Chapter 30.1- My life as a woman

Tombi POV

My life as a vampire ended.

My soul was drifting in the pool of consciousness to find a new world and body/

Sigh, I shouldn’t have tried to absorb eight souls at the same time.

I felt someone touch as it pulled me out of mother’s womb, I open my eyes and saw a man looking at me with a smile on his face.

The man brought me to a red haired, brown eyes and an oval face, this woman is in her twenties. My mother, I suppose.

She was a very beautiful woman, as for the man beside her, he has a handsome face, with blue eyes and blonde. The man looks at me before he handed me to the red haired woman.

“ What will be her name?” woman

Huh? Did I just mishear him, she called me he, not her, right? AHAH what I am thinking, to suddenly call a man like me as her, what a joke.

“ Well, This girl was a brave child, she didn’t cry until now, how about we gave her a name of a boy?” man

It can’t be! NO! I will not believe this! Oh GOD, did you forsaken me!? What did I do with my past lives to deserve this!

Certainly, I am stealing someone's soul, but those souls were tainted, so why! I am holding my tears because of this setup.

“ Then what name did you come up to?” woman

“ Her name will be Tombi” man

NO! What’s up with your naming sense men! Are you really going to name your child like that and what’s up with this situation?

I can’t hold my tears anymore.

“ Unngeeeee” Tombi

“ Tombi what’s wrong?” Woman

“ I wonder why did she cry all of the sudden” Man

No! Don’t call me that I can’t still move on damn it!

“ Come on Tombi don’t cry” woman

My mother brought me near to her nipples, I started to suck it in reflex because I am still a baby.

Later on, I fall asleep.

When I woke up, I saw my mother sleeping beside me, I hurriedly check my manhood as if wishing that was just a dream.

Upon my touch in my lower body I didn’t feel it, so I cried again, my mother woke up and started to hum a song. As the song entered my ears I fell asleep.

Three years already past, I am now three years old and I accepted the fact that I became a woman. But inside I didn’t.

We have a library in our house and because of my mother, I can’t go to the library anytime.

When my mother was out with my father, I am at the library.

My appearance was a beautiful girl with red hair, blue eyes, and oval face, I like my appearance so I don’t have a complaint being a woman.

I would certainly be a very beautiful woman in the future.

Should I seduce the crown prince and play with him! HEHE, what a sinful girl I am.

My mother's name was Rosa Rsavan and my father was Ronald Rsavan, we are a noble of a certain kingdom, my father was rarely at home because of his work.

Mother was rarely gone and was always by my side, because of that I can’t read books freely.

This world has a mana, so when I was alone in my room I keep expanding my mana pool.

This world has a job called adventurer, they travel the world for income by killing monsters.

I decided to become an adventurer because it was cool.

I am now currently in the forest practicing magic and sword skill, By the way,

Five years already past, I am now eight years old when I encountered some monsters I can’t kill yet, I avoided them and find another target.

The forest was wide, many beasts and monsters lurk around here so it's good for training spot.

After searching the area. Finally, I found a suitable prey for my body.

A grizzly bear, this monster has the appearance of a bear, but on its forehead, a horns can be seen,

The skin was red and it’s tough with his sharp claws, it makes the monster hard to deal with.

Though you need a group of five class D adventurer to kill a monster like this or a single class B adventurer.

My strength right was on the level of class B adventurer so I know can beat this Grizzly bear.

Casting an enhancement on my body, I slash my sword to sever his neck, but realising my killing intent and he avoided it.

I cast some wind cutter, but the bear skin was too tough for magic, so I enhance my weapon to make it sharp.

When I was cutting his head, the grizzly bear always blocks my attack with his claws, so I decided to cut off his both arms.

I covered both ears because the grizzly bear made a loud painful howl that resounded in the forest.

The nearby monsters who heard that howl started to flee.

After his howl, he decided to flee from his cave, but I didn’t give him the chance and dash at him to cut its head.

The grizzly bear spurts his blood, my brown clothes and pants were now crimson red.

The sound of a nearby water can be heard, so I decided to take a bath first.

If I go home with my body like this, my mother will faint in worry.

When I heard the sound of the water getting closer, I check the area to ensure my safety.

Do you really think I will be a careless woman, who will bath with someone around here? I am a man before, but right now I am a woman I need to be careful if some pervert was lurking around.

Upon reaching the water, I saw a lake, this lake was deep up to my chest.

Looking at the surroundings and saw nothing, I hurriedly undress and jump in the lake.

Ah, this is the feeling FUFU.

While I am immersed in the bath because of my exhaustion and dirty appearance, I heard some noise.

I throw a dagger where the sound came from.

a few seconds later someone fell down on the nearby tree, looking at it.

I saw a boy, his age seems around fourteen, he has pointed ears, green hair, and green eyes, and his look was very good for a male.

I leap in the lake and took my clothes to cover myself, I unsheathe my sword and pointed it on his neck.

“ What are you doing here?”

“ Sorry, I didn’t think someone is currently bathing in the lake, when I found you, I wanted to leave, but I can’t ” elf

Hmm an elf, huh. I stared coldly at him and cut him slightly.

“ When you saw me bathing in that lake, why didn’t you leave?”

“ Because I thought you are a GODDESS you are so beautiful, looking at you with my bared eyes makes my heart flutter and I felt the time stop itself” elf

“ What’s that suppose to mean?”

“ In other words, I fell in love with you” elf

Strange in the book that I have read in the library state, elf can’t love a human because of the rules of their ancestor.

“ Are you joking with me! I am a human and you’re an elf, why would you fall in love with me jerk!”

“ It's true that our ancestor forbids us for loving a human and If you violate the rules they will force you to will the forest:

"But even if I leave the forest because of you, I think, I will not regret it” Elf

“ This was the first time we have met, so why do you want to do that? And the chance of me loving you is very low you know”

The eyes of the elf were now sparkling, I gulp my saliva because, I think, I said something I shouldn’t have said.

“ True, my chance was slim, but at least it has a chance” elf

“ Give it up I won’t love a man in my whole life”

“ Why?” elf

“ I don’t need to tell you that can’t I?”

“ Then can you at least tell me your name?” elf

“ Don’t want to! Bye elf boy”

And that, I met a bubble gum in the forest who didn’t get away from me even a second.

Damn it! I didn’t think he can use magic to track someone! Now he didn’t stop persisting me, he even followed me to our house.

A stalker! Man, this life is harsh, some tears form in my eyes.

“ Tombi are you okay?” elf

“ Are you happy now? You have already learned my name, so can’t you just leave me alone?”

“ Do you really want me to leave?” elf

The elf has a sad expression, somehow I can’t bear to see him like that, as I was about to say something.

The elf already left. The hell I didn’t even realize he was already gone.

Seven years has passed.

I am now celebrating my Fifteenth birthday because in this world the age of fifteen was considered as an adult.

“ Mom, do we have to celebrate my birthday like this”

“ No my precious daughter this is your day, look there are so many people looking at you, they even ask your hand to their son” Rosa

“So what did you tell them, Mom?”

“ Of course, I wouldn’t agree, how could I agree to give my daughter to unknown people like them. Who’s licking the boots of authority to get power” Rosa

“EHE, I love you, mom”

“ I love you too” Rosa

After my mother left, the male nobles started to swarm at me, EHEH should I play with them.

When they invited me for a dance, I keep stepping on their foot by mistake. Yeah, just a mistake.

Some even ask me for marriage, I told them to give me this kingdom in exchange for my hand.

HAHA, they even go so far and promise me to take the kingdom for me. Well, they couldn’t help it, I am the most beautiful woman they have seen after all.

They even whispered behind my back” can I do that ” HAHA it’s not your fault, blame my beauty for making you crazy all over me.

The party was already over and I retired early to my bed because of the nobles I played with.

This past seven years I keep thinking about that elf, when I remembered his sad face my heartache, I wonder why.

“ Tombi do you really want to become an adventurer?” Rosa

I decided to become an adventurer, I want to travel the world and discover everything that this world contain,

I am talked to my parents and say our goodbye temporarily.

“ Yeah mom, this is my dream and it’s not like you will never see me again, take care of my brother mom”

Two years ago my mom gave birth to my brother, he was so cute that I want to take him with me. But decided not to, my mom will be sad if I did that.

“ Take care too dad, goodbye”

I said my goodbye to them.

On my way to the adventurer's guild, some men stare at me with lust visible in their eyes.

I want to kill them, but decided not to because the town forbid killing and I can’t afford to kill right now or else I can’t register myself as an adventurer.

Upon entering the adventurer's guild, I saw many men drinking a beer, while some people taking their quest on the other side.

Some men look at me with lust and grab me before they can even touch me, I break their jaw that made them fell on the ground with white foam in their mouth.

Seeing that scene they didn’t make any advance anymore and decided to take their own work.

By the way, my appearance right now can be considered breath taking EHE, I don’t know why, but my breast grew big after seven years. I can’t even hold them with my hands alone.

Inside the counter, I saw a beautiful woman, then walk in front of her. She looks at me and said.

“ Do you need something ms?” woman

“ I want to register as an adventurer”

“Oh, then you need to pay for 1 silver and fill up this form” woman

“ Okay”

After paying, I fill up the form and pass it to her.

“ You’re so beautiful Ms” woman

“ Is that so, you can call me Tombi”

“ Nice to meet you Tombi, my name was Yae” Yae

“ Nice to meet you Yae”

While we are chatting to each other, I heard someone enter the guild, then the hall became silence.

Casting my gaze at the door, I saw the elf I met before, his appearance right now was at the age of sixteen.

He became more handsome than before, my heart began to thump, this is the feeling I felt before.

I turn my gaze to Yae and ask her about that elf.

“ Yae, do you know who’s that elf?”

“Ah, that’s our strongest member of our guild his name was Arv, I heard he was banished to the forest because he fell in love with a human” Yae

“ I wonder, who is the lucky girl, Arv was a very good man so I thought that he already have a lover, but who would have thought it was just a one-sided love” Yae

“ By the way Yae, I have something to ask you”

“ What is it?” Yae

“ What is love anyway?”

Yae looks at me with an amazed face and said.

Well, you can’t blame me, my past reincarnations, I didn’t experience like love or something.

“ Well, certainly if you didn’t feel it before you will not know, listen love is” Yae

Yae explain every detail about love.

My thought became disarray, Did I fall in love with Arv? Damn it, that’s a damn NO NO NO.

This is definitely not! While I was busy rejecting my feelings, Arvi got close to us without me being noticed.

I hide my face so he will not notice me, but it was in vain! He raised my head and looks at my face intently.

“ Tombi, I am glad that I saw you again”

And he hugs me, my heartbeat became faster and felt my body become hot, I punch his stomach and ran away in the guild.

What was that, damn it! Why did I do that! I ignored all of the stares and ran away in a nearby inn.

I holed myself in the room until it became night, I decided to ignore that feeling I am experiencing right now and came down to eat.

Upon my arrival, I saw Arv again, as I was about to run away again, he suddenly grabs my hand and pulled me.

I can’t look straight into his eyes so I just ate silently without making any noise, Arv ordered some alcohol, we started drinking together until midnight.

“ Tombi, do you know how much pain I felt when you told me to leave?” Arv

“ I don’t know”

“ Do you know that all this year I only think of you” Arv

I support Arv to his room because he was very drunk right now, my heart can’t calm down. Damn it, I reject to accept it, but I really fall in love with this guy.

After I lay him down on his bed, I look at him intently and confirm my feelings to him.

As I was about to get close to him, he grabs my head and kissed me.

He uses his tongue and swirls it around mine, I became dizzy and can’t resist, somehow this kind of thing feels good. Arv undress me and started to lick my breast and neck.

I don’t know why, but I can’t push him away, I keep thinking that I was a man! But damn it, my heart didn’t reject him.

While I was complaining about my situation right now, I felt a sudden pain in my lower body, instead of pushing him away I hug him. Damn it, why?

Tears began to flow down on my face when Arv saw my tears he stop and said.

“ What have I done” Arvi

I didn’t reply instead I hug him tightly and get my mouth close to his pointed ears, I know why my tears fall down.

it’s not that I am sad instead, I was happy that Arv loved me.

I decided to accept the reality, so I said.

“ I love you Arv, so you can continue”

“ Really? Won’t you regret it” Arv

“ Do I look like I am lying?” I smiled at him

He thrust his stick at me, I didn’t let out a moan instead I keep my voice from coming out. But I couldn’t hold it anymore and let out a loud moan out of pleasure.

I scratch his back using my claw, Arv didn’t notice it, because what we are doing right now was so intense, I felt something hot coming out of my body.

“ Arv.. I..i.. Am cummi.n”

“ Me.. too” Arv

Something like sticky fluid flowed down on my lower body.

Arv look at me and I look back at him with a smile on my face, he was in a daze because of my expression and kiss me again using his tongue.

This time, we swirl our tongue together and enjoyed the night, we fall asleep due to our exhaustion. When the morning came.

I woke up, my head was now on his firm chest. He woke up and look at me.

“ I didn’t expect this day would happen” Arv

“ Me too”

Yeah, I really didn’t expect I will experience love with a man like you.

These past few years, we got married, I got pregnant with Arv child because his race can’t produce a child that much we only got one girl.

We name our child Thee, I didn’t regret becoming a woman in this world, my life ended up happily, but when our daughter became fifteen she decided to become an adventurer like us.

She was stronger than me, when I was at her age.

We decided to enter a dungeon, but I didn’t expect my life will end at that very moment.

We got trapped in the dungeon and an eight-headed hydra showed up because my husband and I are strong, to begin with, we defeated it.

But we didn’t expect that one of its head survives, and sweep its head towards my daughter, I cast all of the magic I can muster to save my daughter.

I dash by her side and push her, the hydra hit my body and was slammed into the wall of the dungeon.

My body slowly slides into the wall, I saw my husband and daughter running at me.

My tears fall down with my life with it.

“ NO! Tombi!” Arv

“ Mother it’s my fault... It’s my fault” Thena

“ Don’t.. Blame yourself... Cough... My child, I am... Glad that you are fine”

Looking at the two who was now crying beside me, I couldn’t help but smile. I was satisfied in this life of mine, so I was happy to have a daughter and husband.

The image of my crying daughter and husband became blurry, after a few second my vision became dark, the familiar feeling was now happening again.

With my sad face, I look at the surrounding and saw a man with a crown on his head, and a woman beside her.

“Your majesty, you have given birth to a boy” woman

They became happy after seeing me, but my sad experience takes over me, so I cried until my tears dried up.

My life has restarted again, this time, my soul couldn’t handle the sadness and keep myself from everyone.