Do you know the feeling when you work on something and then suddenly notice, that it's huge shit? You notice that you made a fool out of yourself and it's really embarrassing? I know it now, cause I feel this way right now.

The last weeks I have been pressing the matter of my new novel cause I feared that everything I had build up until now would just disappear if I didn't work quick enough. But what I didn't notice was that I made some HUGE mistakes and it became worse and worse. I panicked and didn't know why and I made more and more dump and useless things.

Guys, I'm sry for everything in the last few days. Dao of Emperor is death. It was shit and I noticed it only now.

This is not what I write, not really my style and because of this it's bad. if someone else wrote it it might have gotten good, but that is impossible for me and I know this. So I will drop it and think hard about something that suits ME.

It might take a few days for me to get a good idea and start writing, but it also could be tomorrow or even in a few hours.

For now I just apologize for the shit I did and hope that you will understand me and my reasons. I will post news here and also the first chapter of what ever I will think of by then. Just hope that you don't jump away ad stay here for a while and maybe pick up my next try.

Everyone fails sometimes and this time I have failed big time.

See you soon and I hope you won't give up on me.

By the way if anyone has any good ideas for a story feel free to post them in the comments, I always need inspiration.