I got reincarnated as a literal god!?

Hey a quick thing from me the writer of this again, so first and important like in my previous story Englisch is not my first language nether it is my second language I'm from germany and my Englisch is not the best so I had to work with google translator an it is a Pain so maybe some sentences don't make sense or are wrong in terms of Logic. Pls keep that in mind will reading this.^^

Chapter 1 My journey in a new world

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Life is boring, isn't it? I can't understand people who love life, if you're not rich, attractive or smart, life is boring. If you're like me, life just isn't worth living. I'm not smart, not rich or attractive, I don't have any hobbies and I don't have any goals I want to achieve. Every day I ask myself the same question, what am I living for? Get up, eat, go to school, come home, eat, play videogames, sleep and that day in and day out. Is that really still a life worth living? If you, like me, no longer see any sense in it or have any future plans? Of course, then some would ask

why don't I just kill myself?

But this is not as simple as it sounds, it is not that I care about my life I am not afraid of death. For example, if someone robbed me, I would hope that they would just kill me, but I wouldn't just take a knife and slit my throat, that's the difference. And another important reason is that I still have people who would mourn my death, my mother and sister. When I was a child my father died, he was hit by a drunk driver. A normal person would have been saddened by this, would have cried and maybe killed himself, but I.... didn't feel anything. I wasn't sad, angry or depressed I didn't care even though it was my father. At his funeral I was the only one who didn't say anything or cry, my mother, sister, grandparents and friends they all cried and were sad, but I just stared at the sky. At that time, I was afraid of myself, why wasn't I sad? It was my own father, and yet I feel nothing at his funeral. I've never been able to attach myself to anything, not toys or people, to me those things just didn't matter. Now that I'm 17 years old, I've just accepted that feeling and I don't fight it anymore, and that's why now I'm at a point in my life where I don't want to anymore. I have no girlfriend, no best friend, no friends and I have no draw in life. I just want to escape this life here and not have to think about my future all the time....

Wake up Nii. ''

Well then, it's time to restart my movie, I said and got up after my little sister called me. I sat down on my bed and looked at my wall like every day before I got up and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth, splashed some on my face and said into my mirror like I do every day.

Today will be a good day to give me at least a little hope....

When I was done, I left the bathroom and made my way to the living room before I saw Momo who woke me up like every day. Momo 15 years my little sister and the perfect of the two of us. She is smart, pretty, attractive, has a goal in life and loves life, the exact opposite of me.

Come on hurry Nii because of you we will be late again did she say

Yawn

Yeah, yeah, I'm coming, go ahead. '' I said to her, and she ran down the stairs into the living room.

I dragged myself behind her when I reached the living room, where I was greeted by my mother, who had already prepared breakfast. Morning Roku, she said as always with a cheerful voice because she is perfect just like Momo. When I look at the two of them and me, I really wonder what went wrong when I was created.

,, Good morning. ''

Come on, you have to hurry, or you will be late again said Mom

I know, and who's fault do you think it is? Momo said annoyed

I ignored the two, sat down and began to eat my breakfast while the TV ran and I heard the weather for today, 15 degrees with wind. While I was eating breakfast, I looked at mom and momo and saw them smiling and laughing, something I would also like to do. I can also smile or laugh but only because I have to satisfy others, so they don't keep bugging me with questions.

Why do you look so depressed?

Please don't look like that, you even make me depressed.

What's wrong with you today?

I hate all these questions and to avoid them I have to put on this fake mask which always smiles and looks happy. The problem is that you can also put on the wrong one or you can't distinguish your face from the masks. When you start to lose yourself, your own face, and you don't know which one is the real one, you just ask yourself if you shouldn't just stop? As I did, although what I said earlier wasn’t entirely true , I do have a dream and goal. Recently I've been playing an MMORPG my favorite genre and my dream just to be isekai’d into another world. Not having to think about the future anymore, not having people telling you what to do and not having to live up to other people's expectations. That's my dream, to become isekai’d in another world, to become a adventurer, to go on quests and just have fun that's what I want, that's my goal in life. Ever since I first heard about isekai, if I had to choose between this life and my life in another world, I would immediately choose the other world.

Come on, you two, you'll really be late otherwise " my mother said, pointing at the clock, and when Momo and I saw that, we quickly ate our meal, picked up our bags, and went on our way. We left the house and waved back to our mother who was outside waving after us.

As the two of us were walking I remembered the whole isekai issue and also remembered a question I had been asking myself ever since. If I were to isekai’d, do I prefer to be Strong right from the start or do I want to start from 0 and get stronger and stronger? Both had pro and con arguments, if I were to be Strong right from the start, I could do what I want and defeat every monster instantly, but wouldn't that get boring? But if I start from 0, I can get stronger and stronger, always fighting new and stronger monsters. But the problem with starting from 0 is that unlike when you're strong you can die, which of course sucks. However, I should probably stop thinking about that after all it's all just dreams, I know that something like becoming isekai’d doesn't exist. And even if it did exist, I know that every single person before me would get isekia’d knowing my luck.

Hey Nii look

"Mmm? ''

I was daydreaming as usual before Momo pointed to something, it was a people crowd along with police, firefighters and paramedics. We both went to the crowd and saw that it was a car accident. And from the look of the car, it was safe to assume that the driver had not survived. I was about to turn around and leave before I saw Momo taking out her cell phone like the rest. When I saw that, I just hit her on the head.

Auuuu hey what did you hit me?! asked me momo

You know, for that question alone I should hit you again. '' I said to her and gave her a nasty look.

On the one hand I can understand why Momo wanted to take out her cell phone and was so curious. We humans are curious by nature we want to discover and see new things, even in such situations where such things should not be. Imagine you are involved in a car accident your family is dying next to you and in front of you people start taking pictures. So, think about that the next time you see an accident. After I continued to admonish Momo, we finally got to our school, it was you're normal high school like nothing speical. We also had clubs here so you might ask why I wasn't in any? Well, my answer to that is that it's too much work to join one and unfortunately, I'm extremely lazy.

See you tonight nii said Momo and headed off to her class, I waved her back and did the same. Because I'm so lucky, my class was of course on the last floor, which meant that my morning exercise consisted of climbing the stairs to my classroom. When I finally got to the top and was about to open my classroom door, I looked to my right and unfortunately made eye contact with Natsu.

What are you looking at, uh? Natsu asked me with an arrogant grin.

i-i and of course i started to stutter

HAHAHAH what's wrong? Can't you loser even speak normally now hahha said Natsu while he and his followers laughed.

I turned back to the door and went to my classroom others would be full of anger or sadness now but fortunately I don't have those feelings anymore. I no longer care what others say or think about me, for me they no longer exist, their lives no longer interest me. The laughter of Natasu and his followers became quieter and quieter as I went to my place. At the beginning of the school year, we were allowed to choose our seats, and I was able to secure the last seat by the window. I put my bag on the floor, sat down and did what I had done for the last few years, put my head on the table, look out the window and dream.

DING DONG DING DONG

A short time later I heard the school bells ring, our teacher entered the classroom and the lessons had started. Fortunately for me, I was hardly ever called on, so I could just sleep, and whether you could call that fortunate that I was never called on or honorable strange or sad is up to you.

DING DONG DING DONG

yawn

Finally, now I should get something to eat.

When the lesson was finally over, I woke up got up and walked out of the classroom towards the cafeteria to get something to eat. On my way I could hear a few students and also teachers talking about the accident earlier today. It was probably a 25 year old man who was a student here, he had lost control of his car and hit a wall and unfortunately died. Mhh where is he now, I asked myself, before I remembered another question that I also always asked myself

If you knew that you would be isekai’d after your death, would you kill yourself?

The question would probably surprise many, because they do not want to die, but for someone like me, this question is interesting. On the one hand, it is my dream to finally get isekai’d, but on the other hand, there are still people who would grieve over my death. So, my answer is like every time no I just can't do that to people, I am close to like my family. Even though the temptation is great to finally escape this life. After talking to myself as I often do, I arrived at the cafeteria and got something to eat, found a quiet place and ate my food. After I was done, it was already time for the next lesson and after it the next and always so on until finally the school was over.

Ding dong ding dong

Ahhh finally and now off home to continue playing my MMORPG I said before I got up and left the classroom with my bag. I went to my locker changed my shoes and went outside, because it's winter it were already dark outside. However, before I went home, I made a quick stop at a supermarket to get a snack. It was a small supermarket where there were only the most necessary, eat, drink a few kitchen utensils and melon bread, I took one, paid and left the supermarket. I opened my bread and went to the traffic light that was in front of me, before I looked to the right and saw a family. Mother, father, child and even a dog, the perfect family I said and already had that feeling inside me again, the feeling that told me I will never have a family will never achieve anything in my life. I hate this feeling, why couldn't I just be normal? Why am I like this? I just want to live a happy life, have a purpose in life, have a goal and a family. And yet here I was, hoping to be caught by Truck-kun. The light turned green, and I crossed the street before I felt something, it was a strange feeling that told me to LOOK OUT. So, I looked to my right and saw a driver speeding up and realized he wasn't going to stop.

Mom, can we buy some candy for home?

When I heard this, I looked to my left and saw the child holding his mother's hand and I knew what to do. Without hesitation, I pushed the family back with all my strength as well as the dog before looking back at the car and seeing that it was about to hit me.

What is happening here? What is this? ''

Those were my last words because when the car was about to hit me, I felt everything around me moving in slow motion. I looked at the driver and I had... nothing in my mind, I wasn't thinking about anyone, not my mother or sister. It was a strange feeling to know that you were about to die and even though that was my wish, I was...scared.

CRASH

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,, Where-where am I

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What is this place?

Creating character Roku 17 years

Edit character

Add all skills, improve external appearance, improve human body,

Shortly after seeing nothing but an empty space, I suddenly heard a female voice talking.

Adding all resistances Fire, Poison, Fear, Electricity, Ice

Who is that? What is she saying? ''

Adding Perfect Warrior, Inhuman Speed, Inhuman Strength, Inhuman Regeneration, Inhuman Physical Resistance.

Adding Magic

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Repeat.....ERRORR Repeat...ERROR

Upgrading all Human Skills

Upgrading all skills to the maximum

Select Spawning Location....ERROR...Retry...ERROR Set Spawn Location failed

Finished character editing Spawning Roku in DFSDFDSFSDF

Character editing finished

Creating character Roku 17 years old

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Uh, am I in heaven?These were my first words when I woke up i opened my eyes and saw only the blue sky with its many clouds. I lay there for a while and just looked at the sky before I got up and looked around. From the looks of it I was in some kind of forest, no matter where I looked there were only trees. Shortly after looking around, I heard that voice say something again.

Character successfully created in FSDFDFSDFDSF

When I heard it speak, I only understood that the character was successfully created, but the last sentence, the most important one, was not heard. But I didn't need to know that because the way it looked, I was in a forest.

DFSDFDSFSDFDSFSD

GSDGVASDGAFSGFGFAGFA

FGFADGADGHFDAHFADHFDAHFDH

And again, I heard that voice, but this time I couldn't understand anything it said. So I decided to ignore them and tried to move, hop and punch. And to my surprise everything was normal I could move normally and make other physical movements. When I was done with that, I suddenly felt a strong headache and Infront my eyes I saw that car again, and people screaming in panic. After seeing that, the headache also disappeared, and I realized something. I started to grin when I put 1 and 1 together, probably the car hit me, and I actually died. That would mean that this was.... After I said that, I felt a few tears running down my cheeks.

This must be it, yes, it can only be this. '' I said, before realizing that this is another world, and I must have been isekai’d.

I can't believe it, finally, finally my dream came true, finally I was isekai’d into a world. And although I was happy about it.... I still felt something inside me.... it was a feeling that I had not felt for a long time. I was not crying because I was happy that I got isekai’d, but I was crying because I was sad about it. The second I realized that I got isekai’d, I immediately thought of Momo and Mom. Although I was sure that no one would mourn my death, I knew that they would.....

But it didn't matter now, I said, wiping tears from my eyes. My boring life that I hated so much was finally gone, and my new life in this world had now begun. My new life here in this world

In my new fantasy world