that night i dream something,but i can remember what is it...only piece of piece..and it change at amazing speed.

"Can i trust you?"(???????)

A woman voice seeking for help.

"That girl must died!!!"(????)

a guy that desperately want to kill the woman..

"Thank you....."(woman)

the woman last words with full of gratitude..

"Monster!!!"(Guy 1)

the guy with desperate fear in his words......

"I,i....i. am sorry...."(Forvish)

The me clad in blood was crying ........why i am crying ?But i know i feel so helpless and the ground was stained by blood...

"sorry ,forvish... .."(Mom)

mother who was crying hugging me the bloody me..

"IF only you don't exit.!!"(boy)

a boy around my age that time....

"I.....am sorry...i cannot fulfill our promise.."(Luna)

i was holding luna who was fatally wounded...surrounded by many enemies.

this scene ,it must be my memory from the past ,i want to remember but i can't ..why?"

as i though that my dream is over,and i wake up and found i was fall from the bad...it still middle of night though...maybe i should take walk for a bit..

I go out in the middle of night,as i walk in empty street thinking about my amnesia i found lumiere reading a book,her face was red..just what kind of book she is reading?is it a romance novel?

"Just what are you doing here Lumiere?"(Forvish)

"hyafuh!!"(Lumiere)

Lumiere surprised made her accidentally throw the book.just why you surprised that much?i then picked it up and see the cover.The princess life as a good wife......

"Umm this is...isn't what you think."(Lumiere)

She embarrassed.....why she embarrassed?Isn't it a fiction that teach you how to become a good wife?

"Don't be embarrassed ..You do it for me right?but you shouldn't read it secretly,sometimes what in this book isn't that good.let me correct some ."(Forvish)

"Don't!!"(Lumiere)

i don't know why she want to stop me..but i want to check i don't want her to think some weird thing or do something like that.as i read the first page...

Lesson one!!Lesson in the bed.

okay ,i close the book,this isn't guide book...this is a porn book,porn nover more accurately.

"Lumiere...i don't expect you to be pervert..."(Forvish)

"But... there is no way i would know!!! and i can't ask my mother!!!!that;s why i study secretly...i want to be the best for you.."(Lumiere)

she twirling her finger what's more she pout and embarrassed.make her face become funny.what's more the knowing the reason she read outside is because she doesn't want anyone to found out..s

i just found she got some funny side of her isn't she?,and i can't hold myself to laugh.

"Don't laugh!!!"(Lumiere)

sorry i can't hold it..

"pfft,hahahahhahaha.."(Forvish)

"Forvish!!!"(Lumiere)

she pout more and more after 10 minutes i stop laughing and we have a night chat..after chat with her a bit i just notice she wore the ring as pendant that we promised before and noticing my gaze she then ask me.

"Forvish,where is yours?If you lost it then i am gonna be angry."(Lumiere)

i show him my ring which i use the same as her.

"Glad,you don't lost.by the way do you remember anything new about your past?"(Lumiere)

after we part we still keep in contact and i already told her that i has an amnesia.because of that every week she always ask me if i remember anything.this is good timing..i told her a bit about my memories...

"What do you think ?"(Forvish)

Lumiere,close one of her eyes then she ask me..

"Forvish,it is just my speculation...about your memories... ."(Lumiere)

"what?"(Forvish)

"It just speculation okay?Your memory loss maybe the feeling of you betrayed .not because losing someone important."what's more maybe it wasn't because you.(Lumiere)

"But isn't my memory lost just right after my friend died?"(Forvish)

"No,no,it isn't amnesia .it is your mentality.you was on verge on breaking, the reason you didn't break was because of her. someone you truly care for.your brain already on verge broken because your parents and experimented but you still handle it..losing her only made you lost your lifeline the shock could made you broken.but before it happen someone already sealed your memories..so you could life."(Lumiere)

what lumiere was reasonable ,a child mentality was fragile..even i rather though but i am still child...the one who sealed my memories...i think i know..i should thank him later..but lumiere explanation also explain why my mana memories still intact.i also need to change my wish.

"Anyway,you don't need think about it focus on tournament 2 days from now.let's win and get married!!"(Lumiere)

"Y-wait what?We are still in high school!!!"(Forvish)

with her irresponsible remark,there is no way i can fight..

"Don't worry,about that the government will give exception to the winner as long it isn't anything outrageous like conquer the world,one hundred harem..slaughter 1000 thousand it will be fine,the one who become the leader will get one wish.and if the wish is rather easy then it will give the vice leader second wish. though it mustn't be higher than second wishes."(Lumiere)

i don't know that much,maybe i shou-NO WAIT!!!

"By law we must be 19 ,there is no way the government will accept your wishes!!it is too outrageous!!"(Forvish)

"Then how about your sister?Isn't she wish to search for her farther as her fit?It is already pretty outrageous isn't it?Compared to that my wish is rather simple."(Lumiere)

bah,she is right.nee-san wish already outrageous.even though it is only years....

"Don't worry it will be gentle on our first night!!"(Lumiere)

"That should be my word!!if you wish that than i will wish that your wish be canceled !!"(Forvish)

"Huhuhu,my wish is higher than yours in the end you will marry me!!"(Lumiere)

fu ck she is right....should i delay it?but how long?Damn !! There is really no safe place for me in the world!!if they found it about they will kill me!!if we lose than i will be forced to return and lune will be sealed...What should i do?oh god!!please help me!!