~Chapter Twenty-Nine~

Jake (two weeks later)

After two more days in the hospital, I was able to take Nathan home. His mother was still on her business trip, trying her hardest to get that better paying job. I took off a week from school to take Nathan to a small cabin house we owned out in the country, far from our home. He seemed to like it, and he was recovering.

Every night was hell, trying to get him to take his medicine and rubbing witch hazel on his bruises and hydrogen peroxide on his wounds. He would cry because it hurt or complain about his medication and became the most stubborn child in the world.

Yet, I love him to death...

I came out of the shower and dried off, pulling on boxer briefs and basketball shorts before walking out. Nathan was on the king sized bed, watching Netflix. I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"Good afternoon, Natey," I nuzzled him. He giggled lightly and huggled me.

"Hi," he murmured. I gently held his chin and made him look up at me. I pressed my lips to his. Ever since Cayden left this world, Nathan has been skittish and uncomfortable with intimate contact... I never once asked him what happened. I sure as hell wouldn't be able to say, if that happened to me. Nathan kissed back. I felt his heart begin to race, but not in fear...

"Wanna stay in bed all day?" I whispered in his ear before kissing his shoulder. He gave a slight whimper before nodding. "Alright," I kissed his cheek and rubbed his chest. I got up and went to the kitchen. I pulled out the cinnamon rolls from the oven and put on the icing on them. I heard Nathan whine from the bedroom. He must be hungry.

I put two on a plate and got some apple juice from the fridge. I brought it to him and kissed his hair. He quietly thanked me and kissed my jaw. I hated this. He was unintentionally turning me on by kissing my jaw and I wanted to make the sweetest love to him possible.

I want to hear him softly gasp and moan underneath of me... I want to become one with him, forever. I had a silver ring with a black band on each side of it. Engraved was an "N + J". I had another one made just in case Nathan wanted the same one for me... It was hiding deep in my duffel bag, waiting for the right time.

I got my own cinnamon rolls and laid down behind him. Nathan was a cuddler, for sure. I felt... Bad and sad. He wanted to be intimate, but I guess he gets... Flashbacks of what had happened...

"Jake?" I was pulled from my thoughts. Nathan smiled weakly at me. "I-I love you..." My heart skipped a beat. It still made me weak in the knees to hear that.

"Aw, Natey... I love you, too... So, so much..." I kissed his cheeks repeatedly. He responded with a cute, weak giggle and hugged me. I kissed right behind his ear.

"J-Jake..." He whispered.

"Yes?" He blushed and looked down.

"C-Can we... I wanna... I-I mean..." My stomach dropped.

"Nathan... If you aren't ready... Don't push yourself..." I watched him look down. I sighed and nuzzled him. "How about this... We'll do dinner and dessert, and if you still want to, I'll definitely do it..." Nathan smiled and nodded. After all, dinner would be about three hours... I rubbed his tummy.

"Jake..? Can you tell me stories..?" He paused Netflix and looked at me.

"Stories? About what?"

"School? Family? Anything, really..." I hummed and kept rubbing his tummy.

"Well, when I first moved here around second grade, I had no friends. I was being a loner at recess under a tree. There was a small puddle that had been frozen. Being all alone, I started to mess with the ice. I kicked it and picked at it. Then, a girl and her friend came up and told me I couldn't kick the ice." I chuckled when Nathan made a confused face.

"Why would they care if you were kicking ice?"

"I don't know!" I laughed. "Anyway, I told them I was new and I just wanted to kick the ice. It got into a huge fight and I got in trouble." Nathan gasped.

"Those girls are mean!"

"One of those girls was Addison." Nathan paused. I nodded. "Yup, and after, we became best friends. Weird, huh?" He nodded.

"Any others?" I scoffed.

"Of course." I paused and thought of a few. "When I was in fourth grade, I had invitations for a birthday party. In the morning, I tried finding my friends to give it to them since they were in different classes. My teacher snapped at me and told me I had to put them away. So, I did. Until lunch. I tried it again, and my teacher yelled at me again! She told me the next time I tried, I would get in trouble."

"All you wanted to do was give your friends the invitations!"

"Yup. So, I tried after school. My teacher got me in trouble after catching me. The reason she got me in trouble, was because other kids would feel left out."

"Kids will feel left out their whole lives! You might as well start them early!"

"Right?!" I laughed with Nathan. Nathan giggled.

"I was sharpening a pencil during a test and the lead snapped... I got in trouble for "disruption of class"," Nathan scoffed. "It was ridiculous."

"What the hell? Are you serious? " I rolled my eyes. "Teachers are stupid and take little things and blow them out of proportion!" Nathan nodded. "When I was in junior high, I was in class with Addison. Two boys, Danny and Cole, were talking and Cole thought it would be funny to "pantsed" Danny. Danny got really pissed and "pantsed" Cole back. They got so mad, they begin to fight." Nathan giggled.

"With their pants...?"

"Yup. All the way down to their ankles. It was the weirdest thing in the world!" Nathan laughed hard. I laughed with him and kissed his hair. This was perfect... He was smiling and laughing....

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When dinner was ready, Nathan had dressed up a bit more than he had been dressed the whole time he's been in bed. He had brushed his hair and showered and everything.

I brought in two plates. I had made teriyaki chicken and rice with vegetables. I gave Nathan a glass of apple juice and kissed his head before getting in the seat beside him. I watched him eat all of his veggies first. I smiled and ate with him.

"This is really good, Jake..." Nathan praised me. I smiled widely.

"I'm glad you like it."

"I don't just like it, I love it." He giggled and took a bite of chicken. He bounced a bit in his chair. I chuckled and held his hand as we ate. He couldn't stop fidgeting. I watched him.

"Nathan? You doing okay?"

"Yeah.. I-I just..." He looked down and blushed. "I-I still want it..." I swallowed my bite of food down hard.

"Do you...? Are you sure?"

"I'm positive.." He looked at me. "What happened is in the past... Yes, it was horrible but I can't let it control the rest of my life... I love you, and I want to do this..." I smiled comfortable and kissed his cheek.

"I love you." Nathan whimpered and hugged me instantly. I closed my eyes and held him on my lap. He breathed hard against my ear. I could feel my inner wolf howl in excitement... I tried not to just mount him like a wild man and do him until he saw stars...

Unless he wanted me to.

Nathan

I climbed into Jake's lap and kissed along his jaw. I wanted him to love me so bad... I was ready... I wanted it. I kissed his collar bone as my shaky hand went to his crotch.

"Oh, hell, Natey.." Jake breathed, his back arching a bit. I squeaked when he picked me up and ran to our room. He climbed on top of me and kissed my lips hungrily. I softly gasped and kissed back. He got in between my legs and gently ground against me.

I was going to explode.

"J-Jake now..." I whimpered.

"What my mate wants, my mate gets," he growled beside my ear, giving me the shivers.

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Jake and I took a shower together afterward, and ended up doing it once more.

I might be addicted.

Jake fell asleep with me in his arms. He kept softly singing the song recorded on my teddy bear until I fell asleep...

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A/N:

Awww yay!!! They did it!! Natey's better!!! :D Yes, I think there will be only one more chapter...

Sorry! C: I did a collaboration with another writer that is up in my works (; check it out and I have another individual story on the way!!!

Stay BEAUTIFUL.

~Mia