《Am i a goddess? A devil? No i am a lizard》Chapter 140
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I was powerless
"[email protected]$##$" had stolen ¥€¥€£ from me
"@@#_#" had fooled and using me as they pleased
"##@&" had manipulated and laughing at my ignorance
And finally
"****" Had taken everything that i hold dear and teared apart my last remaining hope…
…..
I hate them
Even killing them for many times won't stop my anger
Even destroying them for millenia won't make me happy
But, above all else
I hate myself for not doing anything
I hate this world that allowed such things to happened
"Want me to give you some then?"
A beautiful girl appeared before me and asking me that
Who… are you?
"Hmm, it's a bit complicated.. lets just say i am a guardian angel for you, and a devil for other people"
"She" said to me with such a innocent voice like a child
I don't understand what she was talking about
Give, give what?
"Like you asked, power"
Do i, asked for power?
"Silly child, isn't this situation happened because you lack of power?"
What use of power when everything is already too late? I.. i dont know
"Yeah? What can you do with it? Simple…"
She grins
"For example, you can make that thief getting raped by some random drunkard. Stole all of her ability to illiterate and making her as dumb as monkey. Robbing her baby and sold them to disgusting perverts that want some slaves. The world is alwaays full of perverts like that. And her babies will get raped and sold as a sex slave too. That scammer? All of the things that he have will be robbed and stolen by someone that he trust the most. All of things that he will get will be dissapear eventually like a bubble, and eventually he will lost even his sanity. Your uncle? He will be owned by a woman older, fattier, and uglier than him like a horse. No, even horse have some dignity at least.. he have none!. He will be stripped for dignity as a man or even human, he wont even get a peaceful death for his life will be owned by some ugly toad that is even doubtful that it was even human. His last remaining moment will be full of bloodstain and cum of hopelessness and despair of the world and in the end he will know that humans is not to be trusted. As for your father.. well, how about…"
I didn't know what she was talking about mostly…
But i do know that it was a horrible… and scary things
"Eh, you don't want to? What are you talking about this late game?"
But…
"Hahaha, what? So you were worried about me? Think i would be dirtying my hand too?"
Uhm
"Hmm, right right. So you were that kind of person, yeah?"
Not really, what i meant is…
"Ooh, so you want to take revenge yourself? Without relying on my power?"
I nodded
At that moment,
Her carefree smile dissapeared, and she was staring hard at me instead.
"As if you can do that, idiot. Do you realize where you are now?"
Where? All i can see is darkness, except her
"You're already in boundary of death, thanks to your uncle. Even now, the only reason you can talk to me is because of my interference. Without that, you would gone to hell already?"
Huh? Hell?
"Of course. Hell. What? You think just because someone is ignorant and knows nothing they will go to heaven like a good kid? Ahaha, not a chance. Hell, in fact, the so called heaven does not exist!"
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Heaven.. didn't exist?
"Ahh.. when someone died, they would stopped moving, stopped doing anything, but they can still think. For eternity. Forever unchanging, but they still be able to think. Not that they can do anything but exist. What else do you call that other than hell?"
I.. didnt know that
"It wasnt like this before though… normally every soul just automatically returning to cycle of reincarnation. this world administrator, or should i called god, dissapear not long ago. So i kinda took over his job? Ah, theyre called the ancients in other world. I kinda don't want to though, the system that he made is overly complicated and its annoying to completely learn how it works anyway. so i guess the dead is kinda messed up now? At this rate, they might possess random body and becoming a zombie?"
Dissapear… why?
"Heck, i dont really know myself. I want to ask the same thing but he didnt tell me the reason… i guess we weren't so omnipotent as we thought. Well, the system still works and people will still reincarnate as usual, but in ten, or hundred thousand years, a new soul would probably not being able to reincarnated anymore, and the world will stopped giving birth of new life. If the world is still there at that time though"
Umm, i don't really understand
"Basically, its not something you should think about. You would be long gone before the world is ending, yeah?"
If you say so
"That easy? Girl, aren't you pretty carefree yourself for someone on verge of death? Heck, you can disappear anytime you know?"
*Giggle* sorry, but it's the first time i had someone to talk with this long
So i had fun
"...."
She ignored me and make a expression that is hard to read.
Confusion? Or more like, astounded?
Um, goddess?
"Don't call me that. I rather be called a sly little devil that is like a charming gorgeous beauty that is sweet on the outside, yet crunchily dark bitter on the inside. Once it was inside your stomach, you knew you can't live without it, i knew that's what you want right, oniichan? Even if your inside is already horribly infected, rotten, and it was gathering like a cancer virus spreading inside your body. Yet at that time, he would realize it was too late but he was still happy about it anyway so it's a ok ~ that kinda mutual feeling i guess?"
H..huh?
"Eh, forget it. Its not important. Just call me administrator A. B or C seems like a second rate or second grunt, so i hate it"
Okay.. miss.. A?
"Yes, darling? Would you like the power to bend this world to your will, making it toy forever, or controlling them from the darkness forever? Ah, that's basically the same thing yeah? Let's see. You can manipulate their memories and thought so that when someone close to them died, they would be laughing like it was the most funniest thing in the world. Or would you rather have them live as a brainless ape which live in nude and jungle like a animals?"
I don't…
"I see, so you were angry, but you don't want to rely on me? Why so hard on yourself girl? Just let it go and everything would be easier. Don't tell me you have no wish to be granted for?"
If it's a wish.. i have
"Hmm? what a boring wish. You knew, you can ask for bigger things. Like rewriting the world humans to forever be your subordinate, and think that it was a natural things to serve you for their whole life..."
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I have, no other wishes…
"...."
She looked dissapointed
"Haa, fine, fine. I already gonna grant your wish anyway. If that's what you want, then so be it"
…?
My body is shining
"It feels like a shame if you dissapear like this, so i will hide you somewhere where you can observe the outside world. Ah, dont worry. Just think of it as a bonus, it will not counted as granting your wish so don't worry"
Thank you
"Sure do darling ~, next time show me a embarassed pose while lifting your skirt shyly in a maid outfit, yeah? Pfft, ahahaha. Just kidding. I have no taste for little girl."
While gradually losing consciousness, i saw her smile
It feels more real than her previous smile, but i have no time to think about it
Ah…
I.. won..der.. if.. we.. wi..ll.. mee..t a..ga..in
……
"its getting quiet, oh well."
While tinkering with the console that appears in front of her, A is looking at something.
"Now then"
A small cage is appearing in her hand , while she was looking at the tiny soul inside of it.
"What should i do with you, i wonder, hmm?"
The trembling soul inside the cage can only despair at the fate that awaits it.
Perhaps death is better -- is what it seems saying
……….
-back in the previous world-
Uhh, i guess this works?
I was on my way to where my army and others are gathering now
Eh? What happened with the problem in the forest? Ahaha, well
So we meet the leader of yaoi faction, after i was kindly, make them give the way for us?
No no, its not forceful. See, they all laughing happily with their teeth broken and their mouth bleeding. What a nice bunch, right? Look, we even holding hand together like a good friends. They didnt turn down their weapon even until the end, i wonder why though?
Turns out she was a blonde noble looking girl with amazing drill hair.
That kinda suprised me, since i thought that hairstyle is only exist in the manga.
Huh? Her way of speaking is kinda remind me of someone in my class… she wasn't a reincarnated person, wasn't it?
Anyway, she seems more reasonable than i thought.
Because she knows it wasn't the time to internal war between them, she agree with a truce.
Okaay, thats good then? But when that Nora girl asked to release her friend, the drill roll strangely didn't want to release her.
I thought "hey, what the problem of releasing a single prisoner?" So i just come to the jail, broke the chain, and thats it.
She was suddenly running outside like a demon possessed while ignoring me once she had been freed. Um, what?
Later i saw her fighting with drill roll. Wow, they start to use claw, ripped each other clothes, and pulling each other hair like a wild beast. I thought the drill roll seems like a elegant ojousama, but she can really fight.
They said something incomprehensible like "You bitchh, how dare you saying that is not a love!" While the others "Of course it's not love desuwa! A love is happened when a man staring at his lover while each admiring their muscle, what other love is there?" "Other love do existt!! Do you never thought about the softness of their skin, the way their supple bottom dance inside your eyes, and the bountifulness of their chest like a gift of mother earth herself!" "As if that's true desuwa! A well made biceps, a strong solid arms, and a legs that seems like it was rooted on earth itself, what other perfection do exist? It was as if art created by the god itself made into a life clear to the eyes of the beholder! A perfection that none of the being on earth ever exist, theres no way it could be compared to your vulgar delusion of woman who loves fellow woman! Ooh, just the mere thought is sickened me!" "I was the one who want to say that! The thought of the two d..d..demons ruled by their vulgarity and violence is a love is sickening! You perverted nymphomaniacal woman!" "How dare you, desuwa! As i thought, war is it? Its another war then?" "Bring it, we wont lose! OUR LOVE IS REALLL! UWOOOOOGH!"
….whats with this farce? Okay. I wanna go home. Yep, it has nothing to do with mee.
"Guh, so annoying desuwa! Hey you, what do you think? I am the right one isnt it? Which one do you think is true, woman loving fellow woman or men loving fellow men?"
The drill roll is pointing at me.
Oi, stop involving me.
"Haha, giving up now? Asking for a third party when we were in debate is basically admitting defeat..! ..hmm?"
The other girl is looking at me suspiciously.
"Strange.. where did i saw her before..?"
It looks like the red haired girl knows me. But i don't know her.
Still, what should i do? Hmm.. Truthfully i dont care. Cant they just love each other regardless of their gender or even race? Heck, i dont mind if they said they want to fuck with octopus or something.
But i guess they wont accept it. Huh, fine then. Its been a long time but time to get serious!
"Mmm.. where did i.."
The red haired girl is still struggling to remembering something, but i ignored her.
"It was all the same"
I said with a enlightened expression mimicking goddess in her serious mode.
"Huh?"
The drill roll looked surprised.
"As long they got a hole, isnt it free for all? Not having one is the worst. After all, didnt they said "i come, i saw, i win?" But if theres no place to come for, theres no place to show your proof of conquest. And thats the worst. As they said, love triumphs all. So this too, is their own kind of love isnt it? Ahh, what a wonderful love is it.. so isnt it all the same? The below hole, the above hole.. all of it points at the same destination. Theres no fixed utopia, but it was all pointed at the same destination. Thus, wont it be useless to choose which one is true or which one is false? After all, we all moving to the same place. Everybody is happy and being together, what else should we ask?"
"....."
"....."
They all looking at me, with a dissapointed face? No, is it pity?
"What are you talking about desuwa, are you right in the head?"
"What a idiot"
…..
Okay, thats it.
I cracked my fingers and getting ready to bash this two idiots who calls me a idiot
……...
So after some kind of coercion.. i mean, persuasion. The drill roll and the black haired girl begging for mercy and dogeza in front of me.
They promised to stopped the fighting and joining hands together at least until this war is over.
Gee, putting me in to do some extra work.. just do it since the beginning.
The red hair girl is looking at me suspiciously, and she was getting wary for some reason. But as long she didn't provoke them further i have no reason to be hostile to her.
That Nora girl is thankful that i stopped them, though she did comment that if i can settle it more peacefully.
Hey, they started it. I mean, i dont mind being called a idiot. But being called that by a yaoist and lesbianist kinda pissed me off y' know?
Anyway, the problem is more of less solved for now.
Finally i only need to focus on fighting. Whew, it took damn long time to get here.
I have to make sure theres no interference this time..
Ufufu, i got excited.
I can devor to my heart content this time. I am glad
Now…
I wonder how do those demon scream taste like?
How shall i cooked them? I can't wait
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