Yes, the dream you saw clearly tell you, all things that happened up until now are your experiences.

You do exist, despite this world being a story from a novel. There are definitely other people,

such as Minorta, who will support you, who will remind you who you are.

But is that the truth, you wonder.

“Hey Pyria, are you a spirit medium?” Someone asks you.

“No sorry, I lied to you.” You reply.

“Then who are you?” A girl inquires of you.

“I’m a person from another world.” You answer her.

“I’m a liar.” You say in a whispering voice.

The dream suddenly changes.

“Are you really XXX?” Someone asks you.

“Yes of course! I am…” You reply.

“You are lying, aren’t you?” A girl inquires about you.

“It clearly shows here!” You answer her.

“You lied to me that you are XXX.” Someone tells you.

What a pity that history likes to repeat itself no?

It’s also hard to live a life you can’t share with another, a life full of regrets.

They don’t know your suffering, they don’t know what have you been through,

they don’t know the real you who is inside.

They only know the feeble mask called person.

Do believe that someone, eventually, will reach out their hand and draw the real you outside?

Perhaps you do, but will Minorta be able to do it? Or will Ellien be able to do it?

You know that’s not possible, you know them more than they know themselves.

You know that they are not able to understand what you have been through.

You know that you can’t have them understand, since you are different than them.

You are a human, you have experiences from another world.

They are characters in a novel, they are not truly real for you.

You have read the novel. You acquired all the knowledge of this world.

And that precisely tells you that they wouldn’t be able to help you.

You knew you were without hope but now you know you are hopeless.