Is studying till you throw up

still considered studying

Every second

Memorizing words

That are meaningless

Feeling a spear through her

Head

Begging and begging

Crying for help

Yet no one heard,

Feeling a remorse pain

That she not herself understand

Through peoples eyes

She was gifted

But through her eyes

She was useless

Nothing but a living

Paradox

Screaming crying

Killing herself slowly

Yet no one saw,

Finding herself through

a tunnel that will never end

Distracting herself from a pain

Using pain

As Sounds and voices in her head

Gets louder and louder

Thinking a grading system

Can save her,

Save her

From reality

Cause in reality she is

Nothing a word

She tries to escape

Running and running

Blinding herself

Until a sudden

Her visions fade

Not realizing a cliff for

Her awaits

Where she'll never be seen

Again.

-Dennice.