《MARRIED TO A GAY BILLIONAIRE (GAY SERIES#1)》•CHAPTER 31•
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BULLSHIT! why did i say that to her? i felt pain when i saw her crying earlier while facing me,i want to add some sentence earlier to clear things out but i didn't did that because she ran away,i called her name but she didn't even turn her gaze to me.F*ck this situation!. I try to followed her but she's gone and i don't know where she ran into, i try to contact her number but no one answering at pinapatayan niya lang ako ng cellphone.
I'm so frustrated right now! di ko nalang sana siya binigla sa mga sinabi ko kanina, i'm just curios why is she crying earlier? i saw pain in her eyes when i tell to her that i have a lover that i have a boyfriend, does she already like me? that's my question in my mind right now. Its too impossible for her to like me because i'm gay and i know girls are only attracted to guys and not into gays.
"Girl is chantal inside your cottage?"- i ask her besfriend charlotte at andito ako ngayon sa labas ng cottage niya at nagbabasakaling pumunta siya rito. nakita ko sa mukha ng kaharap ko ngayon ang pagtataka
"i thought she's with you?"-she asked with astonishment
"shit! just tell me nandiyan ba siya"-i cursed out of my frustration, i'm sorry if i cursed u girl sadyang nag aalala na talaga ako sa babaeng kanin ko pa hinahanap
"No she's not here, can you tell me what happen to the two of you?"-saan ko ba siya hahanapin nito wala rin siya dito mag gagabi pa naman baka anong mangyari sa kanya, if something happens to her di ko talaga alam kong anong gagawain ko at konsensya ko pa yun.
"we have some misunderstanding i want to talk to her again earlier but i was late because she ran away immediately"- sabi ko at nakita ko naman ang pag aalala sa mukha nito i know that feeeling dahil ako rin eh alalang alala na kay chantal
"Ganito nalang maghiwa hiwalay tayong dalawa para mabilis natin siyang mahanap nako baka ano nangyari doon sa bestfriendd ko na yun may pag ka clumsy pa naman yun"-she suggested so i agree with it, pero saan ko siya una hahanapin? ay bahala na nga.
Matapos nang pag uusap na yun namin ni fraser ay tumakbo na agad ako ang sakit na sobra eh di ko na kaya pa ang mga idadagdag niyang salita at ako pa talaga ang parang may kasalanan ha na nagkakaganon siya, just because of his confused feelings towards me? kung deretsuhin niya nalang sana ako di yung may pa confused confused pa siya tangna naman oh! kailan ba ako sasaya sa mga iibigin ko? yung di ako masasaktan, pagod na kasi akong palaging nasasaktan eh.
Di ko alam kung saan ako napadpad basta nandito parin ako sa beach pero di siya matao na lugar parang tago siya na area nitong beach, i'm a little bit scared here dahil ako lang mag isa pero wala ito sa sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Patuloy parin akong lumuluha habang nakatingin sa may dagat, ano bang dapat kong gawin para mapansina t mahalin niya rin ako alam kong imposible pero aasa parin ako wala namang masama eh pero kung wala talaga ititigil ko nalang.
Medyo nagulat ako nang may tumabi sa gilid ko nakaupo kasi ako dito sa may buhangin di ko alam kung sino ang tumabi sa akin dahil di ko pa ito nililingon but that scent is so familiar to me parang kay--
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"Miko?"- kunot noo kong sabi nang nilingon ko kung sino ang tumabi saakin anong ginawagawa niya dito?
"yes babe,miss me?"- nakangising anya
" a-anong ginagawa mo dito?"-i ask him at nauutal pa ako its just that di pa ako handang makita siyang muli the first guy who broke my heart
"i know its creepy to say this but i followed you?"-he said at napalaki naman ang mata ko
"followed kailan pa?"-curious na tanong ko
"Since pumunta kayo rito?"- parang nahihiyang anya, nahiya pa talaga ang gago pero ang creepy nga ha parang stalker lang ang putek
"why did u do that?"-me
"i just want to talk to u actually to clear some things between us"- seryosong saad niya
"huh?"- naguguluhang anya ko bangag pa talaga ako ngayon eh sorry dahil sa mga nangyayari kanina
"i want to say sorry to u, di ko kasi magawa nung nasa manila ka pa dahil di kita naaabutan palagi kaya i came to a decision to follow u here, nag hire pa talaga ako ng pi para lng malaman kong asan ka"- paliwanag niya
"Please not now miko"- mahinahong sabi ko at yumuko at ipinikit ang aking mata
"nakita ko lahat nangyari kanina"- mahinang sabi niya kaya naman ay napalaki ulit ang mata ko yah! do-don't tell me narinig niya yung pinag usapan namin kanina
"yo-you what?"- nauutal at kinakabahang tanong ko
"i heared all your conversation earlier with that guy oh scratch that gay rather and i see how u cry earlier because of that gay"- he seriously said
"Anong bang kailangan mo saakin ha para matapos na ito"- seryosong saad ko sa kanya
"i want some closure and i want to say sorry to you toall the bad things i have done to u"- he apologetically said
"give me some time miko, hindi madaling magpatawad sa lalaking minahal mo at niloko ka lang"- naluluhang sabi ko i don't love him anymore but i'm crying now funny right?
"i know chantal maghihintay ako at gagawin ko lahat mapatawad mo lang ako"- he said that with eye to eye and i saw pain in his eye
"thank you at naiintindihan mo ako"- sabi ko tumango naman siya mga ilang segundo rin na namayani ang katahimikan sa pagitan namin hanggang sa ito ay binasag niya
"do u love him?"- panimulang tanong niya kaya naguluhan naman ako sinong him tinutikoy niya?
"who?"- tanong ko pabalik
"that gay"- he said tss kanina pa siya gay ng gay ha
"his name is fraser, and yes i do love him already"- i said seriously at tiningnan siya sa mga mata niya at may bahid ng lungkot iyon pero di ko nalang pinansin
"hmm wala na nga talaga akong pag asa sayo"- nakapanglubabang anya
"kung sana iningatan mo lang ako nung tayo pa di sana di ka nagsisisi ngayon"- sabi ko pa
"Kaya nga eh hahaha isn't that funny mahal ko parin yung babaeng niloko ko pero siya may iba nang mahal hahaha"- alam kong nasasaktan siya habang sinasabi yun pero wala akong pakialam kasalanan naman niya eh.
"let's stop this drama"- i said at tumayo na sa may buhanginan at siya naman ay tumayo na rin
"Pupunta ka na sa cottage niyo?"- he asked at umiling naman ako di pa ako handang makita siya ngayon mamaya maya na siguro pag okay na ang pakiramdam ng damdamin ko yung kaya ko na siyang harapin
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"mamaya pa maglalakad lang ako dito sa dalampasigan"- i said at nakita ko naman ang pag aalala sa mukha nito
"kung ganon sasamahan nalang kita, baka ano pang mangayari sa iyo diyan madilim pa naman"- he suggested kaya di nalang ako umangal
Tahimik lang kaming naglalakad at to be honest giniginaw ako naka shorts lang kasi ako tas beach bra and pinatungan ito ng see thru.
"Baka hinahanap kana nung fraser na yun ngayon"- biglang salita niya tss yun? maghahanap? pwet niya
"Bahala siya, pagod ako ngayong isipin siya"- i sighed when i say that
"paano nag start yung kasal niyo dalawa? biglaan kasi"- he curiously said ,dapat ko ba itong sabihin sa kanya?
"mapagkakatiwalaan ba kita?"- tanong ko at utumatekong nag promise sign naman siya gusto ko sanang matawa pero pinigilan ko lang
"Promise!"- sabi niya
hay sige na nga alam ko namang di ito maingay na tao eh nung kami pa siya ang pinag sasabihan ko ng mga secrets ko at hindi niya iyon pinagsabi sa iba kaya tiwala ako sa kanya.Kaya ayon sinabi ko sa kanya kung paano nagsimula ang lahat tsk kasalanan naman nya eh bat ako napunta sa gantong sitwasyon pero may kasalanan rin naman ako bat ba kasi ako pumunta sa bar na iyon,pero kung hindi nangyari yun saakin di ko makikilala si fraser.
"so its my fault pala kung bat nangdyan ka sa ganyang sitwasyon"- mahinang sabi niya
"yes pero thanks to that incident because i meet fraser"- i said
"yeah fraser di ka naman mahal tss"- he bitterly said, ay putek to
"magagawa niya rin akong mahalin"- i positively said
"yeah yeah"- sabi nalang niya and we continue walking
Habang naglalakad kami ay may naisip akong plano .
"miko"- tawag ko sa kanya
"hmm"- he replied at tumingin saakin at hinihintay kong ano ang sasabihin ko
"diba sabi mo gagawin mo ang lahat mapatawad lang kita?"- tanong ko sa kanya
"yes as in lahat chantal mapatawad mo lang ako"- he said and so i smiled to him devilishly napalunok naman ito
"hmm may ipapagawa kasi ako sayo"- i said ito naman ay namutla ano kaya iniisip nito
"A-ano yun chantal, wag mong sabihin na papupunahin mo ako sa pi-pinakalalim na parte nitong d-dagat"- nauutal at kinakabahang anya the heck bat niya nman naisip yun hahaha
"haha gago hindi! ano kasi gusto ko sanang magpanggap tayo na ok at sweet pag andiyan si fraser"- natatawa at the same time eh nahihiya ako sa favor ko sa kanya
"so you mean pagseselosin mo siya?"- he asked
"something like that? if its that ok with u?"- please pumayag ka
"hays ok gagawin ko basta sayo chantal at basta mapatawad mo lang ako"- he said and i said thank u to him
"Can i hug u chantal?"- he said at nagtataka ko naman siyang tinignan
"Just for now please, i really do miss u so much"- dagdag pa niya well, wala naman sigurong masama hug lang naman eh, kaya tumango ako and i saw happiness in his face bago lumapit saakin at inakap ako ng mahigpit
"god i really miss to hug you chantal"- he said kaya i hug him back narin pero wala na yung dati na pag niyayakap niya ako tumitibok ng mabilis ang puso ko dahil siguro di na siya ang laman nito.
bibitawan niya na sana ako sa pagkakayakap ng may humila saakin ng malakas shit ang sakit ng braso ko
"Fuck! who are you? and why are you hugging my wife huh!"- nakatulala lang ako sa nagsalita, si fraser ito
"i'm your wife ex lover"- proud na sabi niya at ngumisi pa
"ex lover naman pala eh bat mo pa niyayakap, wala kanang karapatan sa kanya!"- he gritted his teeth while saying that
"Bitawan mo nga ako bat kaba nandito ha!"-i ask him habang pinipilit na kumuwala sa hawak niya sa braso ko
"Kanina pa kita hinahanap alam mo ba yun ha! tapos nandito ka lang pala kasama yang gagong yan!"- galit na sabi niya bumuntong hininga yung buntong hinga ng galit na tao
"pakealam mo ba ha kung kasama ko siya!"- sabi ko hinahamon mo ako sige! wala pa naman ako sa mood ngayon
"i have the rights to question you because your my WIFE! pinapaalala ko lang sayo in case nakalimutan mo"- nakangising anya at ipinagdiinan ang salitang WIFE.
"tss wala kaming ginagawang masama his just hugging me!"- sigaw ko sa kanya at pagak naman itong tumawa
"just hugging you ha,lika dito kanina pa ako naiinis ha!"- he said at walang pakandungan akong binuhat na parang isang sako ng bigas
"ahhh!! pucha ka ibaba mo ako! miko tulong!"- sigaw ko lalapitan na sana kami ni miko ng lumingon si fraser sa kanya
"Try to and i will kill u bro"- he thretened miko kaya walang nagawa si miko, at nagsimula nang maglakad si fraser habang buhat buhat ako
pinapalo ko naman ang likod niya at sumisigaw na bitawan niya ako pero parang wala naman itong narinig nadaanan namin si beshy at nagtataka kami nitong tinignan nakatulala kasi ito. Nang makarating kami sa cottage namin ay binuksan niya agad ang pintuan at nang pagpasok namin ay initsa niya ako sa may kama langya!
Pero laking gulat ko ng pinaibabawan niya ako i felt awkward when he did this position
"Wha-what are u doing?"- kinakabahang anya ko napakalapit kasi ng mukha niya saakin
"why are u with him earlier ha?!"- sabi niya may galit sa boses nito
"i-its just a coincidence, sadyang nakita niya la-lang ako kanina doon ka-kaya niya ako nilapitan"- nauutal na paliwanag ko mas inilapit niya pa ang mukha niya sakin
"is that so?"- bulong niya na nagpakiliti sa sistema ko, heck! ano bang ginagawa niya!
"ye-yes"- i replied
"tandaan mo ito akin ka lang chantal, you're mine an mine alone and i don't share what's mine, remember that"- ma awtoridad na sabi niya kaya tumango nalang ako ibang iba ang fraser na kaharap ko ngayon napaka seryoso niya at lalaking lalaki siya ngayon walang halong kabaklaan
"U-umalis ka na nga sa pagkakadagan saakin"- sabi ko at pinipilit siya na itinutulak pero ang bigat niya at wala ata siyang balak na umalis sa pagkakadagan saakin
"what if didn't"- he huskily said
"edi su-suntukin kita"- sabi ko habang iniiwas ang tingin sa kanya
"then do it"- bago pa ako makasagot sa sinabi niya ay sinunggaban na niya ako ng halik,a passionate one.
Di sana ako tutugon ng kinagat niya ang pang ibabang labi ko kaya napa ungol ako at ginantihan na rin ang mga halik na ibinigay niya saakin, sa mga oras na ito ay parang nawala ako sa aking huwisyo di ko lubos maisip na hahalikan ako ni fraser ng ganito. All what happened on this day ay parang nawala sa sistema ko dahil sa mga halik na ibinigay niya saakin.
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