-I will surpass you just watch-

…

….

……

*fuaaah*

I slept well…

I’m still sleepy though, so i need a few minutes to collect my mind.

one..

two..

three..

…..

Mm...

hmm

Where am i?

Around me i saw a room like a hospital,

above is a ceiling which is familiar with japan, but this is another world so its unique here.

While i wake up, i put aside the bed cover

“…”

I’m wearing a nurse outfit

The fuck?

I got dumbfounded for a second

…

…..

I remember..

Then,

I start cursing.

That incompetent motherfucker!

I knew this was your taste!

An angel of white in nurse outfit huh?? I would become your fallen angel of death instead

You wanna get some injection? Relax for i’ll give you the most lethal dose that any hospital would get banned if known!

You want some treatment?? Then i’ll make sure you will never leave the hospital in full “equipment”

You want to get healed? Relax for i will prolong your suffering as long as possible

Hmm? It doesn't sound bad.

Rather than just killing him instantly wouldn't making him live in pain forever is a good idea?

After i done making him scream and suffer i can just use that infamous neglect play

Yes

Let me hear your scream

Let me hear your suffering

Your lives and death is in my hand and hand only

Amidst your begging and forgiveness to be released in pain, i would just smile and refuse it

Even if you get angry or suffer, you can only cursing me from afar

If you made my mood bad you will die

If you made my mood good i will made your suffering prolonged

Ufufu

What a wonderful job!

…..

Strange...

i expect some interruption, or he would just coming out like before.

…

…….

AARGHHH!

Remembering what just happened make me pissed off!

What the fucking hell in motherfucking mom am i doing?

Fuck you, the previous me before!

Fuck you, fate, route, and flag!

Must you always always get in my way, you damn route!

Feeling good for chaining those that wants to leave you huh? Yeah, i know, i know you damn route and flags...! You ignore another party intention and doing whatever you wanted to make sure the other party reach the ending that they did not even asked!

Flag can just die! Pre determined route can just go astray and just guide those unnecessary mobs!

While i was pondering about that...

“..?”

I realize someone is sleeping beside me.

….

I think i saw this scene before.

Though the gender is reversed.

That famous scene from galge, waiting for your lover to recovered and falling asleep before you know it.

Iskandar sleeps here beside me.

…

“...”

If it was another girl, it would be a badump and dokidoki scene.

But for me…

this is a chance in lifetime.

If i use that mini black hole and running away, would he get absorbed inside the mess?

No, not only that...

using every item from Goddess place i might be able to get rid of him!

Goodbye protagonist! You were in the wrong story or book but blame your fate in meeting the villain instead of heroine.

Ah, i seem to be worried about the hole effect before.. Hmph, forget it. Hahaha!

All is equal before the complete destruction.

Yosh, let’s do it! The die have been cast. All it need is just for it to happened!

“Hmm..”

He start to wake up...

Damn youuuu !!!!!

Must you avoid every death route, aah? Why is the protagonist is so hard to kill!? Ain't this make them fucking more dangerous than final boss? Even secret boss and hidden boss can be killed eventually with strategizing and effort, but protagonist is just refuse-to-be-killed! Even if the world is destroyed and the final boss died the protagonist still survived! What a horrible existence, were they a cockroach in previous life or something?

…

…..

That’s it.

I can only keep trying.

Just like what i usually do.

Forward

Move

Go

Ignore everything else.

Stand over thousand of dead bodies.

Trample, tear them apart, kill...

And win.

In order to do that.

“Oi, ero protagonist!!”

I’m waking him out violently and use the strongest repeated bare hand skill i have “vital spot”

It keep attacking the enemy weak point and stabbing it until i stop it or the enemy died.

But he nonchalantly waking up like its nothing.

“Hmm? Ha..! Yeah? Protagonist?”

He seems a bit dazed, but i ignore him.

Whatever.

“Come”

Speaking while pulling him, i search for a suited place.

“Huh? huh? What happened?”

He seems dumbfounded. Was he such a dumb character before?

“Shut up and just follow me. The only fucking thing useful about you is your stupidly annoyingly cheating strong body, so..”

I will make use of it and dried you out squeezing it empty until not even a drop of water left

Hearing that, he seems to start panicked.

“Perveert, let me go! Help, i’m gonna be raped! Mommy!”

I feel gross from this huge change of his character, so i unconsciously throw him away.

…..

Finding a place like dojo, i bring him along.

I didn't want to even touch him, so i bring him here while kicking him like a soccer ball.

Hey, stop pretending to be scared! I know you’re actually unhurt!

After that ,

i take a wooden sword, then i provoked him.

He looked at me confusingly.

“We’re gonna start training. Come”

Hearing that, he seems to get doubtful but taking a wooden sword too eventually.

….

“BE SERIOUS! WHAT’S WITH THAT WEAK ATTACK! SO WEAK! ARE YOU EVEN TRYING!? ATTACK ME WITH THE INTENT TO KILL! FIGHT ME LIKE I AM THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR MURDERING YOUR FAMILY! THINK LIKE I AM THE ONE WHO STOLE YOUR BELOVED LITTLE SISTER! THE ONE THAT IS TAKING HER, DEFILING HER IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES! BE MORE ANGRY!”

“No, even if you said that..”

“HUUH? WHAT’S WITH THAT EXCUSE!? DO YOU THINK THE ENEMY WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO FINISH TALKING!? IF YOU CAN TALK THEN STEAL SOME FREE ATTACK WHILE THEY TALKED! KILL THEM BEFORE THEY CAN EVEN REACT! MAKE THEM INTO A MINCEMEAT BEFORE THEY KNOW YOU’RE COMING!”

“I get it, i get it, but look..”

“FEELING SYMPATHY? THEN SAID THAT AFTER YOUR MOTHER AND SISTER GETTING RAPED AND KILLED IN FRONT OF YOU, YOUR DAD IS SOLD AND BUTCHERED AS LIVESTOCK! THEN YOURSELF IS SOLD AS A PROSTITUTE TO PAY YOUR DEBT! WITH EVERY PERVERT MIDDLE AGE OLD MAN ORDERING YOU EVERYDAY! THEN YOU SUICIDE IN DESPAIR! WITH EVERY HATRED WITH THE WORLD! AND EVERYTHING, INCLUDING YOURSELF AND EVERY HUMANS AND LIVING BEINGS!”

“Nah, i am a single child. And my parent already died long ago. I never had that kind of life either. But, more importantly”

He looks down for me.

“You're, already cannot move anymore see..?”

“...”

Looking worried, he replied that to me.

A strange scene when a man with dojo outfit looking at a collapsed nurse is happening.

….

That’s right,

i forced him for sparring, and he beat me in no time at all.. Shit.

Looking at the ceiling, i tried to remember his move..

When i thought i reach his blind spot he react with inhuman speed and stopped it easily.

Although we used a wooden sword, but strangely the sword here is not losing in terms of durability with my sword.

I gotta ask which wood he made that from, but later i’m busy!

Even though i used the full strength and attack unhesitantly its like he can react to every move i used.

I even try to distract him by saying “Aah! Donald trump! He’s here?” or “Your dick is showing, you bastard! Are you trying to show it to everyone else!? I know you're proud of it but stop showing me that fucking ugly sight!”

and pretending to be shy “Re..reks kun! No, don’t strip! This is in public you know!”

He only show such a sad expression with a sympathetic look. But feeling bad about it he looked away and pretend to be distracted.

Chance! Pretending or not, now that you looked away, i can score at least one hit!

Yeah.. i got that delusion once at least.

Now he didn't even block. Avoiding my attack like a after image with minimum movement he avoids them all.

I even try to use my pinpoint stab with highest accuracy and hawk eye and all seeing eye to read his movement but he merely surpass the probability and reading ability of the skill.

In fact, he didn't even counter and only avoids or block my attack.

….

“...”

I got tired and still lie down in the floor.

Annoying,

i feel like i want to puke.

…

When i keep attacking him and got tired, i keep provoking him to fight back.

He seems troubled, then after pondering for awhile.

He merely clapping both of his hand in the air and the shockwave is pushed me back.

Because i’m already very tired, the shock make me fall.

And that’s how i’m in this situation.

“...”

Ahh...

I’m a bit relieved.

After working my body, my mind is clearer than now.

Having nothing to do until i recovered, i asked him some question.

It seems like, he was afraid to made me cry again and didn't know how to treat me well and being afraid of hurting me accidently so he become this gutless guy.

Rubbing salt in my wound.. just removing your memory by pulling out your brain is not enough! I won’t forget this humiliation, this pain.. aargh! just thinking about it makes me feel like being thrown into a live volcano is better.

Moving on, i probably know the reason. Why did he put me in nurse outfit. He said that's the only clothes he have for woman that not showing much exposure.

I bet i would find the 1:1 scale doll of the owner of this outfit if i find it… just watch, i’ll photo and upload it in 2chan and twitter, along with your beaten face and hostile comment!

...he won’t have a figure of Aimi won’t he?

……....

Ahh Aimi, i miss you BADLY. Ugh, remembering her sweet face and line at this moment “Hang in there,Oniichan”

..is this withdrawal symptom? Come to think of it.. how long since i played a game with Aimi?

Uu just remembering it makes me teary. Ahh Aimi, i miss you! I want to see you!

“Ah, are you alright!? Did i hurt you again? I’m sorry, i’m really sorry please don’t cry anymore!”

Hey you, stop interrupting me. This and that is a different tears.

Come to think of it, he definitely had “that” right? Considering he can remodel this room with style from japan.

“Oi”

“Yes? Ah, are you okay?”

“Where's your room?”

“Huh?”

“YOUR ROOM! THE PLACE WHERE YOU MASTRUBATES, EVERYTHING! THE SANCTUARY FOR THOSE CLOSING DOWN FROM SOCIETY! THE HOLY LAND THAT DESPERATELY PROTECTED FROM OUTSIDE INVADERS! THAT-ROOM!”

Hearing that he seems to be dumbfounded but start to mutters in small voice.

“I see.. i have to take responsibility right? But having our first night done in here.. Ah, should i prepare the wedding ring first? Back then, my wife is the one proposing so i don't know what to do in my case..”

It seems like he’s misunderstanding things, but i ignore him and pushed him further to showing me his room.

After it seems like he made up his mind, he bring me to his room.

Too bad ero protagonist. what you think won’t happen!

….

“Dammit, where? Where is it!? There's only fps and soccer game here!”

Starting to plunder and ransack his room, i search for “that” game among his collection.

I found some galge too but it's some old title that i don't even know so i ignore them.

He only stare dumbfoundedly.

I try to rummage his locker and only found some books

“Ahh? What is this? “A method to talk to a woman that even monkey understand?” “Even you can be a player” “Once in lifetime chance! A study of Genghis khan night time history” who the fuck still believe this crap?”

I throw away those trash book into the trash bin.

He desperately taking it back though.

Ignoring him, i continue looking.

Hmph, don't underestimate a neet instinct.

After living for so long in neet-lifestyle i could know where you put your secret stash!

There, i found it.

I’ts hidden deep under bed and even a secret locker but i manage to open it.

Looking pale he tried to stop me but too late, i already found it.

Even your cheat like skill cannot stop me!

Now, what is the treasure down here? let me see.. Huhuhu...

….

What is this?

I expect some porn book but instead,

i only found some photo album.

It looks pretty old though.

“Ah, that is!”

He try to stopped me, but i ignore it.

Ufufu what is inside? What is inside!? Finally, a chance to grab his weakness! After being exploited for so long, i finally found a chance to revenge! A blackmail! A weakness! I’ll spread it! I’ll spread it! I’m gonna spread it! Society must know! I won't be stopped until i reproduce this book and write it in history book as “the sword saint secret live” and selling it as a bestseller! I can kill him socially at least! Aahh.. thank god, i can finally get a taste of revenge...

Now let us see.. treasure chest, opened!

….

“...”

A girl with a pink hair is shown.

With a boy with black hair playing around with her

Sometimes they play in place like beach, sometimes in a park like place, sometimes they happily eat together like a couple of lovebirds in instagram and twitter.

They looked so happy together...

The boy looked kinda unfamiliar, but the girl.. Hmm? Where did i see her before?

Ah

“So you’re seen it.. “

He was blushed in face and embarrassed.

Then he start to explaining.

While looked like he was reminiscence about things in the past

“I know, i should have thrown it away. nothing good come from remembering things from the past. Even i realized already that she had already forgotten about me. And my appearance has changed too so she probably won't remember me. And i should just forget about her too. That way, we can live as a strangers and never meets again”

Then he continued.

“But, i cannot do that..”

Making a pained face, he speaked.

“I’ve tried to thrown it away many times. I thought this would be better. She would probably happy even without me anyway. I have already thrown away all of my memories of her except of that album.”

He start to close his eyes and open it again.

“But, i cannot throw that away no matter how much i tried.”

“My breathing is becoming heavy, and my mind is blank once i think of throwing it away. My hand keeps trembling when thinking of losing this only proof of our connection left is gone”

Then, he continues.

“I end up using an rare preservation scroll to stop the book degeneration. I put it inside the deepest part of my room and planned to never touch it again forever and burying it inside”

But now you come and saw it. Perhaps it's a karma that i cannot avoid, no, perhaps it's my sin. A sin because i’m leaving her alone and never said anything...

He continue to speak.

…

“..”

“...”

“...”

But,

i ignore him.

I didn't heard half of what he was saying.

My mind is full of boiling moment right now.

That’s,

because…

“WHAT IS THIS!? AAARGH!”

*RIIP*

I ripped it apart with my bare hand.

And it broke into pieces.

“AAAAHH!?”

After that,

he screamed too.