《Run Boy Run!》Chapter 3- Delusion
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Chapter 3- Delusion
Wandering back home , i stare into the empty space and think with a muddled mind. Even with the trip to memory lane have gain me nothing but more healthy doses of reality. So many things are there but different in a sense. Walking down there have made me realize that everything changes whether your like it or not.
I hate it honestly, things changing. But what can i do? The wheels of time turns whether we like it or not. But despite that im here walking on a dark road thinking about my purpose.
Goals and aspirations doesn't exist to the me right now. I ask frequently why i don't possess those things right now. Was it because because of the sickness or hell i have gone through? People always lecture me when i say things like my life was terrible.
They plaster me things like , im lucky to be alive, lucky to walk around,lucky to have all my limbs, lucky to have food to eat and much more. But despite that i always reply to them with ''so what?''. So what if they are suffering? Why compare when each and every person out there has their own kind of suffering? IF such thing is suffering to them then it is their own brawn of interpretation of suffering.
I hate it the most when people compare me to someone. I hate it when they say ''look at him ,he have one missing leg and his still is positive and cheerful'' Because it merely tells that person has cope up with their suffering. His and mines suffering is different. I know it's a bratty and immature way of thinking. But it's the truth. People are not the same. We don't have the same mindset.
Why am i telling this to myself is something i don't even know myself! I started running in the dark streets of this town. I continued to run into the place where i started this whole fiasco. Back to the dim lighted rooftop. Climbing the stairs was exhausting. I collapsed and laid my back on the cold cement.
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I sigh deeply, then i look at the sky and just thought how big everything and wide the universe is. In this planet that have 7 billion people on it ,im part of them. Like a batch of cogs ready to be put on as replacement for the clockworks to work.
It's stupid, why am i even thinking of such things? Im a tiny speck of dust in this vast world. A speck of dust that will never shine in the batches of sand. A mere person. Someone who will be mark as NPC if put into a game.
Only a few are able to be the true protagonist of their lives. Some have started with the easy difficulty and some starts within the hard difficulty.....
While im thinking of such things, the world got darker and rain pours out from the sky. So i run back into home.
Running and running till my breath become irregular. Then as i lose the strength in my legs i tripped. Then with a twist the back of my head hit hardly in the ground. Then the world spin as i slowly lose consciousness slowly as ifmy mind fades away to the void...
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In a world where Marines, Pirates and the Rebel Army clash against each other, one soul was given an extraordinary ability. Which faction would he choose to join? How will it affect the world of One Piece?Disclaimer - I do not own One Piece nor any of the character in it. This is merely a fan-fiction for my own enjoyment.I also do not own the image used for the cover.
8 205if nothing happens [Chinese]
罪惡往往在一瞬間發生, 但靈魂必須用它的整個生命來贖罪。 當你犯了罪, 你有沒有想過如何彌補? 一個眼神,一個動作,一個手勢。 罪已累積。 公正的判斷,執行者的形象。 這是最后的聲音和身影。 不可積存罪孽, 你永遠不知道你的靈魂會去哪里? 你到達時就在那里。 I have written this novel by some unpopular people in the Shadow Kingdom of World of Warcraft. Don't worry about the ending. At the very beginning, the ending is already doomed. I will try to make readers remember me:)
8 62Oaths and Quests
“From this day forward you are banished,” his father said. Jack Bloodwall, the son of the legendary Butcher of Beasts, had never expected he would have woken up to being banished that day. His relationship with his father had been fine, but he had found himself lost in the world. Now he must journey and find a path with his own abilities, all the while uncovering plots and schemes. Was there more to the banishment than he had originally thought? [participant in the Royal Road Writathon challenge]
8 178Legacy of the Resourceful Hero
A hero by the name of Cereo is summoned from a cube moments before the entirety of Sabarum is laid to waste. Using nothing but his resourcefulness, he creates incredibly powerful gear and weapons on the fly using whatever he manages to find. Whether it's grass, dirt, sand, or - anything else! He manages to construct gear superior to even that of legend. Using his unrivaled skill, he defeats onslaught after onslaught of demonic and monstrous armies, eliminates disease that plagues the world to a seemingly unstoppable degree, and takes care of any and all problems this dangerous world seems to currently face. But... as the opposing force progressively becomes more difficult to fend off, Cereo comes to find out that this gimmick of his is not all that it takes to protect Sabarum. Furthermore, he begins to question whether or not the protection of this land is what's truly important.
8 128The Creep of Fate - Dropped
Work in Progress Synopsis: Lugh Neverhail, a normal man until his wife get brutally murdered right and front of him. Because of the grief of losing his wife he decides to lock away all of his emotions so he could avenge his wife. He remains emotionless until he meets Emma a goddess of kitsune who gives him a chance to meet his wife again at the cost of becoming her harbinger. Follow Lugh as he tries to reach the peak in a world of magic and status screens. This is my first story, constructive criticism is appreciated. I would also appreciate cover or fan art.
8 129-phil
We were that couple everyone wanted to be like.
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