Author note: I am amazed that no one posted this in My grammar sucks show on youtube. Anyways please don't give up on the story. It needs a little bit of time to reach the exciting part. I am just trying to build a little bit of foundation to the story to avoid future plot holes.

and sorry for bad grammar T_T.

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The group has been traveling for three straight days. They only stopped to eat and get some rest. They had to take several routes to avoid the Scouts of The order. The Order couldn't find Tyndraid's body in the war zone, so they came up with the conclusion that he ran away. Searching the places that the exits leads to was the only thing they can do. One of the exits was, of course, used by Tyndraid and the group But thankfully they weren't spotted and got away. Now, since they got out of The order territory, they entered an undiscovered area which means it's full of monsters.

They had to fight along the way. As for Tyndraid...

Everyone was looking at him with worried eyes. They have been traveling for three days Trying to reach the farthest north region they can reach, but, he ate nor said anything. Between them, he, for sure, was the one who is feeling the most pain.

Unyielding agony. He, along the road, was remembering the scene. The scene where all of The Adherents died because of him. He recalled those cold eyes of Natalia. The people were calling him to save them. Remembered how he had to ignore all of it so he can run because was weak and useless. He engraved all of those in his heart, to never forget.

"all of this happened because I am weak. All I wanted was to live and be happy. all I needed was to feel warmth from a close person. The only friend I had was you, Natalia, Why do you have to do this. Is this what you felt because of my wish?" this kind of thoughts continuously came stabbing at his heart. He knew his wish was selfish, just as the world is. Why wouldn't he give the whole world what it had given to him?

suffering.

Natalia... The second strongest player in the game, only Tyndraid was able to match her, Ashley was rumored to be as strong as Tyndraid, but it wasn't the case. In the game world, Tyndraid placed no one his eyes. No one was as strong as him, Only Natalia was.

She had everything she wanted in the real world. She didn't need the wish, but seeing how desperate Tyndraid was for it, she helped him. In his whole life, no one treated him like she did.

Bullied, hated, outcasted. People saw what was happening to him, but no one helped, they watched with cold smiles hung on their faces.

But... why won't he look at them with the same cold smile?

Regret, should he feel regret? NO!

The Adherents died because he and they were weak. You families died because you are weak.

Weak is what we are, strong what we should become.

"GRRRR" A sound of a beast came from the side.

Tyndraid for the first time in the road looked around; he always hung his face down. He saw a panther that was 2 meters tall and black skin, without a single hair on its body And two sharp fangs that were reflecting the sunlight.

He willed, and his sword was in his hand.

"AHHHHHHH!" he shouted while running at the panther's direction.

"TYNDRAID YOU CAN'T!" Bast said.

Tyndraid ignored all of the cries that came from behind him.

He swung the sword at the head of the Black Panther but it agility dodged it and at the same time, it hit Tyndraid's torso from the right side, breaking his ribs. He didn't cry in pain and got up with a line of red blood streaming down his mouth.

"FIRESPEAR" a spear was shot but was dodged. The moment the spear was dodged the panther found to its surprise another spear coming its way. It yet didn't stabilize himself, so it got injured in the right shoulder.

"GRR!" the panther got angry and started running toward Tyndraid. The group got scared and went to help but was stopped by Ashley.

"but... With my identification magic, I see that it's level 20, that's a 5 level difference" Shalim (the assassin) said.

"he always fought in a chaotic way and never really knew what he should do. This kind of thing must be discovered by Tyndraid himself and can't be taught. He is strong but must face mishaps to get stronger. We are weak. We have stats, but no skills to put them to use. We must learn how to fight with our current bodies. And note that this is not our maximum level or stats."

"earth pillar."

the land beneath the panther suddenly shot upwards, resulting in the Panther being sent flying.

Tyndraid looked at the panther in the air with cold eyes.

"fireball, dark spear, air bullet, earth spear!"

only "earth spear" and "air bullet" were activated.

In a brief moment, a 3 meters tall spear came out of the earth, stabbing the panther in the stomach. The falling momentum boosted the spear piercing power, resulting in it going through the body of the panther. The panther cried in pain and got stuck in the pillar. The air bullet hit the neck of the panther, stopping its cries and ensuring its death.

"Magic reached 0.", "Points added to magic." "Earth Magic Level Rose." ,"points added to endurance.", "level rose.".

"stamina reached 0.", "health reach a critical value.".

Tyndraid didn't eat for days. His stamina went down by the hour, and health went even faster because of the internal wounds he has and the stamina being low.

"our leader sure is a fan of passing out."

"he sure is, give him a health potion. we are camping here."

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Tyndraid felt like he was sleeping on a thing that is more comfortable than a pillow.

opening his eyes, the first thing he saw was the face that he considered the most beautiful.

He Quickly tried to sit up but was stopped by Ashley.

"you need to rest more."

Tyndraid didn't try to sit up anymore and laid down.

After a moment of looking at each other, he averted his gaze.

"because of me, all of them died, this is not what I wanted." Tyndraid said with tears pouring down his face.

"Everything is going to be okay. I am and will always be here." Ashley said as she hugged him.