I woke up shivering slightly. “Looks like I overdid it again.” I mutter to myself as I stare at the ceiling. This wasn’t even a drawback of my quirk, it’s all because of this stupid sickness that the docters have left unnamed.

I sighed and turned on my side, again my mind wandering to Kirishima, and honestly he was the only thing on my mind lately. I gave a small smile, but my smile fades as I begin to cough again. I groaned and slowly forced myself to get out of bed, so I could take a shower, since I stunk so bad.

I slowly made my way to the shower, and turned on the water. I got it to a good temperature and undressed, stepping into the shower, I wet my hair, then grabbed the shampoo, lathering my hair with it. I then rinsed, and did the same thing with the conditioner, but right before I could wash my body, I began to get dizzy, so I leaned against the bathroom wall, trying to collect myself enough to stand up on my own.

After a few minutes I quickly washed my body and got out of the shower, turning the water off, I quickly dried off and got dressed, and made my way to the door, I opened it, and started walking downstairs, looking for Shinso. I held onto the wall as I walked to the living room, slumping down on the couch, not having the energy to move anymore, I curled up into a ball, and closed my eyes.

The next time I opened my eyes, I saw my dad standing over me, looking at me in worry. “Y/N, are you ok? Why aren’t you in bed?”

“I was looking for Shinso, and got tired, so I laid back down,” I explained, sitting up slowly.

“You should be in bed, come on.” He says, as he goes to pick me up.

I shake my head, “I’ll stay right here, I’m hungry and need to talk to Shinso, but he’s probably still asleep.”

My dad sighs, “fine, I’m gonna make you something to eat then.” He says, walking off. I nod and turn to my side, grabbing a book off the coffee table, I opened it and began to read. I was just finishing the last page when dad came back with eggs and bacon. I thanked him, and put my book down, taking the plate from him, I turned on the T.V. so that I didn’t have to eat in silence.

I put a random show on, knowing I would go back to my reading after I ate. As I was eating, dad informed me that he had to go out to get groceries. I nodded and went back to eating. After I finished eating, I grabbed a second book. Halfway through the book, I heard a noise. Now, I was feeling better, but I wasn’t planning on using my quirk again anytime soon, so I stood up, and decided to hide. Unfortunately, I hid in the worst place...a closet. I don’t know what was wrong with me, but I couldn’t do anything about it now. I heard footsteps and to my dismay, it sounded a lot like Dabi. I sighed and stupidly peeked out of the closet, to see if Dabi was gone, but he was actually...right in front of me. My eyes widened, and I tried to slip past him, but he grabbed my arm, and smirked as he grabbed my neck, pushing down on a pressure point, causing me to fall unconscious.

The next time I woke up, I found myself chained to a wall. I mentally cursed at myself for being so weak and took in my surroundings. Just my luck, I was at Dabi’s place. This isn’t the first time he's kidnapped me, I would say it’s probably the fifth time? It’s become a weekly thing, but that doesn’t mean I like it. I’m also surprised he didn’t send his lackey Shigarki to kidnap me this time like normal. If only I wasn’t so weak, then I would be able to fight against him…

I sighed and leaned my head against the wall, knowing Dabi won’t hurt me because for some reason he likes me? I knew that he would come and unchain me soon, since y’know he’s an idiot. My mind once again went to Kirishima, wishing I could just be there in that castle with him again.

A few hours later, Dabi came over, and just like I thought, took my bounds off. I glared at the idiot as I stood up, rubbing my wrists, “can I leave now?”

“Why would you wanna leave me? Don’t you love me the way I love you?” He asks, acting hurt.

“Hell no!” I hiss, rolling my eyes, “and you know it!”

Dabi pouts, and I honestly can’t tell if it’s sincere or not, “you’re so mean!”

“I’m mean?” I scoff, “you’re the one that kidnapped me like once a week!”

“Only because you don’t come willingly!” He says, trying to defend himself. I sigh and lean my head against the wall, closing my eyes. I wanted to go ahead and escape, but I knew it would be smarter to wait, especially since I really didn’t need to use my quirk again for a while.

I really wanted to go home and take Shinso to the castle. Denki’s disappearance is probably why Shinso is always so down and depressed. I knew for a fact that he missed Denki, just by the way he talked about him earlier tipped me off. Shinso needed, no he deserved to be happy, and after all he’s done for me, I plan to make that happen!

I also wanted to go back to the castle and see Kirishima. I don’t know what he did to me, but it feels like he put a spell on me, although I know he didn’t. Whenever I talk to him or even think about him, butterflies appear in my stomach if that even makes sense.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I felt Dabi grab my wrist. I growled in annoyance and looked at him, “why are you ignoring me?’ He asks.

“One, I didn’t even hear you, and two, I don’t feel like it,” I smirk, and roll my eyes. I felt a stinging sensation on my cheek and frowned in confusion. It took me a minute to process what just happened, Dabi had slapped me? He’s never slapped me before! I looked up and him, and saw that he was pissed.

“You do not talk to me that way!” He growls out, and I blink. I couldn’t believe he was acting like this, he never acted like this. “Don’t disrespect me again!” He dragged me to his room, shutting the door, and locking it.

“Dabi?” I ask, getting a little scared, but trying not to show it.

His palm lights up in blue flames, “looks like I need to teach that mouth of yours a lesson.” My eyes widened, just what did he plan to do to me? He was starting to scare me… Knowing that I couldn’t use my quirk after what happened yesterday, so I just stood there, frozen in fear.

“Oh, cat got your tongue?” He asks, smirking. I just stand there, trying to control my shaking, not speaking for fear my voice would waver a little. He frowns and puts the flame out, throwing me against the wall, “answer me when I speak to you!”

I groan, and look up at him, “Dabi, please let me go.”

“Oh, you're never leaving, I’m tired of you acting like I don’t exist. I love you, and I want you to be mine.” He grins evilly.

“I’m not staying here.” I declare, as I stand up. He just chuckles and grabs my wrist again, throwing me on the bed. I whimper a bit, and he climbs on top of me, grinning. My eyes widen, afraid of what he’s gonna do.

His palm lights up in blue flames and he grins, “if you won’t stay here willingly, then I’ll just have to convince you another way.” He says, putting the flame above my left thigh, and I bite my lip to keep myself from screaming. I wasn’t sure what to do, and I didn’t know how bad it would be if I used my quirk.

“Oh, come on Y/N, I wanna hear your screams!” He pouts, acting hurt, and I shake my head, shaking. He groans, “maybe turning up the heat would work, yea?” He asks, and I feel the pain on my left thigh worsen as the heat gets hotter.

“D-dabi….please stop!” I whisper-scream, mentally cursing at myself for stuttering.

He grins, “ah yes, that’s what I like to hear.” He then puts his palm directly on my thigh, making me scream, because unfortunately, I couldn’t hold it in anymore. He removed his palm, and I was too scared to look at my thigh. I also didn’t want to look in his turquoise colored eyes, so I looked to the side as silent tears fell down my face. He grins and gets off me, tying my wrists down to the bed, he left to go do something, I’m not sure what. I laid there, crying silent tears, wishing I could use my stupid quirk, as sleep claimed me.