Enjoy❤❤

Immediately Ameera went upstairs to her room, Amir left the house to somewhere far away from her. He wants to stop his broken heart and with Ameera closer, his broken heart doubles. He entered into his car and drove to where ever it is his heart takes him too. He doesn't care of the outcome. What more do I have, he thought.

Ameera walk into her room with heavy heart. She is doom, she thought. So many thoughts were swirling in her head, what would people think of me now? How will my parents take this divorce ? With which eyes will I face my in laws when they come to know about this?. She broke down all over again, she slide down the wall just the way her heart is sliding down inside her. She hasn't done anything wrong, why can't Amir just give me at least a chance to explain my self, she thought. The diary was the final blow.

She cry harder now, she cried like she is about to die. She can't take this anymore. She wish she has someone with her to hold her tight. She wish that person would be Amir, she wish he will enter into the room and give her his smile and shout April Fool. But she knew that will never happen, this was real life. She is now a divorcee.

I will soon be a single mother, what will I tell my children when they grow up. Which eye will I tell them that their father accused me of cheating , she thought again. She shake her head in pity for herself. I pity myself ,she thought. She knew she has a fair share on what happened, she knew she should have told Amir about the marriage plan long time ago, she knew she shouldn't have lied to Amir. She should have told him about Faisal. She didn't want to go and meet Faisal that day but she felt pity for him. He was at the verge of doing something grave and if she haven't gone to see him he would have done what he was about to do.

I only helped a soul, I did nothing bad, she thought. If only Amir had listen to her but now, she has lost all hope for that. She drag herself from the floor and climb the bed to sleep it all off, maybe if she wake up tomorrow in the morning ,it will turnout to be all a dream. She was all wrong, cos that is just the beginning of her broken hearts.

***

I was waken up by the loud sound of my phone's alarm. It was time for fajr prayer already. My head is on fire right now, but why?. Like a dream, everything that happened yesterday rush back to me. I'm a divorcee. I wipe the tears that drop from my eyes

My phone ding beside her, i pick it up to check who texted only to see a text from amir. It says

I want you to feel how heart broken I was when I saw you with Faisal

Down the text, their was a image. It was a

picture of Amir with a lady in bed, both were asleep. I didn't know when my phone fell on the tiled floor, I broke down in tears all over again. Amir has killed me.

Why is Amir hurting me this way? Wasn't the divorce enough? Must he rub it in my face that he slept with someone else after our fight last night.

I groggily came down from bed and walk to the bathroom to perform ablution. I came out few minutes later.

I set the praying mat and face the Qibla to perform my prayer. I pour all my heart out to Allah. Only him can hear me out, he is the only one who can save me from my heart ache. I know all this will come to an end when I have my God with me. He knows my heart, I have never thought of marrying Amir for his money, I only did it just to help my friend. I have never thought of cheating on Amir, I love him with all my soul and body. He is the only man I love with the depth of my heart. I wish I can take a knife and plague out my heart for him to see how it beat for him and how shattered I feels right now.

After the prayer, I folded the mat. I walk to check the time in my phone and it was already 6:50am. Today is amir's dad birthday and I should be at his parent house by 8:00am. How will I face them? Sigh. I leave it all to Allah.

I started by brushing my teeth and then taking my bath . After that, I wore a simple pink dress, it not too tight and not too free. It's just simple as I have said. I'm not in the mood for dressing up especially now that everything has broken apart between Amir and I. Sigh

I quickly rub a little powder and a lip stick so that the family won't suspect anything for now. I finally took my bag and veil from the bed and walk out of the room. I pass through the doors, when I got to Amir's room door, I still. Should I check if he is awake? Maybe the picture and the text was a lie? Should I prepare breakfast for him? What if he doesn't eat it?. I was having internal battle with my self whether to perform my duty as is wife.

Have you forgotten that you are now a divorcee? My subconscious reprimand . I breath out ,my shoulders sagged.

I decided to open the door only to see an empty bed. So it's true. He is in bed with someone else. I sadly smile at my pitied self, what more would I gain if I cry. I have babies to look after. I came out of the room.

I gave the door one last look before going downstairs. I would be living this house after the party. I wipe the threatening tears that drop on my face, I'm single. What a shame on me. I wasn't able to bring my family together instead I let it go down the mud, what a shame on you Ameera.

Mama

How will mama feel about all this, how am I going to look her in the eyes and tell her that I'm back home. My husband had divorce me. Which eye will I look at baba, my hero. They will all be disappointed in me. I'm a disgrace now.

My marriage isn't up-to one year and I'm already going back to my parent's house .

Sigh

I'm tired already, I can't kill myself,the whole world can think of anything they like.I have babies to look after. I still have a part of Amir in me at least , the love of my life. I rub my belly with so much affection for these little ones in me. I wish I can have them in my hands right now. Ya Allah protect them for me, they are my only strength now.

I look at the house for the last time cos by the time I come back to park my things in the evening , it will be dark already. I open my car door and zoom out of the house to my ex in-laws house. I need to face my fears

**

" aunty Ameera is here" Amir's niece shouted with happiness, she was jumping up and clapping her hands in joy for my arrival. She is one of my favorite, when she smile at someone for the first time, that person must definitely like her at first sight, she is just too cute.

I came out of my car with a smile, I walk to the entrance of the house with arms wide open for Nana to hug me. Upon seeing my open arms ,she ran towards me in full speed with her tiny legs . I pick her up and swirl round with her, she giggle in joy. She is just too cute. I put her down with a smile.

" How are you doing Nana? Where is your mummy? "

" I'm fine. I'm a big girl now. Mummy is inside. Aunty Ameera I miss you, you don't ask of me again" she said with a pout.

I felt guilty coz it true. It's been months now since I last saw her. That was the day her parents came for a holiday when I was still living in Amir's parents house. I once promise to come visit her but I never fulfilled my promise.

" I'm so sorry little one, I was busy"

" no problem aunty Ameera, now you're here. Come let me take you to my mummy they have been waiting for you"

She drag me to wherever she said her mother was. I let her drag me to them. We went from door to door, passage to passage ,still we haven't seen where they are. The house is filled up with new faces. I guess maybe they are the family's far away relations I haven't met.

" Nana, we still haven't gotten there yet? "

She turn to me with her confused charming face " I left them here but I don't know where they are now" she put her hand on her waist and her mouth form a pout in worry,i secretly smile at her worried face .. As if on cue we heard voices coming out from a room not far from where we were standing.

Nana face lightened up and shouted" they are here ,aunty Ameera. My mummy is here" she pointed at the door, we walk to the door and open it. I was met with both familiar faces and new faces.

The people in the room quiet down at the open of the door, upon seeing me they all smile and I greeted them with a smile of my own. Those engaged in a conversation before my arrival continued. I went to hug Nana's mummy with a smile. The woman is too good. She is amir's junior sister, she is 26years with two beautiful kids already .

" Haba , aunty Ameera ,what have Nana and I done to you? You promise to come visit but you never fulfilled your promise." she said with a shake of head, she looks funny when doing that. Nana got her good looks from her mother.

" mummy that is what I said to her too" Nana added with a smile coz she was surprised that her mother said same thing with her.

Nana's mummy smile at her daughter then turn to me for answer " Maman Nana, you know how things her tight for me. I have school and your brother to take care of. " I jokingly said and she laugh at me

" No wonder yaya is just shinning day by day. Well, that's how it should be though. So how is the baby doing? "

What baby is she talking about? . She saw my confused face and then laughed at me.

" oh, you thought I won't notice right?. Don't forget that I'm a mother too, I know when I see a pregnant woman. How far gone are you?" she asked with a smile.

I was feeling so shy already coz the others stopped whatever they were saying to listen to our conversation.

" Don't be shy, we have also gone through it" one of the ladies teased and the rest laughed.

I was turning red already, they really are making me shy.

" let her be Dan Allah. You're all making her feel uncomfortable." nana's mother said to them and they all burst into laughter again. She turn to look at me with a teasing smile

" how far gone are you? " she asked again wiggling her brows at me

" two months" I shyly said and they all congratulate me. I was thankful to them.

They all don't know what is to come after the party, I wish Amir will change is mind. But the deed has been done already, I'm divorced.

I excuse myself and went looking for sadiya. I walk towards her room , I stopped at the front of her door, I was about to knock until I heard her shouting at someone on the phone . I place my ear on the door to listen clearly.

" leave me alone, I have done what you wanted already. What more do you want from me" she shouted to the other person on the phone. She waited to listen to the reply of the person then said.

" Leave Ameera out of it. I'm tired of this nonsense, goodbye" she said . I think she end the call coz everywhere was silent .

Who is she talking to? Why is she telling the person to leave me out of it?

I decided to make known of my arrival. barged in like how I use to whenever I come visit.

" Surprise " I shouted, sadiya look startled but when she saw that I was the one she smiled at me. A fake smile to be precise.

" Ameera, long time no see. How are you doing "

She move forward to pull me in for a hug" I miss you" she said.

I hug her back and replied with " I miss you too"

We pull away, I went to sit on her queen size bed. She was acting suspicious, but why. What is she hiding?.

" how is Khalifa doing? " I ask

" he is fine. He isn't back yet from Canada, you remember the course he went for " I nodded

" That kind Khalifa soon to be wife" I tease, she shyly smile at me and sat at the stool beside her.

" How is yaya?" she asked

At the mention of his name, everything came rushing back to me.

" He is fine" she noticed my now gloomy face.

" Are you alright Ameera, you look disturbed"

I put on a fake smile and said " I'm fine. We're doing fine" she nodded but I'm definitely sure she didn't believe me.

" lets go and start preparing for the party. It's starting by 2pm" said sadiya in a sing song just to lighten the mood and I needed that.

***

My people my people how una dey? Abeg make una forgive me for the late update, na skul cause am but I go still try my best update🙏. Manage this chapter for me, the next one would be sweet like sugar. It will also be on AMIR'S point of view. 😃

*lol" pardon my getto English. I try abi😉