Hi, my name is Caelus. At least that’s what I will be going by in this book. I’ll be using aliases for everyone in my book.

I’ve decided to try something new for this book. It’s been a while since I’ve tried something new. I already can guess how this is going to turn out, but I’ll try it anyway.

This book is a chronical of all the things I’ve found most important or interesting about my life. In the first chapter I wrote about my first life. That was the turning point. That was the last ‘good life’ I’ve ever had.

Loop 2 Day 1

“IT’S NOT FAIR!” Metal clangs against the floor. I look around. The darkness is gone. The unending darkness is gone!

Where am I? Is this heaven? Is this hell? “Caelus? Are you ok?” I look around. I’m in my girlfriend’s house. What am I doing here? Why am I not dead? Why am I in my girlfriend’s house?

I turn around. “Mr. Smith!” I run over to him. He’s confused. Why is he confused? We just escaped death! Why was he not excited about this?

I hug him when I reach him. “Ok Caelus?” He pats my back. Why is he confused about me hugging him? We’d gotten so close over the last year.

He seems like he wants to pull away. I let him. I ask him, “Just a question, but did the world recently come to an end?”

“What are you talking about? *Haha*” I just smile and nod.

I walk upstairs. I’m a bit dazed. I don’t understand what’s going on. Why did he not know about the end of the world?

When I get upstairs, Chelsea looks at me. “Where are the sandwiches?” I hug her. I hold on until she asks, “Hey, what's going on? Is something wrong?”

I can’t help it. I start to cry. I don’t know what happened, but it didn’t. It didn’t happen! I don’t know why, but the world isn’t over!

Loop 2 Day 14

I am spending every day I can with Chelsea’s family. We go out with them almost every day, even though we didn’t before.

I go to work five days a week now. It helps pays for the excessive amount of spending I’m doing lately. I love the amount of time I get to spend with them.

I had a small break down today. It was depressing actually. I saw an angry old person. They were shouting at a young child, and the kid was crying.

I almost hit the old guy, but got a hold of myself before I made it all the way to where he was.

Loop 2 Day 34

I don’t know why, but the world seems better. I’m researching everything I can. It seems like none of the things I remember have actually happened.

I don’t know why the world has been undone. I just know I’m given extra time to be with my loved ones. It seems as though I can understand things easier now. Learning has started to happen naturally.

My learning curve seems unnaturally high recently. I’m looking into bombs that can level cities without an explosion.

Nothing I’m finding is exactly the same as what I saw on the news show in the other life.

Loop 2 Day 62

I’m starting to doubt that the other life ever really happened. The ‘other life’ as I’ve taken to calling it is easy to ignore. I think on it all the time, but it is easy to ignore now.

After being here for two months I have accepted the fact that the other life didn’t happen.

Loop 2 Day 84

I can’t believe what I realized the other day. I have hyperthymesia. It means I have the ability to perfectly recall anything by just thinking about it for an instant.

Every bit of research I’ve done I am able to bring up in my mind. I randomly looked up winning lotto numbers of the past several weeks, and I can recall them days later.

Loop 2 Day 165

We are all sitting around the T.V. We are watching the news. Her dad likes to watch the news. It came on. That same newscast from the other life.

A clean-cut gentleman walks into the room on the newscast. He hands the newscasters a paper. The news caster looks like he just heard a joke.

“Folks, it appears that we have confirmed reports of, angry old people?”

He looks around as if someone is talking to him.

My eyes are swimming. It’s happening again! It’s the same newscast! The caster starts again.

“It appears that the rapidly aging phenomenon has come with some serious alterations. The aging people have become stronger, and more aggressive. We were advised to warn all viewers to avoid anyone that has been aging rapidly, or appears more aggressive than usual.”

I stare at the screen, dumbfounded.

“We need to run. NOW!”

Loop 2 Day 204

I am headed to a nut house today. Chelsea’s family are sending me. For the past few days I was trying convince them that the world was ending.

They say they are sending me to get better. They say I’ll thank them when I’m out. Why won’t they believe me!? We will all be dead when I ‘get out’! It all started a few weeks ago.

So here I am. I am going to a psyche ward. I am raging against the people holding onto me. I’m trying to get free. To get to somewhere safe. They won’t let me go.

I know what is going to happen. I know how this is going to play out. The nut houses and hospitals are the first to get hit by the plague! Why won’t anyone listen to me.

Loop 2 day 300

The military will have been mobilized by now. People will be dragged off the street by now. Some people in here have turned. Guards in full riot armor were stationed here for several weeks.

They are passing me while dragging another aging monster away. They show no expression beneath their visors. I try to tell them about the bombs.

Everyone ignores me now. No one believes me. All of my predictions are coming true, yet they all think I’m crazy. How can people be so stupid? My perfect memory is almost wasted in here. Every day is the same as the last.

I feel like I’m going crazy. Maybe I am crazy. Maybe I’ve been in here the entire time. Who else remembers what is going to happen? No one.

Only a crazy person would believe the can see the future. Or that they have already lived it.

Loop 2 Day 365

The bombs are going to fall today. I haven’t eaten in what seems like weeks. I stay up all night thinking about the impending doom. I keep wishing that someone will stop it.

They let us watch the news today. It iss sad. It happens just as I remember it happening in the other life. I wish I could do this all again. I know that no one gets a second chance. It’s selfish that I’m wishing for a third.

I could do it so much better next time though.

A familiar scene takes place. I watch as the world slows down to a crawl. The walls suddenly turned to particles. Everything around me floats and dissipates.

I feel nothing as my atoms are torn apart. I am dead.

Loop 3 Day 1

I’m back… again…