"Wait!!!"(Sword)

Sword grabbed my shoulder just before I leave.!!

"If you don't want to protect Alexandrite then I won't force you...But please...please treat her kindly."(Sword)

This guy. Someone like him was rare...His eyes was seriously didn't have any slightest hostility. Seeing this I am kinda amazed. But I didn't turn around and only said.

"Forget it,you would just waste your breath by requesting me."(Forvish)

"....Why?Don't you have at least a slight Conscience?I didn't request you to protect her,I just simple being more polite!!!"(Sword)

He was slightly angry. Well that was normal...I am being to ridiculous..If she want to fire me then fire me...It wasn't me who need it..after all This whole week get me nothing.To begin with I felt nothing....It was rather common for people want to rob me this past 6 month..They weren't weak either...I don't know how many people I killed these past 6 month...but it must above 1 thousand..since they come in group of 50 or more hunting Monster...Thought in the end because they greediness they want to take what was mine,I killed them..More and more people want to kill me but I killed them. There reason my existence wasn't found out because I didn't left any survivor. Thought sometimes people come over to trade..I am willing to sell them for money.. But I keep my face hidden and threaten them a bit. Thought there was something common I can see from their eyes...It was fear. It was normal for them to be afraid..after all I am not human..

"I am monster,there was no need for me to have Conscience."(Forvish)

"...."(Sword)

Heard that the sword become silent at the same time anger dissipated from his eyes..

"Now I understand why you are similar....No..You far worse than us. Kusanagi....just what happen you...?"(Sword)

"I have no interest in your rambling nor I would answer your question.. Thought I will tell you this,you better avoid me...From now."(Forvish)

"...Pitiful."(Sword)

"Say what you want."(Forvish)

I left him alone..

Me being pitiful?That was true...but I just simply didn't care.I already destined to be so and nothing I could do..A monster can't dream after all. They can only obey the fate that given to them. Dreaming won't change anything ...I couldn't turned be into human. Even if 1000000 people saw me pitiful?So what?It couldn't change me into human. Even if I save the world ,I won't see as human. I am just a monster.No matter what I do nothing I would change...I would being keep hunted...Until I die. Then I noticed there was blood dripping from my palm...

".....Declining huh.."(Forvish)

I didn't felt pain at all.....It become hassle...If didn't know how long my body could hold out. But overall it was good I guess...At least I would immune to torture. When I returned to the student council room ,I resumed my work...until Alexandrite return . This time Alexandrite bring something with her..It was radio.I only give her glance and resume my work.

"Kusanagi,What kind of song do you want?"(Alexandrite)

"..Anything."(Forvish)

Soon alexandrite turned it on...but..I didn't feel anything.sadness,satisfaction..or anything else..I can't feel anything from the song.. It was just series of words to me..Nothing more...

"Yosh,Let's resume our work and finish it earlier!!!!"(Alexandrite)

....Even from song..I can't feel anything......Well thinking anything won't help..I will just resume my work.

At evening...18.00.

"Fuh,we finally finished. Thanks Kusanagi for helping me-"(Alexandrite)

I nod my heard and then lift my bag and prepared to go home.

"Hey Hey!!! Give me chance to finish first!!!"(Alexandrite)

"What?"(Forvish)

"Ehm,Since you help me a lot. I want thank you by treating you dinner...How about it?"(Alexandrite)

....

"If you want to repay me...Then tell me ..Why you done principal work?All of work I done was student council...but yours was principal. Just why you do all of this.."(Forvish)

I still didn't understand her. Just why she worked so hard?Just what she want?

"..Kusanagi,Have you ever felt jealous ?"(Alexandrite)

"...It was beyond count."(Forvish)

I was jealous of others..no I was jealous of humans.Everyday I curse myself..everyday I hit myself lightly..while training..Just why ?why got made me as monster? I was jealous of human...But I didn't know how many times I was jealous..

"Still I don't get it ,If you are jealous than wasn't there were more reason for you to ditch your work?"(Forvish)

"That's right....but if I did that then It the same break the promise with mom. "(Alexandrite)

When she mention mom,There was sadness contained in her eyes. It means..Her mother already dead...

"Thought no matter how much envy them.I want to help them..I want to see their future. I want to made their future shine brightly not bleak like me...."(Alexandrite)

Hear that,I know that she was telling the truth. There was no a day where she didn't go late. Sometimes I even found her asleep in student council room..Still her bodyguard..couldn't help her. More likely the Principal want her to forget about the school. Thought I could speculate the reason why she become like this. Her mom..she must be very kind. After all she was still respected by the teacher even thought she already passed out. After all I heard some teacher pitied alexandrite and never ask alexandrite to help them. Knowing this I immediately ask.

"From tomorrow I will help you,I will help half of your work...That's why stop hurting yourself like this."(Forvish)

"...Kusanagi..You-."(Alexandrite)

"Don't missunderstand President..,we already have a deal right?I would be your secretary for the school expense."(Forvish)

Heard this she giggled and then said.

"You know Kusanagi,You are very kind.."(Alexandrite)

"..If I am kind,then every scum in this world are saint."(Forvish)

"Don't-"(Alexandrite)

"...That is fact. "(Forvish)

I am a monster,trash,a scum. Nothing more...When she heard that she was taken a back. But I Ignore..

"I would go back first.So go home and had a rest."(Forvish)

I immediately left her alone before she could replied...with me helping her...It would hastened my progress. After all with this he would be forced to come out. Also the comparison was true...What I have done..was unforgivable. For my dad to kill me...for my mother to be afraid of me...It made sense...Even I disgusted by myself. To use other...to use their love to cover my own weakness..I am really disgusting...While I thought that I noticed I was being followed...

3...5..7..10.

There was 10 people followed me..Regardless they were small fry or not...I should completely extract them more information.I go into black alley.....where no one would watch us...

Narrator POV.

1 hours later.

Alexandrite was worried for Kusanagi. When she was called by sword..As kusanagi was designed as dangerous and put as bounty on black market. It was her fault...After all every friend..every person that helped was killed. The reason she want him as secretary...was because she want someone...she want someone that can share her burden. She was too tired. She didn't know how this leak...but there was time how to know about this..She know kusanagi strong,it just the assasin was too strong...Her father must send him the strongest assasin on his hand..The blood wolf...

"Kusanagi,please be safe.."(Alexandrite)

"..No!!!"(???????)

"That scream.."(Alexandrite)

Alexandrite immediately go to where the scream come from....It was dark and tight alley...but when she see this,She immediately felt so disgusted...9 people....9 People died horribly and she saw they were instant killled...Some had head explode...some had their body cut into pieces. Their died varried...But she know...All of them were try to run...Saw this Alexandrite face drained and was worried about kusanagi...

"No!!!Kusanagi please don't die!!"(Alexandrite)

Remembering what kusanagi said.. she didn't want him to die...she didn't want kind person like him to die...She enter the alley ignoring the corpse...but when she come into the end of hallway..she found kusanagi drenched in blood and another corpse with both of his arm severed and sword stabbing throught his chest.She noticed this assasin...was the assasin that controlled by her father.

"Small fry.."(Forvish)

He said that as He turn around....He already noticed Alexandrite since long ago..

"You already see right,president I am not kind....To begin with it was only you human who have kindness. I am monster....That's why I want to say we were not similar..to begin with we are different races...If you are a human than I a, a monster..."(Forvish)

"What-what are you saying?Kusangi..you are not a monster.."(Alexandrite)

"President..this was the reality."(Forvish)

Forvish said that as he look at the sky. Where the moon shine brigthly. Not noticing ruby and sakura was watching...when the assasin want to attack him...They already prepared to help him...but It was beyond fast..as Forvish defeat them in an instant. His strength grew by a leap.. But they more surprised as Forvish become twisted....as he immediately threat them...for assasin to be tightlipped was a must . that's why he left them alive .One by one he kill thems..Slowly the way he kill them become more cruel...and finally come to the last assasin.Who already so afraid by seeing the slaughter in front of him......immediately tell everything...yet Forvish try extort more by physically tortore him...then he immediately kill him when he realized he couldn't have more information...

"Just what happened to become like this?"(Ruby)

Right now ruby was watching alexandrite and Forvish talking since it was too far they could hear what they talking about...then finally ..

*Slap*

"DON'T SAY THAT AGAIN!!!"(Alexandrite)

Alexandrite slapped him,She was truly angry...just what happen?What happen for him to hate himself like this? But she know this guy...This guy suffering must be very heavy what worse was he hurt himself nonstop.

While Forvish was thinking..

Slapped...huh..I deserved..after all it was the same as I mock her. He then immediately go back to the hotel.but before that..He wipe some blood from his uniform ...Entering the hotel like this would be a huge problem... But today was a good one..

".Thought right now I understood why she get creation ability...She want to create her own future..no..not just her..others too...a top quality of being human..."(Forvish)