《Love of Yiruma》Bang Yong Guk- Hikikomori
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Хикикомори
Гунигтай юм, зүрх сэтгэл минь хоосон оргино
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Би бол Хикикомори, Хикикомори
Хикикомори, тархи толгой минь бүр дүйрчихлээ
Хикикомори
Гунигтай юм, зүрх сэтгэл минь хоосон оргино
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