I live in Greece, there's really no way to find work anymore.

A week ago we were called to vote if we wanted new measures or not, In the end it turned to be a hoax.

In reality we voted , YES we like these measure or NO we want more, it's of course a joke that circulated afterwards as new measures are being take every day.

I leave in a big family of seven people with just four rooms, it's really too hard to have a moment to write in piece, If the banks worked I thought of creating a donate button but screw it all, I think that I'll just post what I have right now without proofreading it at all.

Sorry for that but I'm just too irritated right now.

Today my crazy sister brought home another stray kitten, we already have to take care of two cats because of her and now she wants another.

"You hate me she says, you don't understand me she says"

I'n really getting mad with all this shit.

Three days ago she went to her friend's home saying that she will commit suicide just so that she can go take a walk with her and because she didn't want to we had to go out in the middle of the night searching for her.

These days I'm thinking of leaving home, there probably won't be more episodes for some time in the future, I'm thinking of leaving home and do some crazy shit, please tell me if it's worth it.

Is one moment of freedom better than a lifetime of regret?

Well you might see me in the news if I do but does it really matter in a way I don't even know what is going on anymore.

In our home we have two PCs one old and one new, I have to await for my brothers and sisters to end using it to write.

If I want to write in peace I have to wait for them to fall asleep, it's the only time that there's no arguement going around, music in the background and all the anoying things that drive me crazy.

I think that I'm at my wits end, If I feel better in a few days I might write something or edit some things.

Fuck it, It's so frustrating even thinking how mad it makes me, I really wanted to write another chapter at the moment.

I'll be going for a walk, Please write me a "Go fuck yourself, at least you have a family or a place to live or food on the table"

Seriously is that even living, our cats live better than us, their only care is if there's food in their plate, they shit wherever they wante and all they ever want is a few pets on their fur. I really want to be a tree right now, just sitting in a place disregard anything that's happening around only look after myself.

If anyone has any advices please tell me,

personally request don't try to encourage me I hate hypocrisy,

You don't know me I don't know you what I want is just advice on how to overcome my predicament.

"LEAVE" or "STAY"