It was an odd feeling, I was watching a familiar scene yet I couldn’t remember when did this happen.

It feels real yet I know It was merely a memory.

I was watching the stars in a pond near my home, but I wasn’t alone a slender woman was beside me, she had golden eyes and a black hair, she wore a night white dress and was smiling.

“Law, there are some things that you are not aware and that is for the best, however, for some reasons I am going to travel, somewhere far away from where I am going to be, you can’t know; what I am going to do there, you can’t know, however, there are two things that you must remember.

The first one, don’t trust the gods, we are nothing more than their toys, especially you must take care of a certain god, the god of @¿&%$ remember to NEVER trust that God!

I couldn’t understand the name of the god If is like there is something in my head preventing me from hearing that name but I could see the wrath in my mom ‘face.

The second one, Law remember you are my……….. okay~ okay~ that all for now if you heard more of this, that will spill my fun~”

Suddenly my mom’s voice change to a familiar voice that I didn’t want to hear

“Lottus, what is the meaning of this”

“Iaaa~ What a scary look~ well, there are some things that you mustn’t know, at least, not for now”

“But you need to know this Law, If you want answers~ you need to get stronger, don’t die too soon~”

“Lottus! You bitch”

“ahahaha, I get that a lot~ well it’s time for waking up, there is a certain someone who is crying like a Magdalena~”

“Wa-wait a minute Lottus!”

The scene in front of me cracks like a broken mirror and then I fell in the darkness.

……………………………………………………………….

“Law! Law please wake up! Law!” ???

I heard a worried voice near my ear, I open my eyes and the first thing I see is a pair of caramel eyes looking at me, I notice that I was being held by a chestnut haired girl, this was no other than Alexia.

“Law, thank you, God, you are ok, Law”

Said, Alexia, while hugging me, as my head was near her wet cheek, I could understand that she must be crying for a while.

“It hurts, Alexia”

“I-I am sorry!”

With a panicked face, Alexia let me go but she still has her arms around my back.

“Where it hurts Law? Although I try to heal you with my healing power, I don’t have a lot of essences left”

“Is alright, is just the fatigue I just need a bit of rest…. My stick… where is my stick?”

“Master~ I know you didn’t forget little lighting; little lighting was worried to dead master~!”

When I was pondering where did this little fellow go, a little dog with lighting patterns in it fur jump and land in my chest and then lick my face.

“Cut it out Lighting…… I said that you mustn’t show your original form at least we are alone” I said with a cold voice

“Master~ I couldn’t help it! When I charged myself to kill that rocky guy I spent all my mana and couldn’t sustain my metamorphosis”

“I see….. Alexia”

“Ye-yes?”

“I would be grateful if you don’t say anything about this little fellow, I know that this is a little rude consider that I already owe you for saving me back there but I just don’t want people to know about him, at least not until I have the power to kill however try something funny!”

“You-you don’t have to worry Law I could nev-………………… wait a minute……. you owe me right?”

“Yes, I owe you”

Yes, it is a fact that I owe her too much, if she hadn’t come I will be a corpse by now; I don’t know what she intends to make me do, but I can’t refuse, this is my principle, I don’t want people to owe anything but I don’t to owe anything to anybody.

“Then-then I have a request…. Would you listen to it?”

“If is something within my capabilities I will if is not… wait until I became strong enough and I will accomplish”

“It-it’s not about strength… Law….. I want………… I want…”

Alexia ‘face became red like a tomato and her voice became lower and lower

“?”

“I… I want… to let me be your lover!” said Alexia with a resolute face

“Pardon?”

“Li-like I say…… I want to by your side... fight by your side… became someone special to you…No... no someone special…….. the most important person in your life because you already are my most important person! I know you may think That is impossible to love someone as deeply as I do just because we share a few days together… but….. but I can’t deny what I feel! When we get out of that void and I woke up and see you beside me, I was scared to dead…. Scared that you will never wake up that I…I”

Alexia couldn’t contain it more and star crying like a baby.

“…….. It's impossible” I blandly said

“….. Wh- why do you have someone you already love?.. or is it because I am not talented enough?... or is it because I am 18 old years…. Wu wu wu wu”

While still crying Alexia approach me and grab my hands.

Scary. It’s been a while since I was truly scared.

“It-it’s no any of those…. But first, could you let me go”

Alexia was surprised but then she notices that we were really close to each other so she let me go with a red face but she still looks me with a resolute face straight into my eyes.

“There is a reason why I can’t accept….. that is because I can’t feel love”

“Wha- what do you mean by that? It- it means that you have never loved some-“

“No, it's not that, it means what it means, I literally can’t feel love for anything…. Or anyone”

Before Alexia could finish I said before there is a misunderstanding

“Wh-why?”

“It’s a long story”

“I have time”

I look at Alexia ‘face and see that she will not back down until I gave her a reasonable explanation.

I could only sigh and explain everything to Alexia.

About my past, about Lottus and the contract.

“That’s why, It’s not that I want or don’t want to agree, it’s that I can agree, do you understand now?”

When I finish talking I saw that Alexia was in deep tough, then she lifts her face and became closer and look straight into my face.

“If the goddess took away your feelings….. then There must be someone who can gain it back right?”

What- what is this feeling?

“I-I don’t know, bu-but have you listen to anything I said! I only have revenge in my mind, I won’t be able to bring you any kind of happiness that is wh-“

“I don’t care”

Said Alexia with a carefree face.

“Wha-“

“I said I don’t care…. You have your mission and I will help you with all my might but I also have my own goal… and that is for bringing back your emotions”

“Wa-wait a second this is going to fast….. What do you mean helping me is…?”

“Is that I will travel with you… and be your girlfriend until you recover your feeling and the we can be lovers”

“Wha- what kind of process of thought are th-“

“You agree right? You owe me so you must accept”

Alexia look straight into my eyes like not given me any kind of choice but to accept.

Sca-scary. Why- why do I suddenly feel scared…. What is happening!?

I haven’t feel like this since Lottus took away my emotions, even when I was facing Astero I haven’t feel this way.

“I won’t, I can’t trust anyone, as you heard even the closest people to you can betray you, so I wo-“

“I swear by the goddess of water, Aqua, to never betray my boyfriend Law, if I broke this promise I shall die by the wrath of the goddess”

Before I could finish what I wanted to say Alexia had already make a oath

Wha-what is happening?

“Now there shouldn’t be any problem right?”

“Yea-yeah I suppose”

What kind of development is this!

………………………………………………………………………………………….

[Somewhere really far away]

In a huge golden throne, A beautiful girl was laughing so hard that the demigods around her were a little scared.

“Your-your highness, Are you okay?”

“jajajajajjajajajjajajajajja, I can’t, I can’t anymore…… jajajajajajajajajajajajajaja”

Her highness, Lottus was grabbing her stomach while laughing

“That girl is really something else”

“Are you talking about that girl… Alexia I think is her name…….. she is close to your toy right?”

“Ohhh… you are rather well-informed north how did you know?”

“My idiot little sister told me about it…But I don’t understand I have seen this guy since my sister said that you have great interesting in this toy…. He doesn’t see the kind of person who would get scared even by death itself so why… he looks scared right now?”

“jajajajajajajaj…………. That is a secret for now… but let’s say this…. I didn’t just deprive him for his emotions… that will make him an empty shell and that’s its boring so I have to “Replace” his emotions with something else…..”

Said Lottus while making a sly smile

“As usual… you are something else your highness”

“I get that a lot~”

At that time Law didn’t know that far away there was someone who was looking at his predicament and laughing so hurt that she was crawling, of course when he found out he almost destroy the throne where the goddess was.

Although, this is a story for later.