bothering you?" she asks

"i had a nightmare that you cheated on me with claudia" i say

"that will never happen ever. i will never cheat on you. i'm in love with you and only you. you're the only person i want aaliyah. i'm sorry that nightmare happened because real me would never do that to you" she say

"i know it's just...weird" i say

"tell me or ask me anything you want." she say

i lift my head before asking "have you and claudia ever had sex before?"

her face changes and i immediately get off her lap. "yes" she say

"why didn't you at least tell me?" i ask

"you never asked so...."

"but that's not the point. you didn't ask about any of my past hookups but i told you" i say "plus this is claudia we are talking about..."

"yes i get where you are coming from and i should have told you but it was way before her and finneas got together and it was a one night stand" she say

"okay" i say now not really wanting to talk about it anymore

"i love you aaliyah and there's no one else i want in the entire world" she say

a/n: sorry i didn't update . didn't feel like it tbh