Once the quest over.. I let Tsukihime handle the rest..Once I do that..I immediately exit the dungeon and logged out...Thought everyone was alive I can't face them. Many fairies died because me..I led to their desmise..I am failure...Failure as leader. It was my incompetence. I failed to recognize the danger..I failed to understand how strong is the mechanical eagle.It was because of me..if only I fight the mechanical eagle..no one will die..I should be the one who fight it to begin with..I was far stronger than it by relied on my skill...yet because I play it to safe..this happen to them......

"I am a failure.I fail as leader..!!!"(Takuya)

I Said that as I look at the sky from the balcony at the second floor....It was a wide balcony...and it was located on the edge of the house..so no one will bother me or I thought so..as somone show herself..

"So this where you are.."(Tsukihime)

"Tsukihime,really even you know my habit.."(Takuya)

"Of course,after all I have been watching you for over 3 years you know...."(Tsukihime)

"...heh..stalking fit the term more. .."(Takuya)

I bitterly smiled as look at the sky..it was already become orange..looks it just a matter of time before the sun set.

"Takuya,what happens wasn't your fault.that's why don't be depressed.."(Tsukihime)

"No..It was my fault. It is my fault as I was to naive on this.."(Takuya)

"Takuya...actually.."(Tsukihime)

She stopped for a moment..like she was prepared to say something..Once she inhale her breathe..she then say..

"Takuya it was me..it was me that planned it..It was my fault."(Tsukihime)

"What are you.."(Takuya)

"I hide information about the fairy queen.."(Tsukihime)

"What?"(Takuya)

As I was really shocked..tsukihime continued..

"Not only that,I also ordered kennosuke and Alina to tie everyone..So they can't do anything and let the fairy dies by being sacrifice for the queen grand magic.."(Tsukihime)

"No way...It was a joke rightt ?TSUKIHIME!!"(Takuya)

Tsukihime shook her head....

"It was the truth.."(Tsukihime)

"Tsukihime....why?WHY YOU DO ALL OF THIS!!!"(Takuya)

"......takuya..what are you afraid of?"(Tsukihime)

"...What?Why you suddenly change the question?"(Takuya)

"Takuya,To be honest I still don't understand you even after watching you 3 years..."(Tsukihime)

"What?"(Takuya)

She close her eyes as she only look at me with one eye..

"After all your always help the person in need...no matter even if it sometimes wasn't necessary.."(Tsukhime)

"What do you mean?"(Takuya)

"...Takuya,at first I thought you didn't noticed this...but the reality are different. You did notice it takuya...the people who become depended on you when you were middle schooler.."(Tsukihime)

"......"(Takuya)

with that response tsukihime said..

"Some people indeed need your help and It was a really good thing you help them. But some people become spoiled and waiting for your help...they treat you like a convenient way to solve their problem...which made me can't accept that!!!"(Tsukihime)

"I.."(Takuya)

"Don't say you don't know or anything else!!!"(Tsukihime)

This is the first time tsukihime angry at me.....I never seen she was like this..

"You know about it!!yet you keeping help them!!!YOU KNOW THEY USED YOU!!!"(Tsukihime)

"No.It wasn't like that..."(Takuya)

"IT WAS LIKE THAT TAKUYA!!!!!Why you don't realize it!!!NO..WHY You don't accept it..."(Tsukihime)

....hah...No it wasn't like that..

"But after today accident...I finally know why.."(Tsukihime)

Tsukihime look at me straight to my eyes....

"You..you are afraid wasn't it. Afraid of being alone.."(Tsukihime)

"Tsukihime. I-I don't know.."(Takuya)

This is an my honest answer..after all I didn't know it by myself...maybe I never accept it. I know it exist..but I treat it like nothing even thought I instictively know about it..why I never have deep relationship with anyone....why I never go out without anyone..even kennosuke who I spend the time most with..it was always him who take initiave..not me..Hana too..even thought we were always go home together or study together. It was him who take initiave not mine...

"Tsukhime..maybe you were right. Maybe I was really afraid to be alone ..I was afraid and hide it with smile. I thought that was the best.....after all no one need me....because I am useless."(Takuya)

*Slap*

"eh?"(Takuya)

Why tsukihime slap me?

"Takuya..never say that once again!!!!!"(Tsukihime)

"Tsukihime."(Takuya)

"Takuya ,there is no useless person !!!That is what you say to me remember?"(Tsukihime)

".....I...don't remember saying that.."(Takuya)

"Then I will made you remember!!"(Tsukihime)

Tsukihime grab my right hands..

"You aren't useless at all!!!The reason why my hands arm is warm..It was proof that I am alive!!!I and you are the one who saved my life!!!!!!!."(Tsukihime)

But befor I comment..tsukihime continued..

"Takuya ,I want you to understand...maybe your parent think you are useless..but to me..you are the most important person.The takuya that I loved..I will do anything for your sake !!!I don't care how many people died as long I can make you the happiest ..I don't care."(Tsukihime)

"....Tsukihime,sorry...after all I am an idiot.I am useless my own..but I know am not alone anymore..that's why please don't say that..I don't want you to be tainted by this kind of thing for my sake...maybe I can't change overnight...but I will do my best to be positive."(Takuya)

Thought I don't like her she sacrifice the fairy for my sake..she was still my precious friend...and I won't allow her to do this any longer..

"I don't think I can't do that..after all to me they are irrelevant.."(Tsukihime)

"I will make you do that...even thought I will be only your boyfriend for 1 year..I will make you change. Becuse it was my job to make my own girlfriend more beautiful be it outside or inside."(Takuya)

Tsukihime...thank you for cheering me up...thought you are also the one who made me like this...

"I think you will be my lover even after the promise..and I believe it."(Tsukihime)

"...give it up.my love willremain the same...you can't change it.."(Takuya)

"I know..after all i can only make you love me more and more.."(Tsukihime)

.....just what is this girl saying...

"Oh well...let's have party with the whole class."(Takuya)

"Agreed."(Tsukihime)

I was an idiot...that's why I don't know...who tsukhime really is...and when I know..I can commit suicide in shame...thought this story was far far away..