Sitting in the corner of the classroom, she still had an incredible feeling.

It turned out that things like "friends" can be so fragile. After breaking up with Su Peixin, she was bullied to a higher level of course.

Those people became more and more unrestrained, and she didn't expect the class guide to find out.

...Careless class guide, or he doesn't know what to do at all.

Yu Ruoling raised two heroic eyebrows, thinking like she was distressed, although she was really distressed.

Friends don't exist, don't they？That's what the concept of using each other to maintain a good relationship should mean.

But what if one have given his or her sincerity？Is it stupid？Or is it normal to give sincerity, but only superficial？

...

Or it just be that she is that stupid one.

Yu Ruoling was taken aback by this strange idea, and quickly finished the lunch that still tasted terrible, and decided to fulfill the duty of carrying the mealbucket to calm down her overactive mental state.

She followed a large group of people who also carried food buckets into the self-operated kitchen of school, placed the bucket lids in the exclusive recycling bin, and handed the empty square dining buckets to the kitchen.

Regardless of whether it was spring, summer, autumn or winter, the workers with a mask.

Don't they realize...that they really so murderous？It's as if patience is being scorched by the large portion, she thought.

Yu Ruoling walked beside the gutter cover made of stainless steel sheet as usual, watching the horrible dishes slipping past her feet saying goodbye.

She felt healed just watching about it.

Maybe she needs to get out of this gas-filled and suffocating kitchen as soon as possible. Yu feels that her patience is about to be burned into dust, because of the heat.

"It's weird. I'm so excited today, feel like something is going to happen."She teased herself.

A shoe stepped on the lace she had unintentionally loosened, but she didn't notice it and continued to lift her right foot forward.

With a "shock", she perfectly knelt on the row of stainless steel ditch covers. Therefore, words are powerful, and this was the first thought that came to her after the tragic fall.

The foot was retracted, and a gritty voice sounded behind her head.

"Garbage, is it hurt？"

Yu Ruoling was stunned for a moment, her arms were covered with goose bumps immediately.

Turning into ashes...er, turning into ashes is not necessarily a recognizable voice - at least it can be clearly distinguished for now - she thought in a mess, and turned her head to see Yu Minglun's indifferent face.

She originally thought so, how about being bullied？How about no friendship？How about hating peers or be hated？How about falling into a deep darkhole？

It was her own choice, and she had to bear the consequences and responsibilities that she should bear.

But today...

This physiological reaction severely slapped her face.

Fear.

Yu Ruoling dared to guarantee that, strictly speaking, it was the 7th year of being bullied, and it was the first time that she felt such a deep and unbridled fear from the depths of her soul.

Shame, and still shame.

"..."

"Trash, "Yu Minglun's deep voice drifted away like a ghost, "don't blame me, you offended her."

"..."

Yu lowered her eyes and said nothing. From the above-mentioned threatening remarks, she can know who ordered this shameless and despicable act.

"It's really a ugly fall."He said, and left the kitchen.

Bullshit, she replied in her heart, feeling a tickling on her right knee, as if something was running down the shinbone of her calf, accompanied by bursts of pain.

Yu Ruoling quietly squatted down and looked at the wound. Sure enough, a small piece of muscle tissue was cut off, the bloody wound dazzled her eyes, and a fluttering red color on the floor attracted her attention.

"……Damn gonna wipe it."It was her own blood.

Walking in the corridor that leads to the medical center, Yu Ruoling finally sat down leaning against the wall with a grin.

"Thank Lord, fortunately there is no one here now, but I have to be concerned by the nurse again."

She stretched out her hand to avoid the wound to wipe off the blood on her calf, stood up with her left hand, and walked to the sink not far away like a normal person to wash off the blood on her hands.

As if not injured, the blood seems to be someone else's blood.

"Fake, pretending again. "She looked at the reflection in the mirror, "It hurts so badly, why do you need this？There is no one here, can you just be normal？"

Her breath suddenly choked, her hands clasped the edge of the sink tightly, and cold sweat from her shoulder blades slipped from her collarbone.

...So, words are powerful, Yu Ruoling bit her tongue and thought helplessly. Taking a deep breath, she stood up straight and walked to the medical center as if nothing had happened.

*

Leave the group, it feel a little tired.

She was half lying on the bed reading the Bible. Just finished the Windblade Ukulele's first concert last Saturday, and she's no longer needed there. In other words, she has achieved the goal of participating in this band, so she can leave openly.

She smiled. Being sloppy, tangled, messy, and vague was not her style. Either one or two, there is no such thing as one and also two. And giving up cleanly and neatly, if looked back at it, she's a fool.

There is a saying：A good horse does not eat grass leavened behind.

Her plan was like this - even though she didn't have a plan in the first place - she took one step at a time and left it to God to handle it. Completing the task well is her only mission.

Yu actually didn't want to deny that leaving the band was also out of her own selfishness.

In fact, not only the ukulele, but also the guzheng lessons do not need to continue.

Why did she suddenly abandon them？She closed the Bible and thought, but in the end she didn't come up with a reason.