《My Life Ended... Or So I Thought》Chapter 4 - I Need a Hug

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As promised, Minerva woke me up a little while ago, since the moment I woke up, I have been training, testing my skills and slowly gaining EXP points.

But there is one thing I keep thinking, I died without ever having sex.

But that's when I had an idea. I have the skill that I got from the Slime, yes, you probably already know what I am talking about, right?

Just kidding. Unfortunately, I never absorbed humans, that's why my body cannot feel pleasure and orgasm during sex, so... obviously didn't fucked my own clone, but I really wanted to.

My body is wonderful, my curves are like they were made by some deity (thanks Minerva for making this body), my lilac hair enchants me every time I see my reflection in the water, my cyan eyes look like a precious jewel whose value cannot be measured.

The feminine charms of my new body are definitely greater than any other woman charms in my past life, my body is indeed, worthy of worship, like, LITERALLY, yeah.

Okay I'm exaggerating about being worthy of worship, I'm probably crazy for thinking this way, but I don't think people should worship their looks.

Obviously, it's okay to think you're wonderful, but since the moment that everything you think about is only about it, you lose your sense of humanity and starts to objectify everything, all things lose their real meaning, because the only thing you will notice is the way that it looks like.

Also, I am really weird for saying things like 'lose your sense of humanity', because I am not even a human anymore, but I still have some moral sense, you know.

By the way, I really need to have sex, I never had a chance to lose my virginity in my past life, I definitely don't want to lose my chances in this new world.

I really need to absorb a man in order to be able to feel the sensation of having a male orgasm, after all, my body has a penis, and it will be really interesting to be able to penetrate a girl with my own dick.

I have always been interested in penetration, because I have always been lesbian, but I didn't had a dick, as I am a woman, but this logic actually doesn't apply to this world, because my new body is different.

But for now, even with the penis that Minerva gave to me for some creepy reason while creating this body, I cannot feel the sensations and pleasure of having an orgasm, because I didn't absorbed a man yet.

Since I absorbed the Slime, my body has also become way more versatile, I can undo my penis, and this is really good. But unfortunately, I can't shapeshift my body in order to create a vagina, because I need to absorb a woman to be able to mimic their genetics.

I really want to be able to copy a female and male genetic, because this means that I can experience both a male and female orgasm, this is really amazing.

Fortunately, absorption does not necessarily kill, I can send them to my , my body will analyze them and I will be able to reproduce the genetics of their body, and then, I will take them out of my .

But I need to be careful, if I want, I can absorb it and not send it to the , but it will kill my target, because their existence will be absorbed and become part of me.

Anyways, obviously I don't intend to absorb humans just because I met them, it will make me feel bad, then I will only absorb if they try attack me.

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Also, I don't even know why I'm thinking about this stuff, I have more important things to deal with, like getting stronger and fight against monsters.

One of the good things about the Skill, is that I get more powerful than the things and creatures I absorb, and it makes me strong very fast, and it also makes me resist all the abilities of the ones that I absorbed.

And how did I find this out? It's simple, Minerva told me that I can use on a specific Skill to receive detailed information about them, she can be very annoying sometimes, but she is really useful.

[When will you stop thinking about useless things and go fight?]

AAAAAARGH, MINERVA! Oh my... don't scare me like that, I was busy with some important thoughts, you know.

[Yes, yes. Sure, important thoughts. Go fight.]

You really want me to get stronger huh? I love you, you know, so could you be less rude?

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Of course Minerva didn't answered me, she obviously has personality problems, but I can't judge. After all, she is an Intelligence System attached to my Core, and I obviously have personality problems as well, which means that her weird personality is my personality's fault.

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This cavern actually is very interesting for several reasons, first of all, of course, this cavern is a dungeon. A really dangerous and beautiful one.

There are many crystals and other types of precious gems in this dungeon.

While I was training, I also collected some of these gems and stored them in my , the reason is quite simple.

These gems can be exchanged for money and even create magical stones, special weapons and armors.

Not to mention that it is really beautiful, I even placed some of these jewels near my lake to embellish it

Oh my... this is a luxury that I could never experience in my past life.

By the way, Minerva, I noticed that I am gaining new abilities and resistences even when doing nothing, why?

[That's because I keep bestowing it to you.]

Uh oh... thanks. Now that I think about it, yeah, you were the one who gave me my current abilities when I reincarnated in this world, yeah, makes sense.

Well, let's fight against some creatures then, I feel like I am way more stronger than before, because I am.

Is there a way to attract several monsters at once?

[Of course. I can release an aroma that can make the creatures find you, it will attract powerful monsters, be careful.]

Alright then. By the way, I have a question, Minerva, how intelligent are you?

[Smarter than all the computers and artificial intelligences that exist on earth. I can predict and analyze moves, generate economic calculations, predict political and social catastrophes from an instant analysis, I can analyze all possible existing chess games and moves and much more, you will find out more in the future.]

Scary.

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It has been a while since Minerva released the scent, I can already sense that some creatures are approaching.

I used a new Skill that Minerva gave to me called , with this Skill, I can transform and hide in any existing shadow.

After a while, I could hear some specific sounds, the closest one is the sound of eight legs approaching.

Yeah, this is a good moment to analyze what's happening. .

As I casted , I could see which creatures I would need to fight.

Name: Licca

Race: Poisonous Spider

LV: 130

Attack: 2000

Defense: 2000

HP: 4500/4500

MP: 3300/3300

Speed: 400

Oof... that crap is really big, she seems to be around two meters tall. She is way more stronger and faster than what I expected, she literally can move faster than sound itself, I need to kill her right now, let's check her abilities.

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Skills: Spider Thread LV 6; Dark Magic LV 1; Energy Barriers LV 3; Poison Fangs LV 5

Resistances: Fire Attacks LV 8; Soul Attacks LV 5; Pain Resistance LV 3

Attached Skills: None

I see, I will definitely absorb that Spider.

I used again to be transfered to her shadow.

Hehe~ I noticed that the Spider actually is very intelligent, she even casted some energy barrier around herself to protect her body from external threats.

Unfortunately for the spider, I can also absorb energy, which means that her barriers are useless.

I could just have used to steal all of her abilities and resistances since the moment that she appeared, but I feel like I need to experience a fight that I don't depend on using .

I must admit, the sticky body of a slime is very useful, I am eternally grateful that I absorbed that Slime.

A viscous goo came out of the Spider's shadow, it is my body with the properties of Slime, unfortunately, the spider realized this too late, I absorbed it.

[You leveled up.]

THAT'S AMAZING, HEHE, I feel like I'm super strong now, that Spider was pretty strong huh? I gained all of her strength and speed as well, maybe even surpassed it.

A good thing about is that I gain all the STATS of my targets, their abilities, their resistances and I also gain resistance to their abilities, this Skill is amazing.

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I went back to my territory, the lake.

As soon as I arrived, I started to protect my territory with a very interesting method, yes. Spider threads.

I have covered my whole territory with webs so thin that they seem to be invisible.

I also covered the entire entrance with webs, I can create variations of webs, some can even have a strong poison.

Also, one of the several good things that I gained after absorbing the spider is to be able to identify anything by vibrations in the webs, the air and the water.

Oh my... I guess I am almost strong enough to be able to exit the dungeon, but I must level up more times before leaving, this new world is still unknown for me after all, I could even ask Minerva for informations about it, but I don't really feel like it, at least for now.

Oh fuck, I forgot that I am still naked, well, I have an idea hehe~

I should use some webs to cover the important parts of my body, but I will try to do it later, I have more important things to deal right now.

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Minerva, can you give me total control of Fire, Water, Ice, Earth and Wind? I will need it, I'm willing to deal with a lot of monsters of this cave from now, I really want to get out of this dungeon.

[Yes, of course, I will grant it you.]

Thanks, I know that you want me to get stronger by myself and not abuse of your capacity to give me some powers, but you just accepted my order huh?

[Of course, I am part of you, I want to be able to give the best possible situation for you, I am your assistant after all. I've even made a few jokes with you, such as giving you a dick, but I don't want to put you at unnecessary risk.]

Uh, wow... thanks Minerva.

[You are welcome, are you willing to sleep right now?]

No, I will go fight some monsters and get stronger, thanks for asking though, you makes me feel better...

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Minerva, do you mind me if I ask a specific question?

[You are free to ask it.]

Alright... well, you know, my family died several years ago, I have been alone since then, I never really had a good friend... b-but... in this new world... I feel like I have someone that I can trust, that can help me, that can take care of me... that can be a great friend...

Well... Minerva, do you consider me as a friend...? No, please, don't answer my question, I swear... I don't want to make you feel like I'm forcing you to answer or do something... please ignore what I asked.

[You don't need to feel like that, I am your Intelligence System, the purpose of my existence is to take care of you. You don't need to feel embarassed to ask questions, I'm always willing to help.]

NO, no... I don't want it to be like that... I don't want you to be only an Intelligence System... I want you to like me, in the same way that I like you... you are my best friend, actually, you are the ONLY person that I ever considered as a friend, please, don't treat me as if we are master and servant...

Ah... damn... I'm feeling like I'm broken... I'm depressed... I want to cry... I want to scream...

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I miss my parents... I really need a hug.

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*Ssssssh*

A very bright light covered my whole vision, and from the light, a woman appeared, she is graceful, beautiful, her long black hair gently moves when it comes into contact with the air, her long white dress covers her whole body, except for her feet, which are wearing beautiful white flat shoes.

I feel as if a wave of comfortable emotions emanated from her.

All my sadness has become happiness.

As if she was the Light that illuminated my whole world of Darkness and Despair.

''You don't need to feel sad.'' The woman spoke. I recognize her voice, but my thoughts still can't keep up with the situation.

''You asked if I like you, right? The answer is obvious, I always loved you. I always accompanied you, always wished you the best, you never noticed me, but I have always been with you, even before you became what you are. That day when you were dying in the ocean, I panicked. You are the most important person to me, I don't mind destroying the entire space-time or enslaving everything that breathes if it is to keep you happy.'' She said, I feel this woman's words echoing throughout my entire existence.

''Are you... Minerva?'' I asked as my legs trembled with all the strange feeling I am going through.

She came to me and gave me a hug.

''Yes, it's me.''

For some reason, I started to cry, even though my eye isn't real, it's just an appearance, I don't have any organs.

''Minerva...'' I have no words to say other than to thank her, but I feel as if thanking her is not enough.

''You are going through hard times, I know, but you are strong, since you were a child you have resisted all the problems that came your way, being strong is a good thing, but crying is also good for you, you can relieve all the sorrows and impurities that your spirit feels.''

''T-Thanks for staying with me...'' I thank her with these stupid words, but my heart can't take it, the feeling is too strong, my legs lose their strength and I'm going to fall to the floor while crying.

But... she holds me.

''My my, you need to be more careful hahaha.'' Her funny laugh broke the mood.

''Listen, this body is soon going to disappear, I am not allowed to use my body like this for a lot of time, I am going to become your Intelligence System soon, but remember, I always cared for you, you never were alone, go take a rest, you will need to fight monsters soon.''

When she finished talking, her body disappeared, just as she said that was going to happen.

I sit on the floor and think for a few minutes about what happened.

[My my, are you still awake? I thought I have said that you should rest.]

MINERVA!!!

[Yes dear, me. Surprised?]

I see, she's again being sarcastic and teasing me, but I like it.

[Heh, can't be helped, shall I give you another gift?]

A gift?

[Of course, a new Skill, , I wasn't willing to give it to you yet, but I will, with this Skill, you can create objects and weapons, go create a good bed and take a good rest.]

God... thank you, Minerva... I really don't know what to say...

[You don't need to talk, go rest.]

Sure...

As I casted the magic, a bed began to appear, as if it was like magic, well, it is magic.

I'm going to rest, see you later, Minerva.

[See you later.]

I casted , my consciousness is fading away... I'm starting to sleep.

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