01/09/17: and i swear

i've been talking to a new girl.

a few girls, actually.

they got my mind off you, i think.

how have you been?

i haven't thought about you in a while.

i don't even remember your voice

or your face or your laugh or your eyes anymore.

has it been that long?

i've been talking to a new girl.

her name is mary anne.

she—

she is... more spontaneous than you, i think.

i've been talking to another girl.

her name's andie.

she—

she has... a nicer voice than you, i think.

i've been talking to this girl.

her name's tori.

she—

she likes... more things in common with me than you, i think.

i'm over you, i swear.

you haven't crossed my mind, i swear.

i don't want you anymore, i swear.

i swear.

i swear.

i haven't thought about you.

your face hasn't graze my mind's eye

for a long while now.

i swear.

i swear.

i swear.

i swear—

i'm lying.

i swear i'm lying.

you haven't left my thoughts.

she's not her, my head would scream

as i send them my goodnight texts

and kiss you in my dreams.

what have you done to me?