tonight,

I will wrap myself up in the softest cashmeres

I will not let the cold winters freeze my heart

tonight,

i will curl up with a cup of herbal tea

i will not remember the way your breath would fog up your glasses

tonight,

i will sleep alone in this bed

i will not replay our old conversations in my head

tonight,

i will gather your gifts and cry

i will not see them once my tears dry

tonight,

i will sleep soundly

i will not wonder what i can do to make you stay

tonight,

i will wrap my heart with bubble wrap

i will not allow you to touch it again