Cheating is a choice, not an accident. You don't accidentally trip and have with someone.

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I wake up to someone yelling and banging on the door. Kian gets up to go see who it is and I stay in the bed, not wanting anything to do with anyone.

"What the fuck Kian!" I hear Jc yell. Oh here comes trouble.

"What? We slept in the same bed, no sexual activity, unlike you cheating asshole." Kian yells and I can hear him walk closer to me on the bed, still 'sleeping'.

"You were only comforting her because you want to get in her pants!" Jc yells and I hear him stomp over the where I heard Kian stop, and then the blanket that I have on me is ripped off of me, causing me to shoot up.

"What the fuck! Jc! I told you we are through! You fucking cheated on me you douche canoe!" I snapped at him. "Now, if you would do me a favor and get out." I say shoving him towards the door, and slamming it when he is out. "That kid is so fucking stubborn. And I'm tired, good night or morning wake me up in like an hour." I say giving Kian a smile and hopping back into the bed to get more sleep. I can hear Kian laugh and whisper "Douche canoe."

Kian fucking Lawley just woke me up from the best dream ever and I'm slightly pissed. I was surrounded by kittens, kittens I say! He told me that we (as in him, Ricky and I) are going to go to Whole Foods, and I didn't protest because I have no intention on being near Jc at all.

I kick Kian out of the room, so I can change. While I was sleeping Kian moved all of my stuff from Jc's room to his. I find a flowy tank top that has a cat on it and put it on along with some dark wash shorts. I see one of Kian's flower crowns and slide it onto my head.

"I'm ready! I yell walking back inside after getting my converse that I left outside. "Kian? Ricky?" I yell, and walk over to the mirror on the wall to make sure that everything is correct with my outfit. The mirror opens up, as I jump back and grab my chest, and out comes Kian.

"Fuck! Kian you scared me!" I yelled and punched his arm playfully.

"Those were my intentions, ma lady." He says bowing, taking my hand and planting a kiss on it.

I know what you're thinking. 'You are getting over this too fast'. No I'm not, actually. I'm trying to keep Jc as far back into my mind as possible, so I don't think about it and become a broken mess. While at Whole Foods I beg Ricky and Kian to bring me to Walgreen's so I can get ice cream, soon enough, they give in.

I go into Walgreen's alone, with $10 to get some candy and ice cream for myself. I go to the back and pick out a vanilla ice cream, and look for a fruit punch AriZona, successfully find one, and go to check out. The girl at the check out lane I went to looked at all the items, then up to me.

"Break up?" She asks. I nod my head, smiling at her. "Sorry to hear that." She continues checking my items out.

When we get back to the house I go straight to Kian's room with my ice cream and AriZona. I turn on my Mac Book and realize I don't have a spoon. Fuck.

"Kian!" I yell, getting no response. "KIAN!" I yell louder, this time he comes running through the door with a face of panic.

"What? Are you hurt? Is Jc bothering you? I will beat the shit out of him!" Kian says, and I stop him from saying anything else, laughing at his panic.

"I need a spoon.. I don't want to face my problems." I say with a huff.

"Okay. I'll get you a spoon." Kian says, his features softening. Kian comes back within a minute with my spoon, I thank him and he leaves.

I decide to start a new show, considering I might dwell for a while. I scroll through the shows and find one that seems interesting. The Lying Game is what its called, I start it and start to eat.

Soon I pause it, tears hitting me suddenly, thinking more. I need to get out of this god damned house I think, and like a signal from god, Kian opens the door slightly sticking his head in, and asking me "Hey, do you want to come to a party with Ricky and I? I would think that you-" Before Kian could even stop, I quickly agree. "It's just a meet up with some old friends, you don't need to dress all out." Kian says and leaves.

I pull on some jeans and put on a loose ombre (blue) high low tank top on that says HIGH in wiggled black bubble letters. Finish my look with my dark blue converse, not bothering with make up. I take my hair out of its bun, letting my lavender ombre hair (see picture) fall down into natural waves. I decide to leave it down, and walk out of Kian's room, meeting him and Ricky at the door.

"Ready?" They say in sync.

"Yeah, as ready as I'll ever be." I say and walk towards them. As we were about to leave, we hear Jc yell behind us.

"I wanna come!" Jc whines like a 4 year-old.

"Fuck off, you cheater!" I say and turn my back to him, more than ready to leave.

"London, it was an accident!" He says. Oh, my fucking god.

"Really, Jc? It was an accident? You don't just accidentally trip and have sex with someone Jc! Cheating isn't a mistake, Jc. It's a fucking choice." I yell, "I'm not sure if I can trust again after this Jc. You had my trust and you threw it out of the fucking window."

Not wanting any more of this bullshit, I turn to Kian and Ricky, who look just as speechless as Jc, and grab their hands, dragging them out the door, into the car, and tell Ricky to drive to the party.

My only thought is Can I just get high or something? and that is my intention.