(Listen to the song as you read this or after reading it. If you feel like you want to check out the lyrics, it's called 'Last Dance' by Big Bang.)

Time for the "sad" note.

Hello to all of my readers who have finished reading this book. I hope you are doing well.

Anyways, let me cut to the case.

I know that not a lot of people follow me so I have decided to say it here since this is where a lot of people seem to actually read what I say.

I'm sorry, the 100k special that I'll write tomorrow will be the last time you'll see me update this.

Reason being that I don't feel inspired to write anything, it's like I love writing, but it suffocates me when I try to write something and no inspiration comes to my head so I have to lie about writing it the following day when honestly, I don't even get the inspiration by then as well.

I've been doing that a lot lately, so much that I got to the point of taking a whole month to decide wether or not I should quit as an excuse to not update and give you the chapters that all of you deserve.

Like, ever since I started writing in here, I've been sort of stressed. Specially when it comes to writing fanfics, looking at the time constantly to ensure that I am always on the dot when I publish things.

And you may think of this as a lame excuse, but this is me being honest right now. I have gotten to the point where I have 9 drafts because I keep unpublishing since it'll cause me extra stress. And out of those 9, the Suna fanfiction and the Akaashi one are both sitting there now because of the decision I have decided to take.

I knew what I wanted to write for these fanfics, but my passion is not the same anymore that I had forgotten most of the things I was going to write.

And being able to be outside of Wattpad, specially in my summer holidays has made me be able to enjoy a lot of things and finally be free. Free to not have to worry about the days where I should be updating, or to check that people have been deciding on what should I do for a Special.

Being able to see all of your comments used to be how I would start my morning, with a smile. But now, I just let the notifications gather for over five days until I finally decide to read them.

This one fanfic was the only one that was able to get recognition, and I'm totally fine with that since it felt like people actually enjoyed reading my bad grammar. But maybe I was asking too much for the others.

The last chapter ever, will be the 100k special. Your children's birthday, where you'll enjoy a lot of things with your own children.

I will honestly miss all of you, because you all made me feel like this was something worth writing about.

And maybe, I'll come back when I have decided that I want to pick up where I left off.

But as of now, I'm letting myself free from the suffocation and stress that I have been wearing on my shoulders for the past year or so.

This fanfic will most likely be a memento from me to you, unless I decide to write a rlly super short story as a gift for all of you to remember.

This will probably be the last time that I'll say it but...

Make sure to keep hydrated and enjoy your day/night. :)

I love all of you losers (jk, you're all winners today),

~ Author-san. 💜