An extra chapter I wrote out of sheer boredom~ I was gonna pretend it doesn't exist but well, I might as well post it here. Not necessarily part of the story! Just an extremely perverted chapter! Only proceed if you are a pervert! Yes, you have been warned! This is chapter 10.5 btw~

Chapter 10.5: Only for Pervs

The moonlight twinkling teasingly revealed our visages. Erin found comfort by sitting on my lap. Her face retained some of it's vigor although her eyes are still swollen from her excessive crying. It had been a hellish night. She had talked and cried until her chest was a cauldron of roiling emotions. Her world had been turned upside down in a course of a single night after all.

When my mind wandered thinking for a solution to mend her broken heart, I've thought of that. I've though of having sex. From the various books and novels that I've read, sex had always been a good solution to free one's spirit from all of the troubles surrounding one's heart. Maybe I'm just taking advantage of the situation. Maybe I'm just trying to justify my perversion. Nevertheless, my feelings for her are solid.

My cursed life, my blessed life, my struggles, and my grievous loss. All will be set aside just for this moment.

" If you want... I'll wash all the bad memories away... "

I let out my inner voice as I held her with fierce possessiveness. Desire, sudden and hard, came from within my stump and the door opened. I needed her to know this. I needed to give her time to pull away. While I could still let her.

" Wh-What... "

Her face is full of denials but I know her heart is softening. There was a long pause and the only sound I heard was the loud thud of our heartbeats.

" Will you take responsibility? "

Erin's unsettling gaze is directed into my pupils. I can see my reflection in her eyes. Her deep and alluring eyes that is reserved for myself only. Thinking about it like that, it makes me happy.

Still, responsibility eh? I've more than happy to obliged and give up my youth if it means I can do it everyday.

" Can I say if it does, it does? "

" Then no thank you, I won't allow it. "

An expected reaction. But such a low-level refusal would not stop the current me. To make her feel comfortable, I brushed a soft kiss across her lips.

" How was it? "

I asked nervously. I have never wanted a girl like this. And I meant to have her for God's sake. Whoever said I was a patient man?

" Fe-Femes... " Her face burned against the cold air.

" What? "

" Fine! But if it comes, you have to take responsibility! "

" Alright, I promise. "

Its as if I was self possessed and simple, I immediately gave her my answer. Not like I have any other answer prepared. My hands reached beneath her tunic and dove up her back. My touch was no longer that of comfort. My touch was that of a man who wanted to do it!

" Mnngh... "

Erin shivered and a moan escaped her mouth. I brought her so close that she could feel my breath. She should have felt frightened but instead, her heart turned over with love for me. Her voice told me so.

" I...Its my first time... "

" I'll be gentle... "

As my hands slowly released her tunic, my gaze moved slowly over to her face, down to her body, as if to memorize every detail of her lovely features. Her naked body slick with heat and almost excruciatingly sensitive to touch.

" Ahhnnn... No.. Wait.. "

Her flesh quivered beneath my fingers and the moan that escaped her mouth stalled the air in my lungs. I hungrily took her lips, famished to sample the heat of it's lustrous depths. It was long. It was deep. It was delicious.

" Cmmn... Its.. " My tongue had prevented her from verbalizing whatever it was that she wanted to say. " Its.. nhmm.. " Again, I stopped her words with my mouth, eager to taste her lips that were many times sweeter than cake. I took her fisting hands and sucked the red tip of her tongue that slipped outside of her mouth. " Not... fair.. Keisuke-- "

Erin pleading my name halted the surge of lust that was running my entire body in flood, and I obediently drifted our lips apart. My carnivorous kiss caused her to breathe in quick little pants.

" Just Kei. "

" Haa... Kei should undress too... "

The moment I heard her complain, I immediately tore my shirt off my body as fast as I was able to get my damn shaking hands to move. Erin returned a hard and hurried kiss as I was undressing, sculpting the visible muscles on my chest. Her soft fingers gliding on my chest sent my senses reeling. Once our immature kiss ended, I threw a question that further dyed her cheeks red.

" Can I.. suck on your nipples? "

" I'm a little embarrassed with my breast... They never got that big--- "

I asked but I didn't wait for her response. I slipped my tongue inside her mouth once more as my hands cupped her tiny breast. It was small. Very small. Just enough for me to feel that it's there, but I love every inch of it! What is there to be embarrassed by these divine gifts?

" I love them.. "

" M,mmnn... whi..ch..Haah.. "

Erin moaned against my mouth in pleasure. I released her lips and ran my tongue around her nipples. That delightful creamy taste reminded me of pudding. Erin arched her back, feeding her body to this hungry beast. She did not wear perfume. She smelled only of herself, of cleanliness and female skin. Her hands that were intertwined on my neck feels like it'll claw my skin, but I kept licking and sucking.

" Kei... Don't.. Not there... Stupid... "

My hands slowly glided over her body, charting the curves of her waist and hips. As she wriggled with my gentle strokes, my hands slid beneath her bottom, gripping my favorite butt in place. My wet tongue found her ear and Erin's body coax in delight.

" Ahhnnngh!! "

Erin curled and I sensed her skin tingle, her breast tighten, and the juncture of her legs to grow damp in pure glee.

" Erin... I'll take the rest off... "

With me breathing heavily and my hands shaking, I slowly loosened the belt that was wrapping her skirt. Carefully, I traced it out of her legs, reluctantly leaving her with only her undergarment on. A sticky fluid on her skirt glimmered like crystals under the moonlight, and my stump that she was sitting on was wet.

" ...Don't tell me you climax just now? "

" Y-Yeah... "

She nodded her head. Her face are brimming with feelings, with overflowing emotions that came from within her heart.

" Umm, do you want to do it against a tree or do you want to mount me? "

" Jerk. "

I was lightly slapped but came afterwards was an eager kiss. Was this because of her curiosity? Nevertheless, that deep kiss shattered her last vestige of shyness and she unzip my pants. A heavy paused rock between us once my manhood was set free from the dark abyss, containing my malicious desires to a minimum. But now that it's unleashed, it will not stop, until it explodes.

" Umm... It might hurt a lot... "

Despite the fierce arousal prickling my nerves, I asked for her permission while I slowly remove the last remaining cloth that is covering the most sensitive part of her body. She is a virgin after all.

" It's fine.. " She murmured softly just below my ear. " We've already come this far just to stop.. "

" Blame the Gods! "

I spread both of her legs and positioned herself to mount me. Just position. Because I fear that she is not ready yet, I once again played with her sensitive places with my mouth. Her neck, her breast, and even her armpits. I was kissing every inch of her, taking my time tasting her tender creaminess.

" Ehehe.. It tickles.. "

" I'm just beginning... "

Her soft fingertips reached up to my head. Gasping, she guided me into nuzzling her cheek. Gently, my lips went down to her throat, and I kissed her there for a very long time. My hands played around with her naked flesh. One is circling her nipple while the other slowly glided down her belly button to the narrow opening of her vagina. Finding the entrance to her body, I stroked the softness called clitoris until I had extracted a slick of warm fluid. I fondled her and slipped two fingers inside using the most careful and tender approach. Erin panted and began to lift upward repeatedly.

" Ahh... Keii!! "

Her breathing was raspy and way too loud. Of course, that kind of moaning just added to my stiff arousal. Erin clung to me fiercely, shoving my erect stump with her exposed vagina, wrapping my little brother with her sticky fluids.

" Annhh.. Haa...n. "

She wrapped her arms around my head and pulled me closer. Closer to her small breast. She fought back from the sweet seductiveness that my mouth had become. Her nipples were incredibly beautiful and all for me.

" Chu..nmm.. "

I licked my way to the tip of one breast to the other and captured her taut nipple, flicking with my devious tongue. The tip of her breast was rosy and firm, something worth abandoning this damn world for. At least for me.

" Ahhh... Kei.. Stop sucking... so much.. Mnnghh!! "

Erin had already become so wet that she seemed to shatter with just a mere flick of my finger. Finally, the time has arrived!!

" Erin, I'll put it in.. "

" O-Okay.. "

Levering her body over mine, I pushed her thighs wide. Before her sated flesh had begun to close, I centered my erection to where she was wet and ready for me. Just when I found the courage to push inside, Erin's lovely face etched in misery. It was a lot difficult than I had expected despite the abundant moisture that was covering my little brother.

" Haa... One second Kei.. "

Erin whimpered in pained surprise, her body stiffening. She put her arms around me, her eyes tightly shut. I can feel her heartbeat pulsating wildly beneath my chest.

" Ready? "

" Yeah.. "

With one swift thrust, I sheathed myself inside the hidden heat between her legs with all the urgency my body could no longer deny.

" Haaann!!! "

The very instant I went inside her, Erin grimaced, and I felt a different kind of sensation flowing in between my loin. It was blood. Erin's blood. The proof of her purity shattered by my lustful cravings. I gently stroke her back and nudge her cheek, trying my best to ease her suffering. Even with the writhing impulses, I fought the irresistible urge to press upward. I laid passive until she had adjusted with the sudden arousal of my cock.

" I'll start moving? "

" Mhmm.. "

She tightened her grip on my neck the moment she gave me her permission. I reached down and pulled her hips upward, gently, slowly, trying to make it easier for her as I pressed deeper. But with each stroke, Erin grimaced in pain. Every time I moved, it caused her agony. Yet carefully, I guided her body into a deliberate rhythm. Her eyes were half closed with a mixture of pleasure and pain. Her chestnut brown hair loose around her shoulders, covering all but the tantalizing tips of her breast.

" Ahhh!!! Erin I'm about to---- "

" Do it Kei!! "

I moved my hips, thrusting up to meet her downward movement, driving my bloodstained wood deeper into her. I felt the last shred of ragged control dissolve as my desires took full command. My nerves clamored inside her, violently releasing my pent up stress altogether. Erin shuddered in pleasure, as she too found her climax. I could feel my semen flowing endlessly inside her womb, which will no doubt impregnate her. My ears were ringing as she slumped on top of me, her hair covering my face.

" Ah.. ha.. I love you, Kei... "

" Yeah, me too... "

I embraced the warm and luscious exhausted feminine flesh that surrendered everything to me. With her last remaining strength, she worked her way up to my mouth and persisted on kissing me. I smoothed her hair and drew the backs of my fingers softly at the side of her face. Without a word, I kissed her forehead, her nose, and her cheeks. At last, I have been released from the purgatories of hell and allowed through the gates of heaven!! It goes without saying it was Vanilla-licious!!