well hi ehm...dunno what to say really a lot of things happened while i was gone i graduated from school prepared for a test got a scholarship moved to america and now i have a part time job as a student it was really sudden and eventful that i forgot about all of this and felt really bad xD that i didnt write anything so suddenly but honestly saying i wrote this only because i was really motivated and had fun doing so right now i really dont know maybe i will continue writing maybe i will just end it here who knows but still thanks for reading my story and i sorry that i didnt write anything over the months i am not really sure if anyone is even reading this anymore but who cares i am only writing this because i feel really bad soooo i am really considering continuing writing again for fun.